finally ,surveying :).

Haai bloggy how have you been?.Well ,december is almost here already :D ,2011 is ending and the most waited year 2012 will be here in a month time :p ,so many biggy biggy things are about to happend ;).

No updates actually ,just came here to do some survey :D.

Answers :

1 - nope ,soon maybe :p.
2 - yeeps ;).
3 - working ;(.
4 - yeep ,most of the time ,it's not a bad thing right?.
5 - not really ,a little may be.
6 - other than english eh?malay and tamil ,thinking of learning spanish ;).
7 - saved a maid from getting abused by one of my neighbour? ,it was adventerous actually ,did it with my adiiks eshwaar and ash :D *bangga sial* :p.
8 - last dream?eerrm ,i were killing snakes :/.
9 - yes they are.
10 - i am in love now with the best one ;).
11 - today morning.
12 - superman <3.
13 - nothing.
14 -  in the car ,with sister.
15 - text from ash : and tell kanesh anne .i have mole on my nose but its not in the middle like you guys :p.Nights ;D.
16 - fairytale and miracles :).
17 - india.
18 - yeees :D.
19 - hanging on the phone ;).
20 - some tamil songs ,at my dad's work place.
21 - is being a rockstar/superstar  considered as a job? ;p.
22 - yees ,h2o :p.
23 - nope and i dont care if he apologizes later also.
24 - pissed actually ,something personal.
25 - two of them :) ,nandy and muthu piggy.

Haaaaaaai and a big hug to my darling followers and readers and big love to my sayang bloggie :),sorry for the long break.There are reasons for my break ,there were no internet connection and my smart sister forgot where she hide our wireless adapter.But finally we found the hiding place ,yes i could've updated my blog but then was extremely busy for Deepavali :),sorry.

This year deepavali + birthday was a very special + magical one = <3.It was still like a dream for me ,and a dream come true :).

Yes ,Kaneshwaran Paramalingam celebrated deepavali with my family this year :D.Most of you guys might be wondering who is this Kanesh chuck.Well ,he is the boyfie i usually mention on most of my blog posts.The hero of my blog ,LOL.

16th of October - first magical event :) -theres an indian tradition where the guys family will come over to the girls house just to get to know the family ,whether the guy and his family member's like the girl and her family.So they came ,they liked and they went back :).First time ,sat beside his mom ,we didn't really had any memorable conversation,it was just like a normal one.He is more closer to my parents than me with his mom.Well ,soon i guess it will take time :) but one thing i am very sure ,all of us will be ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY *yeay yeay*.

I felt like a princess for the whole month of October bloggy,16th Oct was -first time family meet up ,then on 27th - second magical event :).

It was on deepavali day ,he came to my house around 10.45am and i was helping my mom in the kitchen.Time for breakfast and i served him idiayappam :D,thought of serving him more idiyappam's but ended up with only ONE *sad sad*.Then we were just loittering around my house and it was quite boring la ,so after a while dad asked us (me and ash) to entertain our VVIP :p ,so it was a great escape from dating infront of peoples :p,so went upstairs and played few songs on piano and keyboard ,hope he got entertained ,snapped few pictures,had lunch and he went back around 4.00pm.It do sound like a bored deepavali ,yes it was but then the feeling you get when you celebrate special occasion with someone very special ,some who will be closer to you more than your best friends ,someone who shares everything with you and someone who will be growing old with you is priceless ,everyone gotta agree with it :).

Then on 29th - We had deepavali open house + birthday celebration of mine.We invited quite alot of people la ,and he was also invited :D *yeay yeay* again.How awesome :).First time celebrated birthday with him ,this is my second birthday with him but first time celebrating together :) ,the perfect.best.magical moment - he fed me cake ,thanks to ash for capturing the moment :).

This was the magical highlights,for some ,you guys might feel like a normal happening in everyone's life ,but then only the people who are invloved knows how does it feel when they achieved something :),commenting is easy right?.

Tc people will blog more soon.

Love you bubble gum.

One of the best moment :))
~An Insecure Girl nervously asks her other half to describe her in one word!
She silently prays that he would say something nice Like
... Sweet,Caring,Funny etc. . .

HE looks up,
Look her in the eyes, put his hand on her shoulder and with a half crooked smile says..... ♥ MINE ♥

say no to caste'ism ,be caste'less.

Heyy hai bloggy :) ,how are you?Hope things are going well with you ,sorry for dumping you all this while.But still there are visitor who is still showing love to you :),so don't worry okaay? and I LOVE YOU too :).

Thought to post about this topic for a long time ago but i didn't really had much time to think about the points that i gotta shoot in.But after few days ,finally got the points to elaborate in this topic ,hope it's something thinkabale la.This post might hurt some peoples feelings.I am not trying to provoke things up or what ,i just shout what is real ,thats all.If this post hurts you ,then that's what i want :).I want you to get hurt and think and find ways to change the world.

Let's get straight to the topic.

This problem has been getting into so many peoples life ,family and even into relationship.Most of the times our dad's will be the villain in our relationship but there's a bigger and more stronger villain than them.I guess by right now ,so many of you have guessed the right answer.And for those who answered wrongly ,NO NO ,the answer is not your grandad ,definitely he is not stronger and bigger villain that your dad but OLDER than them :) ,okaay chill ,i just tried to make some jokes.Laugh la okaay ? :D.

And for those who is still blurring ,cracking the head ,and thinking ,all i gotta say is STOP ,i will reveal the answer for you guys.

This is it ,the bigger ,stronger villain which couldn't be destroyed for decades even till this date ,right now.

CASTE

Agree??.

Caste has been a big problem in everything and everywhere ,where there's an indian there's always a caste problem.Even in Malaysia ,the so called multi racial country.I just don't get it why there should the be a caste'ism in this era?.It's already 2011 ,people are too busy thinking about their future and upgrading their life but there are some backward thinkers who still bringing up caste problem among us.This problem always occurs in marriages ,espeacially in love marriages ,where two perfect people,who are from different caste falls in love with each other with just one hope - parent's blessings.But then ,the parent's who should be blessing their kid's relationship are the one's who bring up this caste problems.

Come on lar ,caste don't find job for you ,but you education and you skill does.Caste don't feed you and your family ,you gotta go earn money to feed them.Caste don't do anything for anyone.It doesn't bring happiness for everyone ,it might for some but how about the rest of peoples who are involved?.

If you are a strict caste follower ,you shouldnt just bring up caste in marriages ,you should see caste in the food you eat ,the clothes you wear ,the water you drink ,the house you live in ,the people who you shake hands with ,the money you use/hold ,the road you walk on ,the god you pray and even the toilet bowl that you use.But no ,you don't see caste in all that but why in marriages?.Every match is made in heaven with the blessings of god.So what's the problem with the caste?.

And where the hell your caste system went when you are doing your business?.You need customers for your business ,regardless of their caste ,why?cause you need to run you damn business to survive?.Why didn't you set your caste rules in it?.Why different rules in different situation?.If you see caste in marriage then you should consider about caste in your work place and in everything as i said above ,that's when i will respect you.You don't care about caste in anything else but only in marriages?Why?.Think.

There are people who sees caste when enrolling in schools ,in education system and in everything.There is a riot happening in India now ,just because of this idiotic CASTE.And so many people dying.Why can't we just treat everyone same?

Yah ,there were some brainless people who created caste like 1000 years ago ,but that was according to their job.No offence people ,there are so many many of the uses this word to discriminate other ,it's a commony used word - PARIAH ,do you guys know the real meaning of this word?Have you ever thought of the real history of this word?I know most of you guys will shake your head up and down ,but no.The real meaning of this word is not what you think.The history of this word ,it was not known as pariah ,it was parachi that carries the meaning for prostitutes ,again i am telling it was a name for a female who does a prostitution.And male who goes to this prostitutes are the one's called pariah's.And they just don't care what caste guy you are ,if you go to a prostitute then you are a pariah.That how this pariah word got famous ,but nowadayspeople are using the words for different purpose.

So now ,do you know whom you should call pariah's?not the normal one's who lives a normal live but to males who goes to prostitues.I don't know who ,but you ,yourself and the man up knows the truth.So think wisely before you use a word to people.

Caste doesn't do anything to anyone othere than damaging people's life.Stop caste'ism and treat people as how they are ,everyone is unique in their own way ,treat them right not according to what caste they are in.

Hope this post really made some caste freak out there to think and change their way of thinking ,if not hope you guys GO TO HELL.

Caste'less.

Heee bloggy :) ,finally after long time had the chance to update you.Happy? :DD.

Was just thinking what to update and still i got no idea to talk about any topic ,i am running out of topics nowadays ,haaaiz how saddening.To my readers or followers just inbox me to my twitter or facebook about whatever topic you want me to post :).

Deepavali is like in two months and i am too excited ,very much EXCITED for everything ,shopping ,cleaning the house and thinking of changing my room colour and then the most awaited day will be eve of deepavalli where me and ash ,my sister will be doing kolam :D ,where my dad will screw us at first but after the final touch of the kolam he will be like ''Waaaaaah ,so beautiful and bla bla bla ,this happends all the time :p.Mom's mutton curry ,chicken curry tastes different on that day ,it will taste extra special ,wonder why and how :/.Then the sound of firecrackers and laughters of the visitor ,house full of people and etc etc.Wish to have deepavalli everyday :).

May all my wishes comes true one day,keeping finger crossed :).

Okaay bloggy ,times up for my work will come back to you soon ,loves.

he sure knew how to treat women with respect ,r.i.p tupac :).

goodbye august ,hello september :).

Haai bloggy ,how have you been am sorry for dumping you for FOUR days ,as you know went to thailand and reached home yesterday around 11pm something :).Trip was FUN will upload the pictures in FB and will story about the trip in my coming post okaay?.I am still sleepy lar bloggy :/.

Catch you soon ,baaaai :).

Forcing us to be polite to someone we hate is like asking a divorced couple to live together in the same house.

Hyee bloggy without delaying on introduction let's get straight to the story that i wanted to share with you,a very heart-wretching real story that a woman had gone through and now resting in peace in god's arms.

God if you can feel me ,my one and only request is please send her to heaven.

I have never seen her or met her before all i got to know about her is through my piano teacher.She is also a piano teacher but worked in a different centre.She is just 43 and passed away like few days ago.I just don't know why god gives so much suffering and pain to those good people and let the bad ones live a heavenly life?.

She was a single mother with her only son ,where is her only hero?the one should've made her happy,should've protect her?.DEAD ?? ,nope as every other woman's story and as every other guy - he went with another woman,leaving her and their only son who was 2 years old at that time.I can't be sharing her private life but then her story really did made me tear.I mean why??It's like everywhere i turn or every woman i meet all of their stories is making me to think twice to get married ,aren't there any good gentleman who is making his lady love happy?,is  mans getting selfish or are they just getting married for that one thing - SEX ?.

A question for all the husbands who cheated ,cheating on your wife :

What does other woman has that you can't find in your wife?.

Why is it so hard to be loyal to them?To your family?To your kids?To your wife?.Not really in the mood to continue blogging ,hope this post really opened your eyes guys ,when a woman getting married to you ,all she wants from you is being true and loyal to her.It's not expensive as diamonds right?.Think.

Pain is knowing you're right for each other ,just not right now.

Haiiz,i feel everything is running out of my hand bloggy,things that i wanted too badly.Not a perfect life or a perfect peoples around me but when i have the right ones its on the wrong time,why? :(.

The path of true love never did run smooth.

NEED YOUR HELP.

Well readers and followers this is not really urgent but i need it ASAP ,needing your help :),help me guys pleaaaaase.

Okay ,i need piano sheets for Marry Me by Train ,i love the song very very much ,and i need the piano notes for it so that i can play it on my piano ,i tried to find out on net but then we gotta purchase it online itseems ,what a saddening situation right? :'(,can anyone help me please.

Pleaaaaaaase :'(.

Loves.

awesomeee kan?