Don't worry about the tittle.It's just a new song that i am addicted to.It's from man madhan ambu.Yeeeeees !! ,finally i watched the movie (:.What an awesome movie.I'm not gonna tell the story cuz i am not good at telling story. :p.As usual hats off to Kamalhassan and the rest ,for giving us such a chunnest movie. (:.I am really loving this oyyale oyyale song.Loved the last part like so hell much ,laughed like hell.Thinking of going for another round.Let's see. :DD.
Kamal Sir ,waiting for your marmayogi movie. :)).
To harimau malaya's : COOOOOOOONGRAT'S
I didn't watch the match but as you guys are my country man's ,so congraaaats. :).
20101230
20101229
Gooody gooody morning !! ,Heyya bloggy i am still awake ,yessss it's 2.12 am and i am still awake.As usual chatting with sarini and dashin. (:.They are my lovely crackpot's. :p.
Was talking about buying a new lappy ,cuz my current lappy is already hancur - berkecai.It looks reaaaally ugly. XD.So was telling them about buying a new lappy using my own money.And they were like ,waaah you sooo good n bla bla.It's not being so good or wad ,the thing is being ambitious ,i have set my goal ,my dreams and my future plannings. Duration to achieve my goal is in 6 to 7 years time.Will get settled in life at the age of 30 else 31 and lead a relaxed and peaceful life with family.Will be wondering about my income right?.Well i am not a girl who loves to depend on others.So yeah ,will open up my own music school by the age of 27 else 28.So ,i'll be gettin income from there.Not hard r8?.Managing my staff's will be kinda hard ,but tsk ,i am the boss so i gotta handle it.Will try to handle it perfectly. (:.There are lots more to tell but for now i guess this is more than enough.
p/s : If you're reading this post ,i wish to make my dreams to come true with you and share my joy of making it true with you.You are in my dreams too.Luv ya.
Dream big.
(:.
Was talking about buying a new lappy ,cuz my current lappy is already hancur - berkecai.It looks reaaaally ugly. XD.So was telling them about buying a new lappy using my own money.And they were like ,waaah you sooo good n bla bla.It's not being so good or wad ,the thing is being ambitious ,i have set my goal ,my dreams and my future plannings. Duration to achieve my goal is in 6 to 7 years time.Will get settled in life at the age of 30 else 31 and lead a relaxed and peaceful life with family.Will be wondering about my income right?.Well i am not a girl who loves to depend on others.So yeah ,will open up my own music school by the age of 27 else 28.So ,i'll be gettin income from there.Not hard r8?.Managing my staff's will be kinda hard ,but tsk ,i am the boss so i gotta handle it.Will try to handle it perfectly. (:.There are lots more to tell but for now i guess this is more than enough.
p/s : If you're reading this post ,i wish to make my dreams to come true with you and share my joy of making it true with you.You are in my dreams too.Luv ya.
Dream big.
(:.
20101228
Haaai ,i am kinda excited bloggy and idk why i am so extremely excited.I guess may be it's because the new year is just around the corner or may be because i got to know that A.R.Rahman gonna do a show in S'pore. :D.Yeees ,bloggy finally my prayers were answered ,no matter what i will beg my dad so that he will let me go for the show. :).
I have been being vegetarian for nearly two weeks ,and guess whaaaat ,i have lost weight ,looking so sick and pale and told mom that i am giving up on vegetarianism.I can't take it no more.I am no so energetic like how i used to be. :'(.Gonna work hard to put on some weight.Losing weight is not a big deal with me ,but gaining weight is like [[god-knows-the-hardest-job]]on earth.I eat alot but unfortunately i will never put on weight.Yeaaah ,i know i am lucky but then ,i want to put on weight lar ,may be a little.Gotta work really hard.
I'm still confused with Love bloggy,as i know love is all about understanding ,give and take and respect towards each other.But do you really gotta give up on your self respect just because you love your guy/girl?Do you really gotta hold on to your bf/gf although they treat you unfairly?What's love if there's no respect?Grrr ,we can't change some people.It's their life ,their problems.What i care right?.
And thanking god ,for sending me such a perfect guy ,i dunno whether we're destined to be together or not ,but till he is mine ,i'll surely take a good care of him.(: .
And to peepo out there ,live for your soul satisfaction ,not for what others might think and say about you. :).
That's all for now.
Luvs.
I have been being vegetarian for nearly two weeks ,and guess whaaaat ,i have lost weight ,looking so sick and pale and told mom that i am giving up on vegetarianism.I can't take it no more.I am no so energetic like how i used to be. :'(.Gonna work hard to put on some weight.Losing weight is not a big deal with me ,but gaining weight is like [[god-knows-the-hardest-job]]on earth.I eat alot but unfortunately i will never put on weight.Yeaaah ,i know i am lucky but then ,i want to put on weight lar ,may be a little.Gotta work really hard.
I'm still confused with Love bloggy,as i know love is all about understanding ,give and take and respect towards each other.But do you really gotta give up on your self respect just because you love your guy/girl?Do you really gotta hold on to your bf/gf although they treat you unfairly?What's love if there's no respect?Grrr ,we can't change some people.It's their life ,their problems.What i care right?.
And thanking god ,for sending me such a perfect guy ,i dunno whether we're destined to be together or not ,but till he is mine ,i'll surely take a good care of him.(: .
And to peepo out there ,live for your soul satisfaction ,not for what others might think and say about you. :).
That's all for now.
Luvs.
20101226
thank you.
Heyya god ,me and ash taking this oppurtunity to thank you ,my parents ,my grandparents and my ancestor :).And mr.bloggy you might be wondering ,why we are thanking them out of a sudden.Well ,here is the story.
Parents were karaoke'ing so was commenting about their singing with ash ,we are in the same house but different rooms ,so buzzed her in Facebook.Then while chit-chatting ,she sent me a url link of a girls profile.I was like OMG !! ,nearly *fainted*.She was soooooo BIG ,wearing a sleeveless top and tattoo'ed.You know you are fat ,dress up according to your look ,ur size ,you still can look hot even if you're not wearing sleeveless top's.One more thing ,please shave your axillary hair.It's disgusting you know >.<.Don't let me to vomit yaaah.
Girls ,you can dress up too sexily ,there is no harm in showing your skins but in a good way ,don't let people to think that you're disgusting.And please for god sake use ''armpit whitening deodorant'' to reduce skin darkening.Well you can't reduce it totally ,but a little maybe and please shave your armpit hair yaaah.
Be turn-on's for your guys not a total turn-off's.
And now you know why i thank'ed my previous gen's? :).I may not be preety ,but i am awesome and better than others. (:.
p/s : again i crapped at the ending part.why am i crapping so much nowadays? =.=
Parents were karaoke'ing so was commenting about their singing with ash ,we are in the same house but different rooms ,so buzzed her in Facebook.Then while chit-chatting ,she sent me a url link of a girls profile.I was like OMG !! ,nearly *fainted*.She was soooooo BIG ,wearing a sleeveless top and tattoo'ed.You know you are fat ,dress up according to your look ,ur size ,you still can look hot even if you're not wearing sleeveless top's.One more thing ,please shave your axillary hair.It's disgusting you know >.<.Don't let me to vomit yaaah.
Girls ,you can dress up too sexily ,there is no harm in showing your skins but in a good way ,don't let people to think that you're disgusting.And please for god sake use ''armpit whitening deodorant'' to reduce skin darkening.Well you can't reduce it totally ,but a little maybe and please shave your armpit hair yaaah.
Be turn-on's for your guys not a total turn-off's.
And now you know why i thank'ed my previous gen's? :).I may not be preety ,but i am awesome and better than others. (:.
p/s : again i crapped at the ending part.why am i crapping so much nowadays? =.=
20101225
love . love . love
Someone is in loveee.Hyeeee bloggy ,merry x'mas and you know whaat my mom keep on saying happy merry christmas -.-.She gets crazy if she is too excited. :pp.I love you mommy. :)).Hugs.
Christmas is like errrm ,normal days only.Woke up late ,skipped breakfast ,didn't take lunch too and lazying around the house.Well kinda sleepy ,cause slept late yesterday around 3 am something after having an awesome chat with my darleeeeeeeeeengs. :) ,Ash ,Dashin and Sarini.
You know what bloggy ,dashin is in love.It's love . love . love.Well ,hoping everything will go good.Praying hard for you dashin.You gotta see his blog ,LOL ,it's sooooo romantic u know ,his facebook statuses ,waaah waaah ,i didn't know that love can change people like totally upside down.He is talking about his studies and his future planning duh.(:.Heeeeeeeee ,i am happy for you dae.As u know your case'fied family will be there no matter wad.
It's really fun when having confrence chat's on MSN with them ,i just feel so lucky to be one of the member of case'fied.There are moments where i do really miss ,but unfortunately we couldnt bring back the memories if we want to also.People change ,but memories will remain the same. :).
I am freakingly sleepy right now ,gonna get some sleep.May be for an hour kot.
Hugs.
p/s : I crapped something on this post ,hope to post something better in my next post.Btw do i sound drunken??Well i don't drink ,but in the plan to try alcohol'ing with my boyfie.huhu !!. :p.
i miss you lazy cow (:
Christmas is like errrm ,normal days only.Woke up late ,skipped breakfast ,didn't take lunch too and lazying around the house.Well kinda sleepy ,cause slept late yesterday around 3 am something after having an awesome chat with my darleeeeeeeeeengs. :) ,Ash ,Dashin and Sarini.
You know what bloggy ,dashin is in love.It's love . love . love.Well ,hoping everything will go good.Praying hard for you dashin.You gotta see his blog ,LOL ,it's sooooo romantic u know ,his facebook statuses ,waaah waaah ,i didn't know that love can change people like totally upside down.He is talking about his studies and his future planning duh.(:.Heeeeeeeee ,i am happy for you dae.As u know your case'fied family will be there no matter wad.
It's really fun when having confrence chat's on MSN with them ,i just feel so lucky to be one of the member of case'fied.There are moments where i do really miss ,but unfortunately we couldnt bring back the memories if we want to also.People change ,but memories will remain the same. :).
I am freakingly sleepy right now ,gonna get some sleep.May be for an hour kot.
Hugs.
p/s : I crapped something on this post ,hope to post something better in my next post.Btw do i sound drunken??Well i don't drink ,but in the plan to try alcohol'ing with my boyfie.huhu !!. :p.
i miss you lazy cow (:
merry x'mas (:.
Merry x'mas to everyone ,have fun with your loved ones and be merry with laughters ,firecrackers and ofcourse FOOOOOD !!.
Gbu everyone. :)
Gbu everyone. :)
20101220
20101219
Heeeeeee bloggy ,after sooo long i am gonna update you.Yeay yeay. :).
Nothing new actually ,it's the same old thing -.-.Well today i cleaned my room.It's always tidy ,just did a little touch-up.Cleaned my wardrobe ,bathroom ,drawer ,changed my bed sheet ,swept and mopped the floor.I do it all the time but today i was in an extremely good mood and felt so rajin that's why ended up doing an overall clean up. :).Now my room looks super awesoooooooome.
You know bloggy ,when you're in extremely good mood ,there will be some shits to spoil your mood.And yeah it did happend to me ,i mean to me and ash.It was from our lovely pet bro dashin -.- .He was trying to prank us itseems.And the story goes like this : Ash was online'ing on MSN ,and dashin came online pretending to be as his cousin brother.And told ash that dashin passed away due to asthma attack.Well i know dashin having asthma problem ,but i idn't know it went worse.You know you'll start crying when you hear a bad news about your loved one.Yeah he is just my pet bro ,but i treated him like my very own bloddy blood brother.He knows most of the thing that my bro don't know about me.So yeah ,let's continue with the story.And ash called to me to see the conversation ,when i read the conversation ,i was like blur + shocked + a little traumised.Called him ,no one picks up.And as usual started to cry. :'(.Called sarini ,no answer cuz she was sleeping.And finally ,dashin admitted that it was just a prank.Called him on the spot and screwed him.I was about to screw him nicely but sadly ,i ran out of words ,that's why i don't talk when i am angry ,cuz i am not good in screwing people.And now ,things has settled and back to normal.And dashin ,please don't ever prank us in this way anymore dae ,we love you so much ,it's just that we don't know how to explain it or show it.But we do really love you soo much.And same goes to my pet sister's Sarini and Dila ,we also love you.We just can't take it if anything bad happend to you.So do take care of yourself.
And to others who are closer to me/us ,i/we do love you guys too.I/We want to be with you ,and i/we want you guys to be around me/us forever.So please do take care of yourself's.Always remind yourself that there are people who loves you no matter wad. :).
That's all for now bloggy.
Luvs.
Nothing new actually ,it's the same old thing -.-.Well today i cleaned my room.It's always tidy ,just did a little touch-up.Cleaned my wardrobe ,bathroom ,drawer ,changed my bed sheet ,swept and mopped the floor.I do it all the time but today i was in an extremely good mood and felt so rajin that's why ended up doing an overall clean up. :).Now my room looks super awesoooooooome.
You know bloggy ,when you're in extremely good mood ,there will be some shits to spoil your mood.And yeah it did happend to me ,i mean to me and ash.It was from our lovely pet bro dashin -.- .He was trying to prank us itseems.And the story goes like this : Ash was online'ing on MSN ,and dashin came online pretending to be as his cousin brother.And told ash that dashin passed away due to asthma attack.Well i know dashin having asthma problem ,but i idn't know it went worse.You know you'll start crying when you hear a bad news about your loved one.Yeah he is just my pet bro ,but i treated him like my very own bloddy blood brother.He knows most of the thing that my bro don't know about me.So yeah ,let's continue with the story.And ash called to me to see the conversation ,when i read the conversation ,i was like blur + shocked + a little traumised.Called him ,no one picks up.And as usual started to cry. :'(.Called sarini ,no answer cuz she was sleeping.And finally ,dashin admitted that it was just a prank.Called him on the spot and screwed him.I was about to screw him nicely but sadly ,i ran out of words ,that's why i don't talk when i am angry ,cuz i am not good in screwing people.And now ,things has settled and back to normal.And dashin ,please don't ever prank us in this way anymore dae ,we love you so much ,it's just that we don't know how to explain it or show it.But we do really love you soo much.And same goes to my pet sister's Sarini and Dila ,we also love you.We just can't take it if anything bad happend to you.So do take care of yourself.
And to others who are closer to me/us ,i/we do love you guys too.I/We want to be with you ,and i/we want you guys to be around me/us forever.So please do take care of yourself's.Always remind yourself that there are people who loves you no matter wad. :).
That's all for now bloggy.
Luvs.
i like when a guy :
•Plays with my hair.
•Pinches my cheek.
•Asks for a hug.
•Steals something I own and makes me run after him.
•Feeds me.
•Makes silly faces.
•Eats like a pig without being embarrassed.
•Tells me I look beautiful in sweats with no make up on.
•Sings me to sleep.
•Puts his arms around my waist.
•Surprises me from the back and covers my eyes.
•Lets me borrow his jacket.
•Pinches my cheek.
•Asks for a hug.
•Steals something I own and makes me run after him.
•Feeds me.
•Makes silly faces.
•Eats like a pig without being embarrassed.
•Tells me I look beautiful in sweats with no make up on.
•Sings me to sleep.
•Puts his arms around my waist.
•Surprises me from the back and covers my eyes.
•Lets me borrow his jacket.
20101218
it's choice not destiny or fate !!.
It's NOT destiny that determines love .It's choice.Our so called destiny is a lie.Relationships last long not because they're destined to last long.Relationships last long because two brave people made a choice - to keep it ,to fight for it and to work for it.
Meanwhile ,other relationships fail not because they are destined to fail.They failed because one of the two or both made the choice - to set each other free.
Meanwhile ,other relationships fail not because they are destined to fail.They failed because one of the two or both made the choice - to set each other free.
20101217
20101216
20101215
the guy :
I want somebody to sleep with the rest of my life ,and and cuddle up during a movie or on a couch.Stay up all night talking about nothing.Get lost in the woods together.Challenge me ,challenge him.Talk about dreams ,make dreams ,make love in the candle light ,in the car ,in the shower ,in the wood while we're lost.Having fights ,the kind that only really matters just as long as you've having them.Someone i can wrestle with ,you know play hard sometimes and not worry about breaking a nail or an arm.A guy who will bring meee flowers ,once in a while ,may be a rock too or a shell :p.Some thing he saw that made him think of me ,made him think ''this might make my girl smile'' as he smiles to himself.A guy who wants me ,maybe even needs me ,just a little ,enough to hold onto me with everything he's got. :)
20101214
being that girl. :)
Be that girl. Be the girl who keeps her phone on her pillow until 4am waiting for a text. Be the girl who stops in the middle of a test to laugh at something she rememebers. Be the girl who is so determined to find love, that she’ll risk her heart being broken over and over. Be the girl who isn’t afraid to say “I love you.” Be the girl who knows that no matter what happens, she will find love.
bored -.-
Are you completely over your last relationship?
-hell yeah ,i am completely over that shit-
Is anyone ignoring you right now?
-not atm-
Have you ever kissed someone named Paul or Luke?
-no no-
Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
-definitely-
Do you hate the last girl you had conversation with?
-nope ,it was Ash ,how can i hate her?-
Do you hate the last guy you had conversation with?
-bro ? ,noooo-
Last song you listened to?
-the dj got us falling in love again -usher-
Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
-nooope-
Do you like to cuddle?
-i love to be cuddled-
Have you kissed someone older than you?
-elder by four months ?-
What's more attractive : when someone kisses you out from nowhere ,or when you know it's coming?
-when someone kisses you out of nowhere-
At your best friend's house ,do you know your way around the kitchen?
-yessh-
Do you find smoking unattractive?
-yeaah-
Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
-yeaaah ,i always have feeling for him-
Do you think you've changed over the past year?
-probably yeah-
Let's test your memory, what were you wearing during your last kiss?
-white dress-
What hoodie did your wear last?
-blue-
Do you know anyone who drinks alot?
-yeappie-
Do you know the last person you were in a car with other than your family?
-hiim-
Have you ever liked someone elder than you?
-yepp-
When was the last time you talked to your grandmother?
-last week-
Last time you were on the phone? With who?
-shanti akka-
Did you have a good day yesterday?
-was alright-
Who was the last person that left you a comment?
-crizpy la chica-
Do you hate the last person you kissed?
-not at all-
Do you like to wear sweatpants?
-nope-
Have you ecer been dumped?
-yepp-
Do you plan on getting drunk in the near future?
-LOL yeaah ,with my boyfie-
Have you ever played a sport perofessionally?
-naah-
Is there anybody who truly disgusts you?
-yepp-
You have taken 15 shots of straight vodka in a row ,what happens?
-never tried ,never know ,coming soon coming soon-
Next time you will kiss someone?
-yaaaah ,asap ,with the same person-
Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about your feelings?
-ash ,dashin and hiim-
What are your plans for tonight?
-no idea-
What do you currently hear right now?
-magic -river cuomo ft b.ob-
This time last year can you remember who you liked?
-yepp ,a jerk-
What are you looking foward to right now?
-new year-
How old do you look?
-LOL ,people say i look younger than my age. :p-
Do you love anyone?
-yeaap ,mum ,dad ,sibs ,hiim ,casefied family ,friend and my doggies.-
Anything risky happen last night?
-no-
Are you happy right now?
-normal-
What were you doing at midnight last night?
-sleeping-
You kissed someone last night didn't you?
-nooope-
Have you held hands with anyone in the past 2 days?
-yeeeeees ,him-
How do you feel about your hair right now?
-awesooomazing-
Would you change for a person you care about?
-might-
Has anyone ever told you ,you were amazing?
-yeep ,bruno mars :p-
Who were you dating this time last year?
-i already told you ,a jerk-
Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to?
SRK Jubli Intan ,Renggam ,Johor- :)
Were you single on your last b'day?
-no-
Who was the first person you talked to this morning?
-morning? Mum-
What's your middle name?
-i don't have a middle name-
-hell yeah ,i am completely over that shit-
Is anyone ignoring you right now?
-not atm-
Have you ever kissed someone named Paul or Luke?
-no no-
Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
-definitely-
Do you hate the last girl you had conversation with?
-nope ,it was Ash ,how can i hate her?-
Do you hate the last guy you had conversation with?
-bro ? ,noooo-
Last song you listened to?
-the dj got us falling in love again -usher-
Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
-nooope-
Do you like to cuddle?
-i love to be cuddled-
Have you kissed someone older than you?
-elder by four months ?-
What's more attractive : when someone kisses you out from nowhere ,or when you know it's coming?
-when someone kisses you out of nowhere-
At your best friend's house ,do you know your way around the kitchen?
-yessh-
Do you find smoking unattractive?
-yeaah-
Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
-yeaaah ,i always have feeling for him-
Do you think you've changed over the past year?
-probably yeah-
Let's test your memory, what were you wearing during your last kiss?
-white dress-
What hoodie did your wear last?
-blue-
Do you know anyone who drinks alot?
-yeappie-
Do you know the last person you were in a car with other than your family?
-hiim-
Have you ever liked someone elder than you?
-yepp-
When was the last time you talked to your grandmother?
-last week-
Last time you were on the phone? With who?
-shanti akka-
Did you have a good day yesterday?
-was alright-
Who was the last person that left you a comment?
-crizpy la chica-
Do you hate the last person you kissed?
-not at all-
Do you like to wear sweatpants?
-nope-
Have you ecer been dumped?
-yepp-
Do you plan on getting drunk in the near future?
-LOL yeaah ,with my boyfie-
Have you ever played a sport perofessionally?
-naah-
Is there anybody who truly disgusts you?
-yepp-
You have taken 15 shots of straight vodka in a row ,what happens?
-never tried ,never know ,coming soon coming soon-
Next time you will kiss someone?
-yaaaah ,asap ,with the same person-
Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about your feelings?
-ash ,dashin and hiim-
What are your plans for tonight?
-no idea-
What do you currently hear right now?
-magic -river cuomo ft b.ob-
This time last year can you remember who you liked?
-yepp ,a jerk-
What are you looking foward to right now?
-new year-
How old do you look?
-LOL ,people say i look younger than my age. :p-
Do you love anyone?
-yeaap ,mum ,dad ,sibs ,hiim ,casefied family ,friend and my doggies.-
Anything risky happen last night?
-no-
Are you happy right now?
-normal-
What were you doing at midnight last night?
-sleeping-
You kissed someone last night didn't you?
-nooope-
Have you held hands with anyone in the past 2 days?
-yeeeeees ,him-
How do you feel about your hair right now?
-awesooomazing-
Would you change for a person you care about?
-might-
Has anyone ever told you ,you were amazing?
-yeep ,bruno mars :p-
Who were you dating this time last year?
-i already told you ,a jerk-
Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to?
SRK Jubli Intan ,Renggam ,Johor- :)
Were you single on your last b'day?
-no-
Who was the first person you talked to this morning?
-morning? Mum-
What's your middle name?
-i don't have a middle name-
20101210
20101209
100th post.
Heyya bloggy darling ,well as you know this is our 100th post. :).And i am taking this oppurtunity to wish you Happy 100th post. (:.So in this post let's talk about us ,I mean about me and you ,the bond between us.
Well ,i hope you still remember when was the exact date our relationship blossomed.It was on 6th Jan 01 at 12:22 pm.That was the exact date and time i got hooked up on you :p.I have neglected you so many times by not updating you but now things has changed ,i am super addicted to you ,i visit you like most of the time.I update you whenever i can.What you did to me mr.bloggy??.Why is the sudden changes in me.To tell you the truth i am treating you like my boyfie. :pp ,the only thing that is lacking in you is you're not a living thing. :(.That's saddening.
I really love your look ,hope you'll love it too. :).Be with me like forever okaay.I know you will cause you're a non-living thing. :)Thanks for everything bloggy,TQVM !!. (:.
Okaay now ,let's talk about my updates.Finally i changed my specs frame from half frame to full thick black frame.I look like a nerd.8).LOL.Christmas and new year is on the way now.Having some plans ,hope it does work out. :).
That's all for now.
Tata byeeeeeeee. :)
20101208
magic.
Have you seen the last person you texted naked?
Hahaha ,nope.
Will tomorrow be better than today?
Dont think so but well always have an open mind.
What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?
Lips.
What is your current mood?
Moody.
Would you ever get a tattoo?
Yeaah ,very sure. :)
What are you listening to?
Hey Baby [[pitbull ft t-pain]].
Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Yup.
Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and not get annoyed?
Yeaah ,few of them.
What color shirt are you wearing?
White.
What’s something that upset you today?
Nothing :).
Your current relationship status?
In a relationship.<3
Do you get along with girls?
It depends.A big No No to *drama queen's*.
Do your parents allow you to date?
I think it's cool if they allow.But sadly they don't. :(
When was the last time you cleaned your room?
Room is always clean :) ,the last was on monday.
Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?
Anand. :)
How is the weather right now?
I am in air-conditioned room ,so yeah Cold.
What do you always take with you?
Handphone ,IC ,cash ,mp4 and specs.
Do you regret anything you did today?
I have no regrets.And i don't regret over things that i have already done.Well you did it for your satisfaction ,so why regret?.
Have you ever had a serious conversation with your mum?
Yess ,many times.
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Well ,idk.If they do ,they will let me know. :)
What is something you really want right now?
Lots ,lots and lotsa money.
Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
Yeah ,last year ,for a stupid jerk !! ,but its okaay ,we got back together on August.Well he is a guy too. :)
What do you think about the person you hate most?
I dont really hate anyone in particular. if i dont like them i just ignore and avoid.
What is the last thing you used your own money for?
For my specs frame.
Can you tell when something bad is going to happen?
Most of the time.I just hate that feeling.
Would you rather have long or short hair?
Long hair .It's sexy. :DD
Can you write with both hands?
No.Imma a righty.Well ,i used to be lefty when i were young ,but my mommy forced myself to change to right cuz i did everything using my left hand :from eating to washing. :p
Has someone of the opposite sex told you they loved you and meant it?
Not sure.If a guy cries for a girl when he is drunk does that mean
How’s your heart lately?
Feels like something bad gonna happend. :'(
Does anyone hate you?
Idk.
Who is in your house right now?
Parents ,siblings ,blue boii (doggy) and kakak.
Do you want to have children?
In the future maybe i dont know lol.
What are you doing tomorrow?
No idea.
Who’s the first “D” in your contacts?
Dashin.I love him.He is my first ever pet bro.
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
Yeaap.
Who was the last person to text you?
Anand.
What did it say?
Gdnyte ka.Syg u truckloads!.How sweet of you anand. *hugs*.
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
Muthu.
What are you wearing on your feet?
Nothing.
Do you think that the person you like feels the exact same way you do?
Idk.
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Night market? LOL
How long does it take for you to shower?
20 minutes.
Is the last person you hugged older?
My grandma. :D
Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
YES.
Last night, did you fall asleep smiling?
Not really.
Are you afraid of change?
Yep.
Who woke you up?
Mum.
What time did you wake up this morning?
7.30 am >.<
Hahaha ,nope.
Will tomorrow be better than today?
Dont think so but well always have an open mind.
What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?
Lips.
What is your current mood?
Moody.
Would you ever get a tattoo?
Yeaah ,very sure. :)
What are you listening to?
Hey Baby [[pitbull ft t-pain]].
Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Yup.
Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and not get annoyed?
Yeaah ,few of them.
What color shirt are you wearing?
White.
What’s something that upset you today?
Nothing :).
Your current relationship status?
In a relationship.<3
Do you get along with girls?
It depends.A big No No to *drama queen's*.
Do your parents allow you to date?
I think it's cool if they allow.But sadly they don't. :(
When was the last time you cleaned your room?
Room is always clean :) ,the last was on monday.
Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?
Anand. :)
How is the weather right now?
I am in air-conditioned room ,so yeah Cold.
What do you always take with you?
Handphone ,IC ,cash ,mp4 and specs.
Do you regret anything you did today?
I have no regrets.And i don't regret over things that i have already done.Well you did it for your satisfaction ,so why regret?.
Have you ever had a serious conversation with your mum?
Yess ,many times.
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Well ,idk.If they do ,they will let me know. :)
What is something you really want right now?
Lots ,lots and lotsa money.
Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
Yeah ,last year ,for a stupid jerk !! ,but its okaay ,we got back together on August.Well he is a guy too. :)
What do you think about the person you hate most?
I dont really hate anyone in particular. if i dont like them i just ignore and avoid.
What is the last thing you used your own money for?
For my specs frame.
Can you tell when something bad is going to happen?
Most of the time.I just hate that feeling.
Would you rather have long or short hair?
Long hair .It's sexy. :DD
Can you write with both hands?
No.Imma a righty.Well ,i used to be lefty when i were young ,but my mommy forced myself to change to right cuz i did everything using my left hand :from eating to washing. :p
Has someone of the opposite sex told you they loved you and meant it?
Not sure.If a guy cries for a girl when he is drunk does that mean
How’s your heart lately?
Feels like something bad gonna happend. :'(
Does anyone hate you?
Idk.
Who is in your house right now?
Parents ,siblings ,blue boii (doggy) and kakak.
Do you want to have children?
In the future maybe i dont know lol.
What are you doing tomorrow?
No idea.
Who’s the first “D” in your contacts?
Dashin.I love him.He is my first ever pet bro.
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
Yeaap.
Who was the last person to text you?
Anand.
What did it say?
Gdnyte ka.Syg u truckloads!.How sweet of you anand. *hugs*.
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
Muthu.
What are you wearing on your feet?
Nothing.
Do you think that the person you like feels the exact same way you do?
Idk.
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Night market? LOL
How long does it take for you to shower?
20 minutes.
Is the last person you hugged older?
My grandma. :D
Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
YES.
Last night, did you fall asleep smiling?
Not really.
Are you afraid of change?
Yep.
Who woke you up?
Mum.
What time did you wake up this morning?
7.30 am >.<
20101207
1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
cheek or else forehead :)
2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
not that exciting
3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
Not really sure
4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
in a way ,yes :p
5.Will you ever donate blood?
yaah but once there was a nurse jokingly asked me ,are you seriously gonna donate blood. :/.
6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yesss ! ,he is still with me. :)
7.Do you want someone to be dead?
eeerr ,guess so .waaait noo ,eh yess.finally Yesss !!
8.What does your last text message say?
akka i miss you -dashin-
9.What are u thinking right now?
nothing ,sooo bloody blank
10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
not really
11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
10 pm .That's very early
12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
JJ
13.Is someone on your mind right now?
yaaah
14.Who was the last person who text you?
Ash
cheek or else forehead :)
2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
not that exciting
3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
Not really sure
4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
in a way ,yes :p
5.Will you ever donate blood?
yaah but once there was a nurse jokingly asked me ,are you seriously gonna donate blood. :/.
6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yesss ! ,he is still with me. :)
7.Do you want someone to be dead?
eeerr ,guess so .waaait noo ,eh yess.finally Yesss !!
8.What does your last text message say?
akka i miss you -dashin-
9.What are u thinking right now?
nothing ,sooo bloody blank
10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
not really
11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
10 pm .That's very early
12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
JJ
13.Is someone on your mind right now?
yaaah
14.Who was the last person who text you?
Ash
Oiik bloggy !! ,it looks like sooooo many of them loves you and i am really proud to have you with me. :).Be with me forever kahy?? I Love You !! :).
Okaay there's nothing much to update.Went to my visit my granny after like a year.She is fine as usual ,being active.She loves to cook for us .Her cooking is awesome.Of course lar cuz my grandpa taught her how to cook.Cute right.I hope i can learn cooking from my man. :p .Visiting was fun ,visited dad's old police mates.Lotsa them.It remined me of my childhood ,i was in JB till 8 years old ,so some memories are still fresh in my mind.Missing my childhood in JB.Errrm ,Klang is okaay but i am not so in love with this place.It's like i don't like Klang at all.Feel like getting out from Klang asap.God please help me yaah !!.Reason : Let it be between me and god. :).This was on Saturday.And next day went to Singapore ,nice ,cleanest ,awesome architecture'ing but sooooooooo dead.It's very hard to see people roaming.Malaysia more happening ,u can see people everywhere ,vehicles parked here and there ,people finding places to park,small stalls and etc etc.But s'pore is sooo empty.Went to a shop to buy souveniers ,there they wrote : A moment of greed ,a lifetime of regret ,this is what i learned from visiting my neighbouring country.Will elaborate more about the saying in my next upcoming posts.
And i am back home today.Tommorow is public holiday.Gotta practice my piano exam pieces.Done with my 3rd pieces ,2nd pieces - left one more page ,1st pieces gotta start asap.Piano'ing is awesome.Currently falling in love with flute.Hope to learn flute asap.I mean very very soon.Dat's all for now bloggy.
Tata.
Okaay there's nothing much to update.Went to my visit my granny after like a year.She is fine as usual ,being active.She loves to cook for us .Her cooking is awesome.Of course lar cuz my grandpa taught her how to cook.Cute right.I hope i can learn cooking from my man. :p .Visiting was fun ,visited dad's old police mates.Lotsa them.It remined me of my childhood ,i was in JB till 8 years old ,so some memories are still fresh in my mind.Missing my childhood in JB.Errrm ,Klang is okaay but i am not so in love with this place.It's like i don't like Klang at all.Feel like getting out from Klang asap.God please help me yaah !!.Reason : Let it be between me and god. :).This was on Saturday.And next day went to Singapore ,nice ,cleanest ,awesome architecture'ing but sooooooooo dead.It's very hard to see people roaming.Malaysia more happening ,u can see people everywhere ,vehicles parked here and there ,people finding places to park,small stalls and etc etc.But s'pore is sooo empty.Went to a shop to buy souveniers ,there they wrote : A moment of greed ,a lifetime of regret ,this is what i learned from visiting my neighbouring country.Will elaborate more about the saying in my next upcoming posts.
And i am back home today.Tommorow is public holiday.Gotta practice my piano exam pieces.Done with my 3rd pieces ,2nd pieces - left one more page ,1st pieces gotta start asap.Piano'ing is awesome.Currently falling in love with flute.Hope to learn flute asap.I mean very very soon.Dat's all for now bloggy.
Tata.
20101203
gtfo !!
:) Heyy bloggy ,i really don't know why there are feelingless heartless scum arse's (inderectily desciribing some useless shit's living in human version) still living !!.You know like the ones who love to ruin others person's life?.I don't understand why god still keeping this kinda peepo's lar.May be he is too afraid to have them in his place or may be they don't even deserve a place in hell.Get a life people ,why can't you just admit what you've done?.Just because of your stupid lie ,someone else getting all the blames.You happy now?.Listen here dear brother ,you'll surely face what you have done to others.One day you'll get married ,you'll have kids and family ,and there will be another feelingless heartless scum arse guy will come and ruin your family.Hope you'll regret of doing this in your life ever.Please be in others situation before doing something.Think about how would they feel.Have some self respect.Think about others before thinking about yourself.
That's what my dad will advice me till now.It gives you some kind of happiness when you make people happy.Try to get blessing ,not curse.
Take care all.God bless.
That's what my dad will advice me till now.It gives you some kind of happiness when you make people happy.Try to get blessing ,not curse.
Take care all.God bless.
20101201
:'(
Hi, Mommy. I’m your baby. You don’t know me yet, I’m only a few weeks old. You’re going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I’ve got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but I will when I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call me your one and only. I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We’ll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.
You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.
Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! …He wasn’t happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don’t think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don’t think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay… but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That’s a sound I don’t like. It doesn’t make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I’m not sure if I do. It wasn’t right. You say he loves you… why would he hurt you? I don’t like it, Mommy.
Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you’re so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I’m happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.
I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.
Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn’t talking right. He said he didn’t want you. I don’t know why, but that’s what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won’t let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don’t care if you think that he is a good person, I think he’s bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn’t want us. He doesn’t like me. Why doesn’t he like me, Mommy?
You didn’t talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?
It’s been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven’t talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don’t you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don’t you do that when you’re awake, any more?
I’m 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren’t you proud of me? We’re going somewhere today, and it’s somewhere new. I’m excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you’re as excited as I am. I can’t wait.
…Mommy, I’m getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don’t know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something’s going to happen soon. I’m really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!
Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!
Don’t worry Mommy, I’m safe. I’m in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it’s called an abortion.
Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don’t you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I’m really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don’t you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn’t I love you enough? Please say you’ll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don’t want to be here, I want you to love me again! I’m really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!
I love you, Mommy.
Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.
Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! …He wasn’t happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don’t think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don’t think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay… but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That’s a sound I don’t like. It doesn’t make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I’m not sure if I do. It wasn’t right. You say he loves you… why would he hurt you? I don’t like it, Mommy.
Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you’re so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I’m happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.
I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.
Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn’t talking right. He said he didn’t want you. I don’t know why, but that’s what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won’t let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don’t care if you think that he is a good person, I think he’s bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn’t want us. He doesn’t like me. Why doesn’t he like me, Mommy?
You didn’t talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?
It’s been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven’t talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don’t you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don’t you do that when you’re awake, any more?
I’m 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren’t you proud of me? We’re going somewhere today, and it’s somewhere new. I’m excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you’re as excited as I am. I can’t wait.
…Mommy, I’m getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don’t know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something’s going to happen soon. I’m really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!
Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!
Don’t worry Mommy, I’m safe. I’m in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it’s called an abortion.
Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don’t you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I’m really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don’t you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn’t I love you enough? Please say you’ll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don’t want to be here, I want you to love me again! I’m really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!
I love you, Mommy.
Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
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