p/s : carved with my stage name : kimii ;DD..
20110519
Haaaai bloggy :).This will be my last post for this month ,going for vacation :).
Well actually i am not too excited to go for holidays ,idk why ,althought it's just for 17 days ,i feel like i am going for very long time.Gonna miss my loved ones here.My blog ,twitter and tumblr :'(.Hope i can log in twitter through my phone.
Done packing and everything ,but feel like i am leaving something behind :/ ,*weird feeling*.Hope everything will be good.Will have much fun :).
And you guys ,do take care of yourself okaay?.Eat well ,sleep well and smile more often.
Gonna miss all of you so damn much.Well it will be better if i log off now ,else will start tearing.
Luv ya'll much
Bye.
Well actually i am not too excited to go for holidays ,idk why ,althought it's just for 17 days ,i feel like i am going for very long time.Gonna miss my loved ones here.My blog ,twitter and tumblr :'(.Hope i can log in twitter through my phone.
Done packing and everything ,but feel like i am leaving something behind :/ ,*weird feeling*.Hope everything will be good.Will have much fun :).
And you guys ,do take care of yourself okaay?.Eat well ,sleep well and smile more often.
Gonna miss all of you so damn much.Well it will be better if i log off now ,else will start tearing.
Luv ya'll much
Bye.
20110516
requested post - pavinaa anjali.
Suggested topic - Akka ! i wana choose a topic for your bloggie ;).
We always blog bout love, feelings, god, music, etc.. i've learnt alot from ur blog and words. This time i wana read bout parents, family and how you share personal stuff with your parents.. as in how do you come up to them and have serious talks.. if you dont mind sharing ;) ily ka !.
Interesting topic Pavinaa ,iloveyoutoo :).
Well ,let's get straight to the topic ,as for me i am more closer to my mom than to my dad.I don't even ask anything from him.I talk almost about anything with my mom ,other than my relationship :) ,cause for me ,i don't love short term relationships.If i wanna tell my mom about my relationship , 1 - we should be together for atleast 3 years , 2 - a decent guy.So far ,my relationship have never lasted more than a year :).Idk where and what went wrong.Leave it and let's get back to the topic.
As i told you ,I have discussed with her about Love ,Relationship ,People ,Fashion ,God ,Food ,Boys to Men ,Marriage ,Family ,People ,Attitude ,Politics and Bullshits :).
How to have a serious talk with your parents?? ,as in my experience ,i would usually grab the moments/chance.Before having such talks ,i would advice you ,it will be better to know what's their opinion about the stuff you wanted to discuss with them.Try asking them indirectly.
Try asking them what they think ,their opinion ,what they would do if that paticular situation happend to themself or their loved ones.Observe their points carefully.
But before having a serious talk ,get close to your parents ,be close as in make them as your best friends ,hang out with them more ,let them know what kinda person you're ,not by telling them but with your behaviours.
As for my mom ,i am her best friend :) ,whatever problem or confussion she has ,she will always come to me :).I am not a good advisor but then i listen to her ,i give my opinions ,i will place myself in her shoes before giving opinions.And that's how it goes.At first i find it hard to talk to my mom ,but later as time passes ,i found out that she is the bestest bestie i could ever have :).
Spend more time alone with your mom ,it shouldn't be always in the kitchen cooking ,go makan with her ,go shopping and try new outfits together.Be truly open to her.
The reason why i am telting you to spend time with mom is because ,she knows and understand your feeling more than your dad.And they do everything by listening to what their heart says :).So ,it will be easy for them to understand your feeling.Remember ,feelings is all about your heart :).
Well ,that's all i could share with you and others.The only way is make them as your bestie ,do whatever you like to do with them.
They are your parents ,they will be there with you when the whole world ignores you :).
Hope this post really helped you :).
Everything is based on my Life experience. :).
We always blog bout love, feelings, god, music, etc.. i've learnt alot from ur blog and words. This time i wana read bout parents, family and how you share personal stuff with your parents.. as in how do you come up to them and have serious talks.. if you dont mind sharing ;) ily ka !.
Interesting topic Pavinaa ,iloveyoutoo :).
Well ,let's get straight to the topic ,as for me i am more closer to my mom than to my dad.I don't even ask anything from him.I talk almost about anything with my mom ,other than my relationship :) ,cause for me ,i don't love short term relationships.If i wanna tell my mom about my relationship , 1 - we should be together for atleast 3 years , 2 - a decent guy.So far ,my relationship have never lasted more than a year :).Idk where and what went wrong.Leave it and let's get back to the topic.
As i told you ,I have discussed with her about Love ,Relationship ,People ,Fashion ,God ,Food ,Boys to Men ,Marriage ,Family ,People ,Attitude ,Politics and Bullshits :).
How to have a serious talk with your parents?? ,as in my experience ,i would usually grab the moments/chance.Before having such talks ,i would advice you ,it will be better to know what's their opinion about the stuff you wanted to discuss with them.Try asking them indirectly.
Try asking them what they think ,their opinion ,what they would do if that paticular situation happend to themself or their loved ones.Observe their points carefully.
But before having a serious talk ,get close to your parents ,be close as in make them as your best friends ,hang out with them more ,let them know what kinda person you're ,not by telling them but with your behaviours.
As for my mom ,i am her best friend :) ,whatever problem or confussion she has ,she will always come to me :).I am not a good advisor but then i listen to her ,i give my opinions ,i will place myself in her shoes before giving opinions.And that's how it goes.At first i find it hard to talk to my mom ,but later as time passes ,i found out that she is the bestest bestie i could ever have :).
Spend more time alone with your mom ,it shouldn't be always in the kitchen cooking ,go makan with her ,go shopping and try new outfits together.Be truly open to her.
The reason why i am telting you to spend time with mom is because ,she knows and understand your feeling more than your dad.And they do everything by listening to what their heart says :).So ,it will be easy for them to understand your feeling.Remember ,feelings is all about your heart :).
Well ,that's all i could share with you and others.The only way is make them as your bestie ,do whatever you like to do with them.
They are your parents ,they will be there with you when the whole world ignores you :).
Hope this post really helped you :).
Everything is based on my Life experience. :).
20110515
I want to be in a relationship with Chocolates bloggy :DD.So now ,theres no one to control me from eating chocolate at night ,awesome right ;).Yeaaay !.Gonna buy lotsa chocolates and hide it in my wardrobe ;DD.
I were just lazy'ing around for the whole day today and went out alone at night !.Speeding on highway and blasting music loudly is like i-really-couldn't-tell-how-it-feels.I think i have Alexithymia ,difficulty in describing feeling to others.Well who cares ;).I just love driving ,especially ,when it comes to speed driving ;).Yaaah ! ,i love speeeeeeed ! ,the maximum speed i reached is 140 km/h.Trying for 160.Soon soon ,when i can freely roam on the roads ;DD.Just can't wait for that moment bloggy.
And to my blog viewers : You guys were asking me to post about my theme right?Well ,i didn't get my theme from a website or what ,i just editted in blogger design section.It's not that hard to create a theme for yourself.Just think of how you want you themes to be.Select background colour ,then edit the font size ,header and title font and colour ,and arrange your gadgets as how you want it to be.And you can edit your themes as how you want it ,everytime :).Easy as ABC right?Give a try people.
Anything ,buzz me :).
You guys are amazing.
I were just lazy'ing around for the whole day today and went out alone at night !.Speeding on highway and blasting music loudly is like i-really-couldn't-tell-how-it-feels.I think i have Alexithymia ,difficulty in describing feeling to others.Well who cares ;).I just love driving ,especially ,when it comes to speed driving ;).Yaaah ! ,i love speeeeeeed ! ,the maximum speed i reached is 140 km/h.Trying for 160.Soon soon ,when i can freely roam on the roads ;DD.Just can't wait for that moment bloggy.
And to my blog viewers : You guys were asking me to post about my theme right?Well ,i didn't get my theme from a website or what ,i just editted in blogger design section.It's not that hard to create a theme for yourself.Just think of how you want you themes to be.Select background colour ,then edit the font size ,header and title font and colour ,and arrange your gadgets as how you want it to be.And you can edit your themes as how you want it ,everytime :).Easy as ABC right?Give a try people.
Anything ,buzz me :).
You guys are amazing.
from tumblr :).
Being in relationship.
It’s not about the labels or becoming official. It’s about getting to know someone well enough to develop genuine feelings for them. It’s about being understanding and forgiving when situations are at their worst. It’s about loving someone, not for what they have to offer but who they are. It’s never about blaming your significant other for not treating you like how you want to be treated, it’s about how hard they try to keep you around.
It’s not about the labels or becoming official. It’s about getting to know someone well enough to develop genuine feelings for them. It’s about being understanding and forgiving when situations are at their worst. It’s about loving someone, not for what they have to offer but who they are. It’s never about blaming your significant other for not treating you like how you want to be treated, it’s about how hard they try to keep you around.
20110514
Heyy bloggy bloggy :) ,Hugs ! ,It's confirmed that i am gonna get out of Malaysia for two weeks :DD.Gonna be in India for that whole two weeks !!. *yeay yeay*.Gonna have awesome fun ,cuz for the first time ,going for a long vacation without my Dad.Gonna have full independent ;).
So ,had some FUN moments with Kakak Sarah yesterday ,again she brought Nasi Briyani and two cup cakes :) ,i had one.And i got addicted with cup cakes !! ;).Her briyani was too AWESOME !! ,i suker i suker but sadly it was Vege Briyani ,couldnt taste Non-Veg dishes ;(.So saddie.Then after lunch went out for a small shopping.Came back after one and half hours and started with facial ;).Aaaaww ,akka ,need facial again :DDD ,i look bright and [[ehheem]]-preety :pp. p/s : i know i am conceiting ,ignore it okaay !.And she went back home around 6pm ,we had awesome conversation ,hell of a laughter and everything ;).I Love her !!.
And bloggy ,what happend to you for the past two days?I know i told that i am addicted to tumblr ,but did i say that i hate you? ,No right?Why were you temprorily unavailable for the whole day of Thursday and Friday ,you really don't know how much i missed you and i went crazy cuz i couldn't update you ,i were with so much of Feelings yesterday.And the feeling already disapeared today.
Do you know how does it feel when that someone who you love the most ,calls you with the nick name you wanted to hear coming from his lips for almost 4 months??.I am going through that feeling bloggy .the awesomest feeling ,it's uncompareable.Hope to hear more from him :).
Bored post ,i am sorry people will come with a topic soon :).
With love,
BU !!.
So ,had some FUN moments with Kakak Sarah yesterday ,again she brought Nasi Briyani and two cup cakes :) ,i had one.And i got addicted with cup cakes !! ;).Her briyani was too AWESOME !! ,i suker i suker but sadly it was Vege Briyani ,couldnt taste Non-Veg dishes ;(.So saddie.Then after lunch went out for a small shopping.Came back after one and half hours and started with facial ;).Aaaaww ,akka ,need facial again :DDD ,i look bright and [[ehheem]]-preety :pp. p/s : i know i am conceiting ,ignore it okaay !.And she went back home around 6pm ,we had awesome conversation ,hell of a laughter and everything ;).I Love her !!.
And bloggy ,what happend to you for the past two days?I know i told that i am addicted to tumblr ,but did i say that i hate you? ,No right?Why were you temprorily unavailable for the whole day of Thursday and Friday ,you really don't know how much i missed you and i went crazy cuz i couldn't update you ,i were with so much of Feelings yesterday.And the feeling already disapeared today.
Do you know how does it feel when that someone who you love the most ,calls you with the nick name you wanted to hear coming from his lips for almost 4 months??.I am going through that feeling bloggy .the awesomest feeling ,it's uncompareable.Hope to hear more from him :).
Bored post ,i am sorry people will come with a topic soon :).
With love,
BU !!.
dear scientists ,please tell me weder this is true or not !.
FACT: Scientists have proven that human minds are linked with each other through neuron activities. So if you’re thinking of someone all day long, that person is probably thinking of you too.
20110511
tumblr :)
Every tumblr blog has it's own story.You wanna know about a person secretly?It will be the best decision if you visit their tumblr blog.It's all about feeling.If you're person who don't give priority to feelings ,you will never understand the feeling in that particular person's tumblr.
I started my tumblr blog around March and it has been nearly 2 and half month since i started to blog in there :) ,and currently i have 2,826 post and 82 followers !.And i love all of my followers ,and my post will reach 3000 by this week :DD.
Okaay bloggy ,gotta move ,gonna go out with mom ,will blog later okaay?.
And to those who want to view my tumblr ,you can find my tumblr link at my Linkesphere section :).
Tata.
the person that i look up to.
Heyy bloggy :) ,i know you won't miss me cuz i have been updating you almost everyday kaan?.Well Sir,went to India for some big project ,so there will be no classes for 10 days !.Gonna take full rest and update you everyday :DD..
Well ,let me speak to you about the title.There's this Kakak ,who i got to know from one of my cousin sister.Let's not talk about my cousin sister ,cause i love the Kakak that she introduced more than herself.Heeee !.
Her name is Kakak Sarah ,Chindian ,married to Indian :) ,and her husbands name is Gunarethnam ,and i call him Guna anne :).And although i am close to her and seek advice from her but i don't share secrets with her ,i just don't feel like sharing secrets with her now ,but i know one day i will.
Okaay ,let me tell about her more ,as what i think ,my admiration towards her and them being as couples :).She is not like any others Kakak's i have ,she is different in so many ways.The way she thinks ,speaks and the way she handles her problem.She is a person who has this Don't Care attitude.And this is the attitude that i liked in her the most :).She don't care about the person who don't care about her.
The advice she gives me ,sometimes i needed such advices in my life :) ,and right now i am following her advices ;) ,need to change myself to a matured woman ,but yet my immatured'ness is still being there :/ ,but being immatured is the only thing that make me happy and forget all the heartache i had/have and going through.My character will be the same ,and i think i should slightly change the way i think ;).Better than nothing.
She's been married with Guna ne idk for how long :) ,but they are awesomest couple i have ever seen.They are married but they don't seem to be like husband wife ,they are like more to bestie's who are still dating.For a long time ,i really wanted that kinda relationship ,where no matter how worse you tease them they will still be there with you and vise versa.You date like couples who are newly get into relationship ,you talk like besties ,you fight like cats and dogs but at the end of the day you are still together.
Cute right?.Guna ne ,is a matured guy but Sarah ka ,not matured at all ,the way she thinks yeaah ,she is but the way she behaves - NOT AT ALL.And their advice is ,if there's trust there will be no problem with the relationship.Trust and Faith is really important :D.
They talk about everything to each other ,just about everything without any filtering ,with no hurt feeling ,i would say they have this mutual kinda thinking.
And they have this strange thing that i have with my boyfie ,he talks whatever she thinks.And i had that with him too :) ,and this happened for about Five times so far.It'll be like i will start thinking/typing the text and he will call me and start talking what ever i wanted to tell him.So there were less serious conversation between us ,whenever i think about a serious talk i want to have with him ,he will call me on that same time and reply all my Questions without me questioning him and because of this all the time there will be one way conversation.I ask him these Question through my mind and he will be answering about it through the conversations.Strange but True.And even the last conversation we had ,i really thought about it and he did answered it through the conversation.
Beautiful kan?
I supposed to be telling about Sarah ka and Guna ne ,but ended up telling about me and him. LOL.
I am not being jealous with both of them ,i just admire their relationship and the way they handle it :) ,a very beautiful one.It's hard to see such relationship nowadays.
I know ,i crapped alot in this post and i really don't know what i wrote.Sorry guys ,i am getting cuckoo day by day :pp.
Nites.
Well ,let me speak to you about the title.There's this Kakak ,who i got to know from one of my cousin sister.Let's not talk about my cousin sister ,cause i love the Kakak that she introduced more than herself.Heeee !.
Her name is Kakak Sarah ,Chindian ,married to Indian :) ,and her husbands name is Gunarethnam ,and i call him Guna anne :).And although i am close to her and seek advice from her but i don't share secrets with her ,i just don't feel like sharing secrets with her now ,but i know one day i will.
Okaay ,let me tell about her more ,as what i think ,my admiration towards her and them being as couples :).She is not like any others Kakak's i have ,she is different in so many ways.The way she thinks ,speaks and the way she handles her problem.She is a person who has this Don't Care attitude.And this is the attitude that i liked in her the most :).She don't care about the person who don't care about her.
The advice she gives me ,sometimes i needed such advices in my life :) ,and right now i am following her advices ;) ,need to change myself to a matured woman ,but yet my immatured'ness is still being there :/ ,but being immatured is the only thing that make me happy and forget all the heartache i had/have and going through.My character will be the same ,and i think i should slightly change the way i think ;).Better than nothing.
She's been married with Guna ne idk for how long :) ,but they are awesomest couple i have ever seen.They are married but they don't seem to be like husband wife ,they are like more to bestie's who are still dating.For a long time ,i really wanted that kinda relationship ,where no matter how worse you tease them they will still be there with you and vise versa.You date like couples who are newly get into relationship ,you talk like besties ,you fight like cats and dogs but at the end of the day you are still together.
Cute right?.Guna ne ,is a matured guy but Sarah ka ,not matured at all ,the way she thinks yeaah ,she is but the way she behaves - NOT AT ALL.And their advice is ,if there's trust there will be no problem with the relationship.Trust and Faith is really important :D.
They talk about everything to each other ,just about everything without any filtering ,with no hurt feeling ,i would say they have this mutual kinda thinking.
And they have this strange thing that i have with my boyfie ,he talks whatever she thinks.And i had that with him too :) ,and this happened for about Five times so far.It'll be like i will start thinking/typing the text and he will call me and start talking what ever i wanted to tell him.So there were less serious conversation between us ,whenever i think about a serious talk i want to have with him ,he will call me on that same time and reply all my Questions without me questioning him and because of this all the time there will be one way conversation.I ask him these Question through my mind and he will be answering about it through the conversations.Strange but True.And even the last conversation we had ,i really thought about it and he did answered it through the conversation.
Beautiful kan?
I supposed to be telling about Sarah ka and Guna ne ,but ended up telling about me and him. LOL.
I am not being jealous with both of them ,i just admire their relationship and the way they handle it :) ,a very beautiful one.It's hard to see such relationship nowadays.
I know ,i crapped alot in this post and i really don't know what i wrote.Sorry guys ,i am getting cuckoo day by day :pp.
Nites.
20110509
what normally girls think/wish for after a break - up?
Heyya bloggy bloggy ,i am flying high now ,right at this moment :) ,well it has nothing to do with the Title ,it's about my dreams ,my childhood wish ,dream ,it's nearing and let's hope it will happend in two weeks time okaay?And this wish and dream got nothing to do with our album release or music making ,well it gotta do with music but it's not about releasing our stuffs :) ,will surely share the moments with you if it comes true okaay?Loves.
Now ,back to the title ,well ,it's like very easy for some people to just call it off their relationship ,just like that ,without thinking how'd their gf/bf feel.And since imma girl who have been thru in this kinda situation ,i would like to share what a girl would wish/think after a break-up. ,in point form :).
1 - What am i gonna do with that imaginary life i am having with him now?
2 - The dreams ??
3 - To whom should i run ,if there's any problem?
4 - How am i gonna tell him that i miss him and i don't want him to love someone else?
5 - How about the Family that i am having with him in my Imaginary life.
6 - Why did he broke-up for a lame reason?
7 - Wishing that he was joking about the break-up and come back to me telling that it was just a Aprilfool Joke.
8 - What if i couldnt move on
9 - Will he ever forget me?
10 - What if he asked back those things that he gave to me !
11 - Will he ever think of coming back to me?
12 - Will he still remember things that we did together? ,the late night conversation ,teasing and tearing?
13 - How about the pre-planned things i wanted to do to/with him?
14 - How to make him understand that i need him in my life forever?
15 - I usually feel like ,slapping ,punching and Killing you ,but i won't show it.
16 - I hate everyone who is close to you cuz i couldn't.
17 - Was his promises were all lies?
18 - Why? ,why? ,why?
19 - Can i have him back?
20 - We start to hate couples and think that Love is all about Lies !
Errm ,i know this post is like tooo ,i mean very kiddish ,but who cares ,just felt like posting :).
No one knows the real reason of this post.Anyway guys ,please answer all this Questions before breaking-up with your girlfriend.It will be easy to ask for a break-up ,but it's not easy to go through it.It's like a dying slowly while feeling the pain of dying.It hurts extrimely you know. :'(
Last but not least ,
21 - Why is it that to start a relationship both the person should agree to it but to end the relationship only one person's decision is enough??
Bye !
Now ,back to the title ,well ,it's like very easy for some people to just call it off their relationship ,just like that ,without thinking how'd their gf/bf feel.And since imma girl who have been thru in this kinda situation ,i would like to share what a girl would wish/think after a break-up. ,in point form :).
1 - What am i gonna do with that imaginary life i am having with him now?
2 - The dreams ??
3 - To whom should i run ,if there's any problem?
4 - How am i gonna tell him that i miss him and i don't want him to love someone else?
5 - How about the Family that i am having with him in my Imaginary life.
6 - Why did he broke-up for a lame reason?
7 - Wishing that he was joking about the break-up and come back to me telling that it was just a Aprilfool Joke.
8 - What if i couldnt move on
9 - Will he ever forget me?
10 - What if he asked back those things that he gave to me !
11 - Will he ever think of coming back to me?
12 - Will he still remember things that we did together? ,the late night conversation ,teasing and tearing?
13 - How about the pre-planned things i wanted to do to/with him?
14 - How to make him understand that i need him in my life forever?
15 - I usually feel like ,slapping ,punching and Killing you ,but i won't show it.
16 - I hate everyone who is close to you cuz i couldn't.
17 - Was his promises were all lies?
18 - Why? ,why? ,why?
19 - Can i have him back?
20 - We start to hate couples and think that Love is all about Lies !
Errm ,i know this post is like tooo ,i mean very kiddish ,but who cares ,just felt like posting :).
No one knows the real reason of this post.Anyway guys ,please answer all this Questions before breaking-up with your girlfriend.It will be easy to ask for a break-up ,but it's not easy to go through it.It's like a dying slowly while feeling the pain of dying.It hurts extrimely you know. :'(
Last but not least ,
21 - Why is it that to start a relationship both the person should agree to it but to end the relationship only one person's decision is enough??
Bye !
20110507
do this anonymously or not ,i wanna know :)
Here's little interesting game for my urrm ,blog/tumblr fans ! ,need your honest opinion on what you think about me ,reply with alphabet/s in my tumblr ask box ,if you don't have tumblr reply this on my blog's screamlove section :).
•A - I ♥ you.
•B - I hate you.
•C - I ♥ your blog.
•D - You’re cute.
•E - You’re friendly.
•F - You don’t belong here.
•G - I don’t like you.
•H - Deactivate your blogger/tumblr.-account.
•I - I’m your secret admirer.
•J - I ♥ the way you express yourself.
•K - You’re too boastful.
•L - I miss you.
•M - Stay humble.
•N - You’re too popular.
•O - You’re blogger/tumblr.-famous.
•P - Awesome blog.
•Q - I’m in love with you.
•R - You annoy me.
Waiting for your honest reply :)
•A - I ♥ you.
•B - I hate you.
•C - I ♥ your blog.
•D - You’re cute.
•E - You’re friendly.
•F - You don’t belong here.
•G - I don’t like you.
•H - Deactivate your blogger/tumblr.-account.
•I - I’m your secret admirer.
•J - I ♥ the way you express yourself.
•K - You’re too boastful.
•L - I miss you.
•M - Stay humble.
•N - You’re too popular.
•O - You’re blogger/tumblr.-famous.
•P - Awesome blog.
•Q - I’m in love with you.
•R - You annoy me.
Waiting for your honest reply :)
100 truth about Scorpio.
This is so real me ,eeach and every point are too related to me :).
The bolded ones are so the real me :D.
1)I am a Scorpio.
2) Most people think I’m mean but if you get to know me, I’m actually a cool person.
3) I am a difficult person to get to know though LOL.Scorpios are secretive.
4) You’ll never really know what I’m thinking. I could be feeling you but you wouldn’t know it.
5) If I go out of my way to talk to you (rare), I either care about you, or you got something I want rofl.
6) Flirting does nothing for me. Confidence - turn on, as well as other lil simple things that i won't be telling.
7) I think about sex more than I care to admit.Well,with the one i planned my life with Only.
8 ) It may seem like I’m picky when it comes to love, but I’m really just weeding out all the dummies.
9) I don’t trust anybody completely. Not even you… (sorry)
10) I am irritable but don’t irritate me ;p.
11) Oh, I know how to push your buttons.It’s fun.
12) I usually get what I want. I’m kinda persuasive like that.
13) I don’t let many people in, because they wouldn’t understand the depth of my thoughts.
14) So I keep to myself, and smile at you silly. (continuation of N.13)
15) I’m a people watcher. I see you!.
16) I like to be left alone.I need my space.Always thinking.
17) You don’t want to see me mad. Yea. Don’t do it.
18) I’m independent. Don’t need anybody. But would love to love somebody.
19) If I let you in you will see that I’m one of the most downest people you’d ever meet.
20) I’m a serious person but I’m funny too, I’d do anything to make you laugh, even at my own expense.
21) I’m an affectionate person. Not in public though. Unless I’m in *that* kinda mood
22) I feel 1000000000 times stronger than most. But I know how to keep it together
23) I keep my friends close, and my enemies closer >:)
24) I’m nocturnal.
25) You probably don’t know about it, but I have HUGE goals in life
26) You’re all bark, no bite. I’M ALL BITE (Don’t talk about it BE about it)
27) I’m a great multitasker..at work, home, in the bedroom and everywhere.
28) 1 of the best ways to lose me quick is to try to make me say or do something I don’t want to do.
29) When we’re talking, give me your undivided attention or leave me alone.
30) I will give you all of me, and I want the same in return.
31) 98% of you wouldn’t be able to handle me *shrugs*.
32) Keep me happy and interested, and you’ll have a loyal partner for life.
33) I won’t stick around if I’m not interested. I can’t be fake, sorry.
34) Hurt my family, I’ll hurt you..one way or another.
35) WARNING: I can be addicting. When I’m gone you will experience withdrawal symptoms.
36) I need someone who will support my ambition, not get in the way.
37) I could be your best friend or worst enemy. Choose wisely.
38) When I love, I love HARD.That’s why I tend to love few.You have to be worth it.
39) I could be difficult at times. I want to see you prove that you love me.
40) I’m worth it. I promise <3
41) I don't like being bothered with questions. If you bother me, I'll ignore you.
42) Don’t play with me. I invented this game.
43) I like to get my way, but I like it even more when there is a challenge involved.
44) I Never show what I feel, NEVER .
45) (We want) Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can’t-live-without-each-other love.
46) When we are quiet, we aren’t being arrogant we are watching and thinking everything.
47) I can *sometimes* forgive, but I NEVER forget.
48) C0MPETETI0N ? BRING IT 0N.
49) I love people, but I hate people.
50) Darkness is a state of mind we know too well.
51) Don’t underestimate what I might know. I know everything about you!.
52) we have an extreme passion within us. One that you’ll probably mistake for what you think is love.
53) I don’t trust easy.so have patience.I will question you, deal with it.
54) I Never Let Some1 Play With My Feelings !.
55) The only thing that can stop ME from anything I put my mind to, is ME!.
56) I undress people in my mind. :p
57) (Scorpios) likes to read people but never let anyone read their minds.
58) (Scorpios are) ready to have sex anywhere any time just give me a wink,LOL ,not really.
59) Scorpios don’t Trust easily. It has 2B Earned.
60) We’re so soft deep inside. Our outside shell betrays big time!.
61) Treat me good and I will treat you better, treat me bad and I will treat you worst.
62) I say what I want to say and I do what I want to do.
63) I don’t like being in emotional limbo. It’s all or nothing.
64) If I fall down seven times,i’ll get up eight times.
65) I am not going to stick around if I see you flirting with someone else.
66) I can be completely into you but if you do something I really dislike, we’re done, YOU killed it.
67) Once I see that other side of you, it will never be the same, I won’t forget.
68) It takes a lot to hurt me but fck… when I do hurt, it hurts SO bad.
69) I’m super quiet when I’m upset. Nothing you do or say will get me to smile or react. Leave me alone.
70) When I love someone I make them the center of my world, I put them above all others.
71) I don’t want to share you.
72) Don’t tell me what to do. If you do, I’ll most likely do the opposite.
73) I’m stubborn. Once I’ve made up my mind there’s really nothing you could do. I’ll applaud your effort though.
74) I’m not impressed when you brag about superficial things. Don’t throw yourself at me, it’s tacky
75) I don’t PLAY hard to get, I AM hard to get!
76) If I were to tell you what it takes to get me, I’d have to kill you
77) I like that subtle sex appeal and confidence. Nothing over the top. Don’t try too hard.
78) Lie to me and you’ll get the blank stare *_*.
79) Sometimes I’ll pretend I don’t know something, to see if you’ll admit to it or bring it up.
80) I’m not afraid of you, you, or YOU! Try me, I DARE you.
81) If I don’t know you or don’t like you, you don’t exist. Don’t flatter yourself thinking that you cross my mind.
82) I could cut you out of my life in a split second if you cross me.
83) Yea I’m a sexual person, it doesn’t mean that I’ll just sleep with ANYBODY though.
84) It takes more than good looks to get me, I’m far from shallow.
85) If I’m good to you, don’t take my kindness for weakness. That can change QUICKLY.
86) My mood can change in the blink of an eye. Be ready?.
87) It’s hard to capture my interest, and hard to keep my interest.. but once you have it, you have it all.
88) Seducing… it comes natural to me.
89) I know I’m driving you crazy when I *casually* touch you in public. I act innocent though.*should ask him LOL*.
90) I’m more in control than you think I know exactly what I’m doing.
91) I won’t profess my love by shouting it on a rooftop, I’ll show you it in other ways.
92) I have a tight circle of friends.You’re either in or out. You’re either with me or against me.
93) People always have some type of reaction [gasp/fear/interest] when I tell them I’m a #SCORPIO.
94) I could be excited/sad/pissed inside but you’d never know it, unless I wanted you to know.
95) I’m very intuitive. I can read you like a book so you can’t really surprise me.
96) I’m a loyal person, cheating is not an option. If I wasn’t happy with you, I’d be single!.
97) I could get pretty ruthless when I’m mad :/ Nothing is off-limits.
98) People usually comment on my eyes or the way I look at them “Don’t look at me like that!”.
99) I’m intense, passionate, loyal, determined and intuitive.
100) I can be intense, jealous & demanding but if you can’t handle me at my worst, you don’t deserve me at my best.
The bolded ones are so the real me :D.
1)I am a Scorpio.
2) Most people think I’m mean but if you get to know me, I’m actually a cool person.
3) I am a difficult person to get to know though LOL.Scorpios are secretive.
4) You’ll never really know what I’m thinking. I could be feeling you but you wouldn’t know it.
5) If I go out of my way to talk to you (rare), I either care about you, or you got something I want rofl.
6) Flirting does nothing for me. Confidence - turn on, as well as other lil simple things that i won't be telling.
7) I think about sex more than I care to admit.Well,with the one i planned my life with Only.
8 ) It may seem like I’m picky when it comes to love, but I’m really just weeding out all the dummies.
9) I don’t trust anybody completely. Not even you… (sorry)
10) I am irritable but don’t irritate me ;p.
11) Oh, I know how to push your buttons.It’s fun.
12) I usually get what I want. I’m kinda persuasive like that.
13) I don’t let many people in, because they wouldn’t understand the depth of my thoughts.
14) So I keep to myself, and smile at you silly. (continuation of N.13)
15) I’m a people watcher. I see you!.
16) I like to be left alone.I need my space.Always thinking.
17) You don’t want to see me mad. Yea. Don’t do it.
18) I’m independent. Don’t need anybody. But would love to love somebody.
19) If I let you in you will see that I’m one of the most downest people you’d ever meet.
20) I’m a serious person but I’m funny too, I’d do anything to make you laugh, even at my own expense.
21) I’m an affectionate person. Not in public though. Unless I’m in *that* kinda mood
22) I feel 1000000000 times stronger than most. But I know how to keep it together
23) I keep my friends close, and my enemies closer >:)
24) I’m nocturnal.
25) You probably don’t know about it, but I have HUGE goals in life
26) You’re all bark, no bite. I’M ALL BITE (Don’t talk about it BE about it)
27) I’m a great multitasker..at work, home, in the bedroom and everywhere.
28) 1 of the best ways to lose me quick is to try to make me say or do something I don’t want to do.
29) When we’re talking, give me your undivided attention or leave me alone.
30) I will give you all of me, and I want the same in return.
31) 98% of you wouldn’t be able to handle me *shrugs*.
32) Keep me happy and interested, and you’ll have a loyal partner for life.
33) I won’t stick around if I’m not interested. I can’t be fake, sorry.
34) Hurt my family, I’ll hurt you..one way or another.
35) WARNING: I can be addicting. When I’m gone you will experience withdrawal symptoms.
36) I need someone who will support my ambition, not get in the way.
37) I could be your best friend or worst enemy. Choose wisely.
38) When I love, I love HARD.That’s why I tend to love few.You have to be worth it.
39) I could be difficult at times. I want to see you prove that you love me.
40) I’m worth it. I promise <3
41) I don't like being bothered with questions. If you bother me, I'll ignore you.
42) Don’t play with me. I invented this game.
43) I like to get my way, but I like it even more when there is a challenge involved.
44) I Never show what I feel, NEVER .
45) (We want) Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can’t-live-without-each-other love.
46) When we are quiet, we aren’t being arrogant we are watching and thinking everything.
47) I can *sometimes* forgive, but I NEVER forget.
48) C0MPETETI0N ? BRING IT 0N.
49) I love people, but I hate people.
50) Darkness is a state of mind we know too well.
51) Don’t underestimate what I might know. I know everything about you!.
52) we have an extreme passion within us. One that you’ll probably mistake for what you think is love.
53) I don’t trust easy.so have patience.I will question you, deal with it.
54) I Never Let Some1 Play With My Feelings !.
55) The only thing that can stop ME from anything I put my mind to, is ME!.
56) I undress people in my mind. :p
57) (Scorpios) likes to read people but never let anyone read their minds.
58) (Scorpios are) ready to have sex anywhere any time just give me a wink,LOL ,not really.
59) Scorpios don’t Trust easily. It has 2B Earned.
60) We’re so soft deep inside. Our outside shell betrays big time!.
61) Treat me good and I will treat you better, treat me bad and I will treat you worst.
62) I say what I want to say and I do what I want to do.
63) I don’t like being in emotional limbo. It’s all or nothing.
64) If I fall down seven times,i’ll get up eight times.
65) I am not going to stick around if I see you flirting with someone else.
66) I can be completely into you but if you do something I really dislike, we’re done, YOU killed it.
67) Once I see that other side of you, it will never be the same, I won’t forget.
68) It takes a lot to hurt me but fck… when I do hurt, it hurts SO bad.
69) I’m super quiet when I’m upset. Nothing you do or say will get me to smile or react. Leave me alone.
70) When I love someone I make them the center of my world, I put them above all others.
71) I don’t want to share you.
72) Don’t tell me what to do. If you do, I’ll most likely do the opposite.
73) I’m stubborn. Once I’ve made up my mind there’s really nothing you could do. I’ll applaud your effort though.
74) I’m not impressed when you brag about superficial things. Don’t throw yourself at me, it’s tacky
75) I don’t PLAY hard to get, I AM hard to get!
76) If I were to tell you what it takes to get me, I’d have to kill you
77) I like that subtle sex appeal and confidence. Nothing over the top. Don’t try too hard.
78) Lie to me and you’ll get the blank stare *_*.
79) Sometimes I’ll pretend I don’t know something, to see if you’ll admit to it or bring it up.
80) I’m not afraid of you, you, or YOU! Try me, I DARE you.
81) If I don’t know you or don’t like you, you don’t exist. Don’t flatter yourself thinking that you cross my mind.
82) I could cut you out of my life in a split second if you cross me.
83) Yea I’m a sexual person, it doesn’t mean that I’ll just sleep with ANYBODY though.
84) It takes more than good looks to get me, I’m far from shallow.
85) If I’m good to you, don’t take my kindness for weakness. That can change QUICKLY.
86) My mood can change in the blink of an eye. Be ready?.
87) It’s hard to capture my interest, and hard to keep my interest.. but once you have it, you have it all.
88) Seducing… it comes natural to me.
89) I know I’m driving you crazy when I *casually* touch you in public. I act innocent though.*should ask him LOL*.
90) I’m more in control than you think I know exactly what I’m doing.
91) I won’t profess my love by shouting it on a rooftop, I’ll show you it in other ways.
92) I have a tight circle of friends.You’re either in or out. You’re either with me or against me.
93) People always have some type of reaction [gasp/fear/interest] when I tell them I’m a #SCORPIO.
94) I could be excited/sad/pissed inside but you’d never know it, unless I wanted you to know.
95) I’m very intuitive. I can read you like a book so you can’t really surprise me.
96) I’m a loyal person, cheating is not an option. If I wasn’t happy with you, I’d be single!.
97) I could get pretty ruthless when I’m mad :/ Nothing is off-limits.
98) People usually comment on my eyes or the way I look at them “Don’t look at me like that!”.
99) I’m intense, passionate, loyal, determined and intuitive.
100) I can be intense, jealous & demanding but if you can’t handle me at my worst, you don’t deserve me at my best.
20110506
Hehehe ! ,cute right?Well this was taken like 20 years ago ,when i was around 4 else 5 years old and the girl beside me with that Maggie hair is my childhood friend Ela ,that's her nick and her real name is Layla.We get in touch after like 15 freaking years.When my mom told me about her ,i couldnt really remember her other than her name. :).And same goes to her ,she can't remember me other than my name.
And you guys might be wondering ,how i get in touch with her right?.Not hard much.
My parent's went to another childhood friends wedding ,well ,she is just one year elder then me ,but already got married.I couldn't go cuz i had classes.So it happend that Ela too came to her wedding.She was excited but dissapointed cuz i wasn't there.And i regretted for not attending Lina's wedding :'(.But it's okaay ,no point regretting right?.She gaved her number to my mom and mom pass it to me ,called her on Tuesday :).We shared some stuffs that we remember ,she couldn't remember the things i could and i couldn't remember the things that she could.Shared our Facebook id and it took two days two find her on FB :pp ,saw her pictures and she look gorgeous.Hoping to meet her ASAP ! and share some stories that we could still remember.
The feeling you get when you found your long lost childhood friend is different than meeting you bestie ,class-mates ,college-mates and just friend.
Your childhood friend is like connected to your soul ,they are like soul friends.Because you get into friendship without knowing anything about them ,it's like a beautiful accident.You realised the meaning of friendship because of them.What's friendship if it's not with your childhood buddies right?.So try finding your childhood friends and treasure them for life.And i am lucky for that.Thanks god :)
Right now ,i am in the mood to find all other childhood friends :).Hope i can keep in touch with them ASAP.
Tata.
20110505
Hyee bloggy sayang :).I missed you alot.
It's hard to smile when you cry inside right bloggy?It's like the sadness and the heartache is there but you are just trying to smile/laugh like theres no problem.The person you should be emo'ing and sharing everything is not there and you feel so lost and ALONE.
Hmmmm ,god bless everyone.
Let's jump over the updates ,finally after for about a month ,we have completed with our studio.Yeay us !,There's nothing without hardwork right? :).I Love the new look of our studio.Will upload the picture of our before and after studio okaay?.Next is releasing songs.I teared when i saw the new look of our studio ,well it's not that grandeur or what ,but comparing to before studio ,this is much much more better :).Felt like hugging and kissing someone like so madly ;).
But before starting everything gonna get my charm bracelet from him.I will start my new phase of my life with his charm bracelet which should be my lucky charm.Well ,charm breacelet from my lucky charm :).
Reaching my dreams bloggy.But not all.Some are running out from my hands just like that :'(.How nice if my imaginary life comes true??.Everything will be perfect right??.
Theres something very special in my next post.
Catch ya'll there.
Everything will be alright when hugging his jacket.
It's hard to smile when you cry inside right bloggy?It's like the sadness and the heartache is there but you are just trying to smile/laugh like theres no problem.The person you should be emo'ing and sharing everything is not there and you feel so lost and ALONE.
Hmmmm ,god bless everyone.
Let's jump over the updates ,finally after for about a month ,we have completed with our studio.Yeay us !,There's nothing without hardwork right? :).I Love the new look of our studio.Will upload the picture of our before and after studio okaay?.Next is releasing songs.I teared when i saw the new look of our studio ,well it's not that grandeur or what ,but comparing to before studio ,this is much much more better :).Felt like hugging and kissing someone like so madly ;).
But before starting everything gonna get my charm bracelet from him.I will start my new phase of my life with his charm bracelet which should be my lucky charm.Well ,charm breacelet from my lucky charm :).
Reaching my dreams bloggy.But not all.Some are running out from my hands just like that :'(.How nice if my imaginary life comes true??.Everything will be perfect right??.
Theres something very special in my next post.
Catch ya'll there.
Everything will be alright when hugging his jacket.
20110502
he dwelled in her.forever [[part 1]].
This is the story line snapshot of he dwelled in her.forever part one :) ,by me and Pavinaa.
Heyya bloggy ,it's public holiday today and i woke up early ! around 7am ,well this considered as a little late cause my usual waking up time is at after 5am.Not that i have became lazy or what ,i need sleep that's why i woke up 2 hours late :).I am fresh now !.And in the mood to blog.
It was exactly last Monday ,went Pasar Malam with mom after one month ,my favourite hangout place.Shopping Mall is nothing compared to Pasar Malam ! ,and everyone would agree on that.And hawker's missed me ,especially Vegetable aunty - she likes me i guess ,she hugged me and said OMG !! ,where have you been all this while ,imy :pp.She always ask me to buy drink and food for her :) ,so it's like i am unofficially adopted daughter of her.Then ,the corn shop aunty ,she was like ''Amoi ,kenapa lama tak datang makan jagung ?" ,I told her i wanna be famous so working hard for it and you will be my aunty jagung forever :DD ,and bought a cup of corn ,then went to my favourite stall ,the pork sausage stall.She was like too surprised to see me ,smiled at her and bought two sausages ,one with hot and spicy flvour and another is honey :).And after walking around Pasar Malam ,helped mom to carry those groceries she bought and went back home.
And while driving was listening to radio ,they were telling about ,blogging and my mom who is not so into technology stuffs urged me to start blogging ,to express what i feel ,share my thought.And adviced me on what i should blog about ,and the reason she was encouraging me to start blogging is ,when i share my thoughts ,what i think and what i want ,it makes myself to realise what kinda person i am and the positive thoughts that i share through my post will make my readers to think and they might change themself as well.So the positive thoughts that you have will get spread through your readers ,because sometimes when you read you tend to transform yourself as the one who writes that paticural artical or posts ,that's why people always tell us reading is a good habit :) ,it changes the way you think.So read positives thought articles or books :).Reading changes the thought and thought changes the people and people change the community.And bloggers ,blog about your real thoughts ,and it should be positive :).Blog to express not to impress ;).
And at the end of the conversation ,i admit to her that i have a blog and i have nearly 250 posts :) ,and she was like so surprised and was happy and reminded me not to post any gossips on my blog. :DD.I am having a very supportive mom.
So i am having plenty of time to blog today ,and i am so blur on what should i blog.My favourite topics are always about Love ,Respect ,God ,Music and Food.And the topic i love to talk the most is about Love and God.And thinking whether i should blog about it again :?.
And to my lovely readers ,if you have any topics that you want me to post or need my opinion ,drop your topics in my screamlove section else if u have facebook ,inbox me and if you have twitter DM me. :).
Well ,since everyone having problems in Relationship and believes and disbelief in Religion and God ,let me share what i think about Relationship and God.I am just sharing my thoughts here.So if there is any statement in incorrect and indirectly hurting any person ,i am sorry ,no offence okaay.
Let's talk about my beliefs in God.First and foremost ,i don't talk based on my religion ,i don't believe in religion.Religion were created by human.There are sooo many Religions and there are subs under those religion :).Weird eh?.I don't believe in things that were created by human ,it's too complicated and bring heartache almost to everyone.
In this materialistic world everyone expect something in return for every deeds.It;s like you do something to someone and you expect them to do something better.Agree??.And that same thing applies to God.You pray when you want something ,you forget god when you are happy ,and when you don't have anything and you go back to him when you are suffering and having heartache.What kinda belief you have in him?.Don't you think you're being to selfish?.Will you do that to your parents ,friend or else to your loved one?? ,how'd you feel if someone do that to you?.If you pray to god ,it should be remained constant ,not only when you're in trouble.And ,some of you will ask me have i ever seen the god ,or some crook minded people will be asking is god a male or female ,cause i have been asked so .FYI : No one has seen god ,and as what i believe god is nature ,music and love.The feel you know .You can't see god but you could experience god.It's like you are alive ,how?because your soul is in your body right??can you see your soul?? ,you can't but you still can feel your soul right?The same theory applies here.Feel god !.Expect nothing in return when you pray.Ask him to bless everyone every second.
God is nature ,you get what you ask for and what you think the most.Your wishes goes directly to the universe and it reflects back to you.If you wish for something good it will get double ,for you and for the one you wished for and same goes if you wish something bad.It won't effect only to the person you wish for but even to yourself.So be aware on what you wish darlings.There's a well known saying ''what goes around ,comes around''.It's true ,whatever you do ,it comes back to you ,do good and you will get good things in return ,do bad and you will get nasty things in return ;).And hope this post really opened peoples eyes and mind too :).May god grant all your wishes.God Bless.
And now ,it's all about love.love.love.Could be said my most favourite topic to be discussed. :).And recently while talking about relationship and love with my piano teacher ,i found a new formula based on love in recent days.There are two type of love ,1- love is love- ,2-love is sex-.And people think thats all about love ,they don't think and they don't know that there are other things to keep the love going.Love is not based on just love or sex.You need Trust ,Respect ,Loyalty and other thing.You shouldn't love someone based on their looks ,job ,their earnings ,and the thing s that won't be forever with you.Love them for their inner soul ,love them for who they are.The world had turned into an ugly place since people stopped respecting and ill-treat love.They have started to blame each other for both of their mistakes ,they don't trust their partners ,they are controlled by jealousy ,they don't understand each other ,they play with each others emotions ,they be selfish ,they don't think how'd their significant other would feel.They act to each other they don't be themself ,they are being someone else with full of lies.And at the end of the day ,they call it LOVE.
Love has different meanings nowadays.
When you're in love ,i mean when you're truly in love ,loving them for their beautiful soul but nothing else ,your love will change them to a better person.
Love is very beautiful ,your are lucky enough if you get someone who loves your soul instead of you outter
things.It's hard to get someone who loves you for yourself right? ,if you have someone like them ,you're the luckiest person on earth.If you have someone like them ,hold on to them tightly ,don't ever let them go no matter how hard the situation is.Cause luck will hit you only sometimes ,it might be only once :).So when you found that one person ,hold on to them.
Missing my someone too badly. :'(.
May god bless all of us with unlimited love.
p/s : if you ahve any topic's drop your idea's on my screamlove section :).
Luv ya'll.
It was exactly last Monday ,went Pasar Malam with mom after one month ,my favourite hangout place.Shopping Mall is nothing compared to Pasar Malam ! ,and everyone would agree on that.And hawker's missed me ,especially Vegetable aunty - she likes me i guess ,she hugged me and said OMG !! ,where have you been all this while ,imy :pp.She always ask me to buy drink and food for her :) ,so it's like i am unofficially adopted daughter of her.Then ,the corn shop aunty ,she was like ''Amoi ,kenapa lama tak datang makan jagung ?" ,I told her i wanna be famous so working hard for it and you will be my aunty jagung forever :DD ,and bought a cup of corn ,then went to my favourite stall ,the pork sausage stall.She was like too surprised to see me ,smiled at her and bought two sausages ,one with hot and spicy flvour and another is honey :).And after walking around Pasar Malam ,helped mom to carry those groceries she bought and went back home.
And while driving was listening to radio ,they were telling about ,blogging and my mom who is not so into technology stuffs urged me to start blogging ,to express what i feel ,share my thought.And adviced me on what i should blog about ,and the reason she was encouraging me to start blogging is ,when i share my thoughts ,what i think and what i want ,it makes myself to realise what kinda person i am and the positive thoughts that i share through my post will make my readers to think and they might change themself as well.So the positive thoughts that you have will get spread through your readers ,because sometimes when you read you tend to transform yourself as the one who writes that paticural artical or posts ,that's why people always tell us reading is a good habit :) ,it changes the way you think.So read positives thought articles or books :).Reading changes the thought and thought changes the people and people change the community.And bloggers ,blog about your real thoughts ,and it should be positive :).Blog to express not to impress ;).
And at the end of the conversation ,i admit to her that i have a blog and i have nearly 250 posts :) ,and she was like so surprised and was happy and reminded me not to post any gossips on my blog. :DD.I am having a very supportive mom.
So i am having plenty of time to blog today ,and i am so blur on what should i blog.My favourite topics are always about Love ,Respect ,God ,Music and Food.And the topic i love to talk the most is about Love and God.And thinking whether i should blog about it again :?.
And to my lovely readers ,if you have any topics that you want me to post or need my opinion ,drop your topics in my screamlove section else if u have facebook ,inbox me and if you have twitter DM me. :).
Well ,since everyone having problems in Relationship and believes and disbelief in Religion and God ,let me share what i think about Relationship and God.I am just sharing my thoughts here.So if there is any statement in incorrect and indirectly hurting any person ,i am sorry ,no offence okaay.
Let's talk about my beliefs in God.First and foremost ,i don't talk based on my religion ,i don't believe in religion.Religion were created by human.There are sooo many Religions and there are subs under those religion :).Weird eh?.I don't believe in things that were created by human ,it's too complicated and bring heartache almost to everyone.
In this materialistic world everyone expect something in return for every deeds.It;s like you do something to someone and you expect them to do something better.Agree??.And that same thing applies to God.You pray when you want something ,you forget god when you are happy ,and when you don't have anything and you go back to him when you are suffering and having heartache.What kinda belief you have in him?.Don't you think you're being to selfish?.Will you do that to your parents ,friend or else to your loved one?? ,how'd you feel if someone do that to you?.If you pray to god ,it should be remained constant ,not only when you're in trouble.And ,some of you will ask me have i ever seen the god ,or some crook minded people will be asking is god a male or female ,cause i have been asked so .FYI : No one has seen god ,and as what i believe god is nature ,music and love.The feel you know .You can't see god but you could experience god.It's like you are alive ,how?because your soul is in your body right??can you see your soul?? ,you can't but you still can feel your soul right?The same theory applies here.Feel god !.Expect nothing in return when you pray.Ask him to bless everyone every second.
God is nature ,you get what you ask for and what you think the most.Your wishes goes directly to the universe and it reflects back to you.If you wish for something good it will get double ,for you and for the one you wished for and same goes if you wish something bad.It won't effect only to the person you wish for but even to yourself.So be aware on what you wish darlings.There's a well known saying ''what goes around ,comes around''.It's true ,whatever you do ,it comes back to you ,do good and you will get good things in return ,do bad and you will get nasty things in return ;).And hope this post really opened peoples eyes and mind too :).May god grant all your wishes.God Bless.
And now ,it's all about love.love.love.Could be said my most favourite topic to be discussed. :).And recently while talking about relationship and love with my piano teacher ,i found a new formula based on love in recent days.There are two type of love ,1- love is love- ,2-love is sex-.And people think thats all about love ,they don't think and they don't know that there are other things to keep the love going.Love is not based on just love or sex.You need Trust ,Respect ,Loyalty and other thing.You shouldn't love someone based on their looks ,job ,their earnings ,and the thing s that won't be forever with you.Love them for their inner soul ,love them for who they are.The world had turned into an ugly place since people stopped respecting and ill-treat love.They have started to blame each other for both of their mistakes ,they don't trust their partners ,they are controlled by jealousy ,they don't understand each other ,they play with each others emotions ,they be selfish ,they don't think how'd their significant other would feel.They act to each other they don't be themself ,they are being someone else with full of lies.And at the end of the day ,they call it LOVE.
Love has different meanings nowadays.
When you're in love ,i mean when you're truly in love ,loving them for their beautiful soul but nothing else ,your love will change them to a better person.
Love is very beautiful ,your are lucky enough if you get someone who loves your soul instead of you outter
things.It's hard to get someone who loves you for yourself right? ,if you have someone like them ,you're the luckiest person on earth.If you have someone like them ,hold on to them tightly ,don't ever let them go no matter how hard the situation is.Cause luck will hit you only sometimes ,it might be only once :).So when you found that one person ,hold on to them.
Missing my someone too badly. :'(.
May god bless all of us with unlimited love.
p/s : if you ahve any topic's drop your idea's on my screamlove section :).
Luv ya'll.
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i love you.
I can’t get you out of my mind, I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you, how good you look when you smile, how much I love your laugh. I day-dream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversation, laughing at funny things that you said or did. I’ve memorized your face and the way that you look at me. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine. I wonder what will happen the next time we are together, I know one thing for sure, you’re the best thing that ever happened to me in a long time.
I Love You Forever.
I Love You Forever.
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