this is cuteee.

I am impressed with the last one ;).

OMG ! this.

i shall do this ONE day ;D.

thank you 2011.

We are already reaching the end of 2011 bloggy ,just in few more hours :).I dont know why but i feel sad to say goodbye to 2011 ,things that happened this year was like a bittersweet moments.All the sad and sweet moments still in my memories althought it happend few months ago.

Alot of things happened this year ,things which are so close to me and my heart.And it shall remain private.Next year will a big year for me ,alooooot of happy ,incredible and unbelieveable moments.

This year it was full of miracles and next year will be full of miracles too ,miracle which was already planned ;).Hope everything will be good.

Ending and starting this year with sickness ,lets hope for a good things to happend through-out this year.

Happy New Year everyone.

Much Love :).

preety pleaseeeee :).

holidaaaaaaaays.

Haaaii bloggy :D ,i know you feel bored lazy and at the same time being so life'less because i am being so too D;.I wanna get the hell out of here !.I want holidays ,holidays ,holidays ,holidays and holidays.I don't go out even for shopping -.- ,i really hate the person who made my life this miserable,if i could i will stab the person repeatedly without any mercy ;@.

It's a christmas week ,well i am not celebrating christmas but then i want holiday ,i wanna go out ,go somewhere and do something ,i dont wanna occupy myself working ,doing the same shit all the time ,no lunch outing ,no dinner outing and the saddest part no dating !.

No one seriously knows how i feel right now ,bloggy.It's just you and the god knows exactly how i feel.

All i could do is ,just keep my mouth shut ,listen and dance according to others music and have a forced smile on my face.

I need a life.

13.12.11surveeeey ;)

Lets survey like a BOSS ;).

The favourite part of blogging is surveying ourself ;) ,it makes you to realise your stoooopid deeds ,so let's start suveying :D.

What was the last thing to really irritate or frustrate you?
-so many things.

Think of one song you listened to today. Who/what does it remind you of & why does it remind you of that person/thing?
-eeer ,to tell you the truth i didn't listen to any songs since morning ,i am WORKING ;'( .


Who is the last person you texted & what were you talking to them about?
-boyfie ,some silly text la.

How often do you update your status on Facebook?
-i have migrated myself to twitter ,no fb anymore :).

Who are you hoping to hang out with soon?
-nanthini - bestie ,kakak sarah and also hiim.

Have you ever smoked cigarettes, or do you smoke?
-eer ,not yet ,soon may be.

What are three things you’re looking forward to right now?
-beach vacation ,christmas and new year.

What is one thing you hope to get for Christmas?
-eerm ,beach vacatiooooooooon.

Are there specific types of people that live in your neigbourhood/on your street?
-neighbours who dont smile back when you smile at them?.

Name two random facts about your best friend(s). Name two facts for each best friend if you have more than one.
-nanthini : crazy and my soul sister ,muthukumaran : papa pig and my twin bro ;).

What normally distracts you when you’re taking surveys?
-everything i guess.

 What is one band you’ve recently discovered that you really enjoy listening to?
-eerr,i don't listen t so song according to which band i like the most ,i listen whatever sounds good but a loyal fan to A.R.Rahman :).

Have you ever used TheLolCam? Do you like using this website?
-nope ,i don't have time :(.

Has a favourite restaurant of yours ever closed down?
-noooo :D ,not even once ;).

The person you have feelings for says he/she wants to have sex, you say?
 -LOL ,he knows what i'll say ;p.


Do you know how many people your best friend has had sex with?
-well ,she have never been in relationship even once.

Ever kissed a green eyed person?
-sadly ,no ;(.

What was the last thing that made you laugh?
-gossiping about someone with mom today morning.

Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
-yepp ,definitely.

How many people have you kissed in 2010?
-2010?so many of them la ,uncountable ,mom,dad,boyfie ,granny and etc etc.

Would you get into a car with someone who was drunk if it was your only way?
-depends on who is the person.

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
-blue boy you mean?LOL no.

 Do you believe teenagers can be in love and stay in love?
-love is not all about age ,looks ,profession or status ,it's about understanding and being true to you partner :) and the answer will be YES.

What were you doing an hour ago?
-working -.-

Would you ever get a tattoo?
-yeeep ;).

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
-mom.

 Do you have trust issues?
-i dont trust people that easily.

Do you think this year will be better than the last?
-this year was a well balanced year and next year ,yeees it will be definitely will be an awesome year :D.

Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
-a secret between me and god :).

What were you doing at 3am?
-vacation in my lala land ;p.

What are you doing after this?
-as usual ,tumblr ;p.

The past 72 hours have you been under the influence?
-no.

What were you doing at ten last night?
 -was doing something with my hair..

Who was the last to call you beautiful?
-eeerm ,superman ;).

 !3.12.11 -isn't it a nice date?,Let's try to make this date a momerable one ;).

Happy day guys. 

Never let a problem to be solved become more important than the person to be loved.

scorpion women..

The beauty of a Scorpio woman is exceptional, mysterious and totally magnetic [[:) ,yess]]. She knows that and is proud of herself [[yes ,ofcourse]].She will control her wish to dominate and will let a man lead in a relationship, atleast during courtship. She knows how to hypnotize a man and gets successful, more often than not[[ ;) ,not sure.]]. Don't expect a Scorpio female to rush into your arms in front of a thousand people and shout her feelings at the top of her voice[[yeaah]]. Instead, she will come close to you, glance at you in a sensual way and whisper the most romantic words in a seductive tone[[trying to be more romantic] kot :p]].

If you are not sincere with your feelings, don't even try to get close to a Scorpio girl [[100% true ,be true to your feelings]]. With those beautiful, penetrating eyes of hers, she can read exactly what is on your mind[[eerr ,acceptable point.]]. She can easily make out your real intentions, so Don't Flirt. It will amount to insulting her and I assure you, insulting her is not at all good for your health. Even when her tone is soothing, her disposition kind and her smile generous, she can be planning the most powerful retaliation. When a Scorpio woman is insulted or gets hurt, her fury knows no bounds[[very true]].

Then, she can become the most hard-hearted and most sarcastic person on this earth[[very accurate]]. If she loves with fierce devotion, she hates with devastating malice. If you are really in love with her, then you need to know more about her. She has a very hypnotic gaze and the moment her eyes meet your, you will go tumbling down in her deep passion[[idk ,should confirm with hiim ;).]]. Being noticed by a Scorpio female definitely gives a boost to a man's ego. She needs a man who is stronger than she is and weakness in him won't get her sympathy at all[[no comments]].

He will be expected to behave like a real man, who can dominate her and make her proud. At the same time, he should respect her individuality. He should be better looking than average, with an intellect, philosophical and totally masculine[[agree]]. He must also be ambitious and able to handle tough situation with poise[[ :D ,yees]]. After she gets committed, a Scorpio female will shower you with all her love and attention. Her whole life will start revolving around you and she will be extremely loyal and exceedingly passionate[[so me]].

She is passionate with everything that is related to her. It is almost impossible for her to have neutral feelings. Either she will deeply cherish or fiercely hate[[true]]. If any of the feelings are not experienced, she will become completely indifferent towards it. Scorpio women, however, never let these feelings show. Her expression will always remain neutral, betraying nothing. Her anger is very bad and it's better to get out of her way when it gets out of hand[[note that]]. Her characteristics profile will make her storehouse of secrets, but people wouldn't know any of hers[[ding ding ;)]].

Her personal life will be out of bounds for everyone. At the same time, she will never tell the secrets that have been confided in her, not even to you. Even with you, she will have a private part and its better not to pry[[ :)]]. That does not mean she is dishonest. Infact, she will be so brutally honest that, at times, she may hurt people in the process. Like a typical Scorpio, she will choose her friends very carefully and the credible ones will remain with her throughout her life[[yeep ,agree]]. She will never maintain a relationship with unworthy people[[of course]].

Determination and will power are her basic personality traits. She can use them anytime to come out of anything that is negative. If you have been able to win the true love of a Scorpio female, you can be sure you will never feel lonely again[[eeerr ,idk]]. She will be totally devoted to you and even if you two don't get married for any reasons beyond your control, her love for you will not change[[yeppie]]. She is one of those who believe in the phrase 'Till Death Do Us Apart'. Rather than overshadowing her husband, she believes in supporting him[[ :)]].

'Behind every successful man, there is a woman'; this idiom is perfect in case of the husband who has a Scorpio wife. For her, the future, the happiness and the dreams of her husband hold the supreme importance. She will always defend him fiercely in public and won't take nicely to anyone taking advantage of him[[this is very me]]. She will always encourage him to reach for the stars, build his courage and never let him turn back from midway. Scorpio women love their homes and keep them spic and span.

Now comes the dangerous part. A Scorpio girl is extremely jealous and fiercely possessive of her loved ones[[i do ,but not so bad la]]. She is prone to suspicions; so don't give reasons to be doubtful of you. On the other hand, you will have to control your jealousy, since she will be attracting a lot of members of the opposite sex[[LOL]]. She also dislikes being possessed by anyone, including you. In such a scenario, just remember that a Scorpio woman will always be loyal and devoted to you, even in the worst of circumstances.

And then, you know you cannot leave her and it is better to adjust to such a trifle thing. Nobody walks away from a Scorpio, right [[right]].As far as money is concerned, she will enjoy it whether she saves it in a piggy bank or splurges it on luxurious things. She is very conscious of her social standards and will never compromise in case of status. She likes power and will sacrifice money and many other things for it[[eeerrr ,still in doubt with this]]. She seems to be very practical, but inside she is very emotional. Like all Scorpios, she will not see any viewpoint in case of her own emotions.

A Scorpio female has a sense of fairness and justice. If you don't wish her good morning one day after a fight, she will do the same for the next four days[[muahahaha]]. The same goes for generosity also. If you do one kind deed for her, she will do four in return [[:D]]. As a mother, she will extremely possessive of her children and will care for them. However, she may not express her love openly and this is something you will have to teach her[[yees ,note this boyfie]]. She will make them independent, fair, strong and proud of themselves, the way she is of them. She will encourage them to develop their innate talents and make sure they don't go unnoticed [[:)]].

A Scorpio woman can drown you in her passion. But then, she can also bring you to safety when the raft becomes too dicey. She can provide you her calm and steady support in the worst of circumstances[[this !]]. Once you win her love, you will never be lonely again. Your food will be perfectly baked and she will grind fresh coffee for you [[okaay ,i have to start learning to cook]]. You will always come back to a spotless home, radiating with the aura of her magnetic personality, the charm of her deep beauty and the warmth of her everlasting love![[ :) ]].

Well ,i got this from one of facebook page ,idk how true does Astrology ,Numrerology works but whatever the post above tells is so freaking true :O. 

Okaay now ,i am getting back to my work ,baaai.

Supermaaaaaaan <3.  

first four letters..

I have posted this one before ,thought of trying it again ;).

My first four words was : Genuine ,Insecure ,Happy and Loyal ;).

finally ,surveying :).

Haai bloggy how have you been?.Well ,december is almost here already :D ,2011 is ending and the most waited year 2012 will be here in a month time :p ,so many biggy biggy things are about to happend ;).

No updates actually ,just came here to do some survey :D.

Answers :

1 - nope ,soon maybe :p.
2 - yeeps ;).
3 - working ;(.
4 - yeep ,most of the time ,it's not a bad thing right?.
5 - not really ,a little may be.
6 - other than english eh?malay and tamil ,thinking of learning spanish ;).
7 - saved a maid from getting abused by one of my neighbour? ,it was adventerous actually ,did it with my adiiks eshwaar and ash :D *bangga sial* :p.
8 - last dream?eerrm ,i were killing snakes :/.
9 - yes they are.
10 - i am in love now with the best one ;).
11 - today morning.
12 - superman <3.
13 - nothing.
14 -  in the car ,with sister.
15 - text from ash : and tell kanesh anne .i have mole on my nose but its not in the middle like you guys :p.Nights ;D.
16 - fairytale and miracles :).
17 - india.
18 - yeees :D.
19 - hanging on the phone ;).
20 - some tamil songs ,at my dad's work place.
21 - is being a rockstar/superstar  considered as a job? ;p.
22 - yees ,h2o :p.
23 - nope and i dont care if he apologizes later also.
24 - pissed actually ,something personal.
25 - two of them :) ,nandy and muthu piggy.

Haaaaaaai and a big hug to my darling followers and readers and big love to my sayang bloggie :),sorry for the long break.There are reasons for my break ,there were no internet connection and my smart sister forgot where she hide our wireless adapter.But finally we found the hiding place ,yes i could've updated my blog but then was extremely busy for Deepavali :),sorry.

This year deepavali + birthday was a very special + magical one = <3.It was still like a dream for me ,and a dream come true :).

Yes ,Kaneshwaran Paramalingam celebrated deepavali with my family this year :D.Most of you guys might be wondering who is this Kanesh chuck.Well ,he is the boyfie i usually mention on most of my blog posts.The hero of my blog ,LOL.

16th of October - first magical event :) -theres an indian tradition where the guys family will come over to the girls house just to get to know the family ,whether the guy and his family member's like the girl and her family.So they came ,they liked and they went back :).First time ,sat beside his mom ,we didn't really had any memorable conversation,it was just like a normal one.He is more closer to my parents than me with his mom.Well ,soon i guess it will take time :) but one thing i am very sure ,all of us will be ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY *yeay yeay*.

I felt like a princess for the whole month of October bloggy,16th Oct was -first time family meet up ,then on 27th - second magical event :).

It was on deepavali day ,he came to my house around 10.45am and i was helping my mom in the kitchen.Time for breakfast and i served him idiayappam :D,thought of serving him more idiyappam's but ended up with only ONE *sad sad*.Then we were just loittering around my house and it was quite boring la ,so after a while dad asked us (me and ash) to entertain our VVIP :p ,so it was a great escape from dating infront of peoples :p,so went upstairs and played few songs on piano and keyboard ,hope he got entertained ,snapped few pictures,had lunch and he went back around 4.00pm.It do sound like a bored deepavali ,yes it was but then the feeling you get when you celebrate special occasion with someone very special ,some who will be closer to you more than your best friends ,someone who shares everything with you and someone who will be growing old with you is priceless ,everyone gotta agree with it :).

Then on 29th - We had deepavali open house + birthday celebration of mine.We invited quite alot of people la ,and he was also invited :D *yeay yeay* again.How awesome :).First time celebrated birthday with him ,this is my second birthday with him but first time celebrating together :) ,the perfect.best.magical moment - he fed me cake ,thanks to ash for capturing the moment :).

This was the magical highlights,for some ,you guys might feel like a normal happening in everyone's life ,but then only the people who are invloved knows how does it feel when they achieved something :),commenting is easy right?.

Tc people will blog more soon.

Love you bubble gum.

One of the best moment :))
~An Insecure Girl nervously asks her other half to describe her in one word!
She silently prays that he would say something nice Like
... Sweet,Caring,Funny etc. . .

HE looks up,
Look her in the eyes, put his hand on her shoulder and with a half crooked smile says..... ♥ MINE ♥

say no to caste'ism ,be caste'less.

Heyy hai bloggy :) ,how are you?Hope things are going well with you ,sorry for dumping you all this while.But still there are visitor who is still showing love to you :),so don't worry okaay? and I LOVE YOU too :).

Thought to post about this topic for a long time ago but i didn't really had much time to think about the points that i gotta shoot in.But after few days ,finally got the points to elaborate in this topic ,hope it's something thinkabale la.This post might hurt some peoples feelings.I am not trying to provoke things up or what ,i just shout what is real ,thats all.If this post hurts you ,then that's what i want :).I want you to get hurt and think and find ways to change the world.

Let's get straight to the topic.

This problem has been getting into so many peoples life ,family and even into relationship.Most of the times our dad's will be the villain in our relationship but there's a bigger and more stronger villain than them.I guess by right now ,so many of you have guessed the right answer.And for those who answered wrongly ,NO NO ,the answer is not your grandad ,definitely he is not stronger and bigger villain that your dad but OLDER than them :) ,okaay chill ,i just tried to make some jokes.Laugh la okaay ? :D.

And for those who is still blurring ,cracking the head ,and thinking ,all i gotta say is STOP ,i will reveal the answer for you guys.

This is it ,the bigger ,stronger villain which couldn't be destroyed for decades even till this date ,right now.

CASTE

Agree??.

Caste has been a big problem in everything and everywhere ,where there's an indian there's always a caste problem.Even in Malaysia ,the so called multi racial country.I just don't get it why there should the be a caste'ism in this era?.It's already 2011 ,people are too busy thinking about their future and upgrading their life but there are some backward thinkers who still bringing up caste problem among us.This problem always occurs in marriages ,espeacially in love marriages ,where two perfect people,who are from different caste falls in love with each other with just one hope - parent's blessings.But then ,the parent's who should be blessing their kid's relationship are the one's who bring up this caste problems.

Come on lar ,caste don't find job for you ,but you education and you skill does.Caste don't feed you and your family ,you gotta go earn money to feed them.Caste don't do anything for anyone.It doesn't bring happiness for everyone ,it might for some but how about the rest of peoples who are involved?.

If you are a strict caste follower ,you shouldnt just bring up caste in marriages ,you should see caste in the food you eat ,the clothes you wear ,the water you drink ,the house you live in ,the people who you shake hands with ,the money you use/hold ,the road you walk on ,the god you pray and even the toilet bowl that you use.But no ,you don't see caste in all that but why in marriages?.Every match is made in heaven with the blessings of god.So what's the problem with the caste?.

And where the hell your caste system went when you are doing your business?.You need customers for your business ,regardless of their caste ,why?cause you need to run you damn business to survive?.Why didn't you set your caste rules in it?.Why different rules in different situation?.If you see caste in marriage then you should consider about caste in your work place and in everything as i said above ,that's when i will respect you.You don't care about caste in anything else but only in marriages?Why?.Think.

There are people who sees caste when enrolling in schools ,in education system and in everything.There is a riot happening in India now ,just because of this idiotic CASTE.And so many people dying.Why can't we just treat everyone same?

Yah ,there were some brainless people who created caste like 1000 years ago ,but that was according to their job.No offence people ,there are so many many of the uses this word to discriminate other ,it's a commony used word - PARIAH ,do you guys know the real meaning of this word?Have you ever thought of the real history of this word?I know most of you guys will shake your head up and down ,but no.The real meaning of this word is not what you think.The history of this word ,it was not known as pariah ,it was parachi that carries the meaning for prostitutes ,again i am telling it was a name for a female who does a prostitution.And male who goes to this prostitutes are the one's called pariah's.And they just don't care what caste guy you are ,if you go to a prostitute then you are a pariah.That how this pariah word got famous ,but nowadayspeople are using the words for different purpose.

So now ,do you know whom you should call pariah's?not the normal one's who lives a normal live but to males who goes to prostitues.I don't know who ,but you ,yourself and the man up knows the truth.So think wisely before you use a word to people.

Caste doesn't do anything to anyone othere than damaging people's life.Stop caste'ism and treat people as how they are ,everyone is unique in their own way ,treat them right not according to what caste they are in.

Hope this post really made some caste freak out there to think and change their way of thinking ,if not hope you guys GO TO HELL.

Caste'less.

Heee bloggy :) ,finally after long time had the chance to update you.Happy? :DD.

Was just thinking what to update and still i got no idea to talk about any topic ,i am running out of topics nowadays ,haaaiz how saddening.To my readers or followers just inbox me to my twitter or facebook about whatever topic you want me to post :).

Deepavali is like in two months and i am too excited ,very much EXCITED for everything ,shopping ,cleaning the house and thinking of changing my room colour and then the most awaited day will be eve of deepavalli where me and ash ,my sister will be doing kolam :D ,where my dad will screw us at first but after the final touch of the kolam he will be like ''Waaaaaah ,so beautiful and bla bla bla ,this happends all the time :p.Mom's mutton curry ,chicken curry tastes different on that day ,it will taste extra special ,wonder why and how :/.Then the sound of firecrackers and laughters of the visitor ,house full of people and etc etc.Wish to have deepavalli everyday :).

May all my wishes comes true one day,keeping finger crossed :).

Okaay bloggy ,times up for my work will come back to you soon ,loves.

he sure knew how to treat women with respect ,r.i.p tupac :).

goodbye august ,hello september :).

Haai bloggy ,how have you been am sorry for dumping you for FOUR days ,as you know went to thailand and reached home yesterday around 11pm something :).Trip was FUN will upload the pictures in FB and will story about the trip in my coming post okaay?.I am still sleepy lar bloggy :/.

Catch you soon ,baaaai :).