thank you 2011.

We are already reaching the end of 2011 bloggy ,just in few more hours :).I dont know why but i feel sad to say goodbye to 2011 ,things that happened this year was like a bittersweet moments.All the sad and sweet moments still in my memories althought it happend few months ago.

Alot of things happened this year ,things which are so close to me and my heart.And it shall remain private.Next year will a big year for me ,alooooot of happy ,incredible and unbelieveable moments.

This year it was full of miracles and next year will be full of miracles too ,miracle which was already planned ;).Hope everything will be good.

Ending and starting this year with sickness ,lets hope for a good things to happend through-out this year.

Happy New Year everyone.

Much Love :).

preety pleaseeeee :).

holidaaaaaaaays.

Haaaii bloggy :D ,i know you feel bored lazy and at the same time being so life'less because i am being so too D;.I wanna get the hell out of here !.I want holidays ,holidays ,holidays ,holidays and holidays.I don't go out even for shopping -.- ,i really hate the person who made my life this miserable,if i could i will stab the person repeatedly without any mercy ;@.

It's a christmas week ,well i am not celebrating christmas but then i want holiday ,i wanna go out ,go somewhere and do something ,i dont wanna occupy myself working ,doing the same shit all the time ,no lunch outing ,no dinner outing and the saddest part no dating !.

No one seriously knows how i feel right now ,bloggy.It's just you and the god knows exactly how i feel.

All i could do is ,just keep my mouth shut ,listen and dance according to others music and have a forced smile on my face.

I need a life.

13.12.11surveeeey ;)

Lets survey like a BOSS ;).

The favourite part of blogging is surveying ourself ;) ,it makes you to realise your stoooopid deeds ,so let's start suveying :D.

What was the last thing to really irritate or frustrate you?
-so many things.

Think of one song you listened to today. Who/what does it remind you of & why does it remind you of that person/thing?
-eeer ,to tell you the truth i didn't listen to any songs since morning ,i am WORKING ;'( .


Who is the last person you texted & what were you talking to them about?
-boyfie ,some silly text la.

How often do you update your status on Facebook?
-i have migrated myself to twitter ,no fb anymore :).

Who are you hoping to hang out with soon?
-nanthini - bestie ,kakak sarah and also hiim.

Have you ever smoked cigarettes, or do you smoke?
-eer ,not yet ,soon may be.

What are three things you’re looking forward to right now?
-beach vacation ,christmas and new year.

What is one thing you hope to get for Christmas?
-eerm ,beach vacatiooooooooon.

Are there specific types of people that live in your neigbourhood/on your street?
-neighbours who dont smile back when you smile at them?.

Name two random facts about your best friend(s). Name two facts for each best friend if you have more than one.
-nanthini : crazy and my soul sister ,muthukumaran : papa pig and my twin bro ;).

What normally distracts you when you’re taking surveys?
-everything i guess.

 What is one band you’ve recently discovered that you really enjoy listening to?
-eerr,i don't listen t so song according to which band i like the most ,i listen whatever sounds good but a loyal fan to A.R.Rahman :).

Have you ever used TheLolCam? Do you like using this website?
-nope ,i don't have time :(.

Has a favourite restaurant of yours ever closed down?
-noooo :D ,not even once ;).

The person you have feelings for says he/she wants to have sex, you say?
 -LOL ,he knows what i'll say ;p.


Do you know how many people your best friend has had sex with?
-well ,she have never been in relationship even once.

Ever kissed a green eyed person?
-sadly ,no ;(.

What was the last thing that made you laugh?
-gossiping about someone with mom today morning.

Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
-yepp ,definitely.

How many people have you kissed in 2010?
-2010?so many of them la ,uncountable ,mom,dad,boyfie ,granny and etc etc.

Would you get into a car with someone who was drunk if it was your only way?
-depends on who is the person.

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
-blue boy you mean?LOL no.

 Do you believe teenagers can be in love and stay in love?
-love is not all about age ,looks ,profession or status ,it's about understanding and being true to you partner :) and the answer will be YES.

What were you doing an hour ago?
-working -.-

Would you ever get a tattoo?
-yeeep ;).

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
-mom.

 Do you have trust issues?
-i dont trust people that easily.

Do you think this year will be better than the last?
-this year was a well balanced year and next year ,yeees it will be definitely will be an awesome year :D.

Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
-a secret between me and god :).

What were you doing at 3am?
-vacation in my lala land ;p.

What are you doing after this?
-as usual ,tumblr ;p.

The past 72 hours have you been under the influence?
-no.

What were you doing at ten last night?
 -was doing something with my hair..

Who was the last to call you beautiful?
-eeerm ,superman ;).

 !3.12.11 -isn't it a nice date?,Let's try to make this date a momerable one ;).

Happy day guys. 

Never let a problem to be solved become more important than the person to be loved.

scorpion women..

The beauty of a Scorpio woman is exceptional, mysterious and totally magnetic [[:) ,yess]]. She knows that and is proud of herself [[yes ,ofcourse]].She will control her wish to dominate and will let a man lead in a relationship, atleast during courtship. She knows how to hypnotize a man and gets successful, more often than not[[ ;) ,not sure.]]. Don't expect a Scorpio female to rush into your arms in front of a thousand people and shout her feelings at the top of her voice[[yeaah]]. Instead, she will come close to you, glance at you in a sensual way and whisper the most romantic words in a seductive tone[[trying to be more romantic] kot :p]].

If you are not sincere with your feelings, don't even try to get close to a Scorpio girl [[100% true ,be true to your feelings]]. With those beautiful, penetrating eyes of hers, she can read exactly what is on your mind[[eerr ,acceptable point.]]. She can easily make out your real intentions, so Don't Flirt. It will amount to insulting her and I assure you, insulting her is not at all good for your health. Even when her tone is soothing, her disposition kind and her smile generous, she can be planning the most powerful retaliation. When a Scorpio woman is insulted or gets hurt, her fury knows no bounds[[very true]].

Then, she can become the most hard-hearted and most sarcastic person on this earth[[very accurate]]. If she loves with fierce devotion, she hates with devastating malice. If you are really in love with her, then you need to know more about her. She has a very hypnotic gaze and the moment her eyes meet your, you will go tumbling down in her deep passion[[idk ,should confirm with hiim ;).]]. Being noticed by a Scorpio female definitely gives a boost to a man's ego. She needs a man who is stronger than she is and weakness in him won't get her sympathy at all[[no comments]].

He will be expected to behave like a real man, who can dominate her and make her proud. At the same time, he should respect her individuality. He should be better looking than average, with an intellect, philosophical and totally masculine[[agree]]. He must also be ambitious and able to handle tough situation with poise[[ :D ,yees]]. After she gets committed, a Scorpio female will shower you with all her love and attention. Her whole life will start revolving around you and she will be extremely loyal and exceedingly passionate[[so me]].

She is passionate with everything that is related to her. It is almost impossible for her to have neutral feelings. Either she will deeply cherish or fiercely hate[[true]]. If any of the feelings are not experienced, she will become completely indifferent towards it. Scorpio women, however, never let these feelings show. Her expression will always remain neutral, betraying nothing. Her anger is very bad and it's better to get out of her way when it gets out of hand[[note that]]. Her characteristics profile will make her storehouse of secrets, but people wouldn't know any of hers[[ding ding ;)]].

Her personal life will be out of bounds for everyone. At the same time, she will never tell the secrets that have been confided in her, not even to you. Even with you, she will have a private part and its better not to pry[[ :)]]. That does not mean she is dishonest. Infact, she will be so brutally honest that, at times, she may hurt people in the process. Like a typical Scorpio, she will choose her friends very carefully and the credible ones will remain with her throughout her life[[yeep ,agree]]. She will never maintain a relationship with unworthy people[[of course]].

Determination and will power are her basic personality traits. She can use them anytime to come out of anything that is negative. If you have been able to win the true love of a Scorpio female, you can be sure you will never feel lonely again[[eeerr ,idk]]. She will be totally devoted to you and even if you two don't get married for any reasons beyond your control, her love for you will not change[[yeppie]]. She is one of those who believe in the phrase 'Till Death Do Us Apart'. Rather than overshadowing her husband, she believes in supporting him[[ :)]].

'Behind every successful man, there is a woman'; this idiom is perfect in case of the husband who has a Scorpio wife. For her, the future, the happiness and the dreams of her husband hold the supreme importance. She will always defend him fiercely in public and won't take nicely to anyone taking advantage of him[[this is very me]]. She will always encourage him to reach for the stars, build his courage and never let him turn back from midway. Scorpio women love their homes and keep them spic and span.

Now comes the dangerous part. A Scorpio girl is extremely jealous and fiercely possessive of her loved ones[[i do ,but not so bad la]]. She is prone to suspicions; so don't give reasons to be doubtful of you. On the other hand, you will have to control your jealousy, since she will be attracting a lot of members of the opposite sex[[LOL]]. She also dislikes being possessed by anyone, including you. In such a scenario, just remember that a Scorpio woman will always be loyal and devoted to you, even in the worst of circumstances.

And then, you know you cannot leave her and it is better to adjust to such a trifle thing. Nobody walks away from a Scorpio, right [[right]].As far as money is concerned, she will enjoy it whether she saves it in a piggy bank or splurges it on luxurious things. She is very conscious of her social standards and will never compromise in case of status. She likes power and will sacrifice money and many other things for it[[eeerrr ,still in doubt with this]]. She seems to be very practical, but inside she is very emotional. Like all Scorpios, she will not see any viewpoint in case of her own emotions.

A Scorpio female has a sense of fairness and justice. If you don't wish her good morning one day after a fight, she will do the same for the next four days[[muahahaha]]. The same goes for generosity also. If you do one kind deed for her, she will do four in return [[:D]]. As a mother, she will extremely possessive of her children and will care for them. However, she may not express her love openly and this is something you will have to teach her[[yees ,note this boyfie]]. She will make them independent, fair, strong and proud of themselves, the way she is of them. She will encourage them to develop their innate talents and make sure they don't go unnoticed [[:)]].

A Scorpio woman can drown you in her passion. But then, she can also bring you to safety when the raft becomes too dicey. She can provide you her calm and steady support in the worst of circumstances[[this !]]. Once you win her love, you will never be lonely again. Your food will be perfectly baked and she will grind fresh coffee for you [[okaay ,i have to start learning to cook]]. You will always come back to a spotless home, radiating with the aura of her magnetic personality, the charm of her deep beauty and the warmth of her everlasting love![[ :) ]].

Well ,i got this from one of facebook page ,idk how true does Astrology ,Numrerology works but whatever the post above tells is so freaking true :O. 

Okaay now ,i am getting back to my work ,baaai.

Supermaaaaaaan <3.  

first four letters..

I have posted this one before ,thought of trying it again ;).

My first four words was : Genuine ,Insecure ,Happy and Loyal ;).

finally ,surveying :).

Haai bloggy how have you been?.Well ,december is almost here already :D ,2011 is ending and the most waited year 2012 will be here in a month time :p ,so many biggy biggy things are about to happend ;).

No updates actually ,just came here to do some survey :D.

Answers :

1 - nope ,soon maybe :p.
2 - yeeps ;).
3 - working ;(.
4 - yeep ,most of the time ,it's not a bad thing right?.
5 - not really ,a little may be.
6 - other than english eh?malay and tamil ,thinking of learning spanish ;).
7 - saved a maid from getting abused by one of my neighbour? ,it was adventerous actually ,did it with my adiiks eshwaar and ash :D *bangga sial* :p.
8 - last dream?eerrm ,i were killing snakes :/.
9 - yes they are.
10 - i am in love now with the best one ;).
11 - today morning.
12 - superman <3.
13 - nothing.
14 -  in the car ,with sister.
15 - text from ash : and tell kanesh anne .i have mole on my nose but its not in the middle like you guys :p.Nights ;D.
16 - fairytale and miracles :).
17 - india.
18 - yeees :D.
19 - hanging on the phone ;).
20 - some tamil songs ,at my dad's work place.
21 - is being a rockstar/superstar  considered as a job? ;p.
22 - yees ,h2o :p.
23 - nope and i dont care if he apologizes later also.
24 - pissed actually ,something personal.
25 - two of them :) ,nandy and muthu piggy.

Haaaaaaai and a big hug to my darling followers and readers and big love to my sayang bloggie :),sorry for the long break.There are reasons for my break ,there were no internet connection and my smart sister forgot where she hide our wireless adapter.But finally we found the hiding place ,yes i could've updated my blog but then was extremely busy for Deepavali :),sorry.

This year deepavali + birthday was a very special + magical one = <3.It was still like a dream for me ,and a dream come true :).

Yes ,Kaneshwaran Paramalingam celebrated deepavali with my family this year :D.Most of you guys might be wondering who is this Kanesh chuck.Well ,he is the boyfie i usually mention on most of my blog posts.The hero of my blog ,LOL.

16th of October - first magical event :) -theres an indian tradition where the guys family will come over to the girls house just to get to know the family ,whether the guy and his family member's like the girl and her family.So they came ,they liked and they went back :).First time ,sat beside his mom ,we didn't really had any memorable conversation,it was just like a normal one.He is more closer to my parents than me with his mom.Well ,soon i guess it will take time :) but one thing i am very sure ,all of us will be ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY *yeay yeay*.

I felt like a princess for the whole month of October bloggy,16th Oct was -first time family meet up ,then on 27th - second magical event :).

It was on deepavali day ,he came to my house around 10.45am and i was helping my mom in the kitchen.Time for breakfast and i served him idiayappam :D,thought of serving him more idiyappam's but ended up with only ONE *sad sad*.Then we were just loittering around my house and it was quite boring la ,so after a while dad asked us (me and ash) to entertain our VVIP :p ,so it was a great escape from dating infront of peoples :p,so went upstairs and played few songs on piano and keyboard ,hope he got entertained ,snapped few pictures,had lunch and he went back around 4.00pm.It do sound like a bored deepavali ,yes it was but then the feeling you get when you celebrate special occasion with someone very special ,some who will be closer to you more than your best friends ,someone who shares everything with you and someone who will be growing old with you is priceless ,everyone gotta agree with it :).

Then on 29th - We had deepavali open house + birthday celebration of mine.We invited quite alot of people la ,and he was also invited :D *yeay yeay* again.How awesome :).First time celebrated birthday with him ,this is my second birthday with him but first time celebrating together :) ,the perfect.best.magical moment - he fed me cake ,thanks to ash for capturing the moment :).

This was the magical highlights,for some ,you guys might feel like a normal happening in everyone's life ,but then only the people who are invloved knows how does it feel when they achieved something :),commenting is easy right?.

Tc people will blog more soon.

Love you bubble gum.

One of the best moment :))
~An Insecure Girl nervously asks her other half to describe her in one word!
She silently prays that he would say something nice Like
... Sweet,Caring,Funny etc. . .

HE looks up,
Look her in the eyes, put his hand on her shoulder and with a half crooked smile says..... ♥ MINE ♥

say no to caste'ism ,be caste'less.

Heyy hai bloggy :) ,how are you?Hope things are going well with you ,sorry for dumping you all this while.But still there are visitor who is still showing love to you :),so don't worry okaay? and I LOVE YOU too :).

Thought to post about this topic for a long time ago but i didn't really had much time to think about the points that i gotta shoot in.But after few days ,finally got the points to elaborate in this topic ,hope it's something thinkabale la.This post might hurt some peoples feelings.I am not trying to provoke things up or what ,i just shout what is real ,thats all.If this post hurts you ,then that's what i want :).I want you to get hurt and think and find ways to change the world.

Let's get straight to the topic.

This problem has been getting into so many peoples life ,family and even into relationship.Most of the times our dad's will be the villain in our relationship but there's a bigger and more stronger villain than them.I guess by right now ,so many of you have guessed the right answer.And for those who answered wrongly ,NO NO ,the answer is not your grandad ,definitely he is not stronger and bigger villain that your dad but OLDER than them :) ,okaay chill ,i just tried to make some jokes.Laugh la okaay ? :D.

And for those who is still blurring ,cracking the head ,and thinking ,all i gotta say is STOP ,i will reveal the answer for you guys.

This is it ,the bigger ,stronger villain which couldn't be destroyed for decades even till this date ,right now.

CASTE

Agree??.

Caste has been a big problem in everything and everywhere ,where there's an indian there's always a caste problem.Even in Malaysia ,the so called multi racial country.I just don't get it why there should the be a caste'ism in this era?.It's already 2011 ,people are too busy thinking about their future and upgrading their life but there are some backward thinkers who still bringing up caste problem among us.This problem always occurs in marriages ,espeacially in love marriages ,where two perfect people,who are from different caste falls in love with each other with just one hope - parent's blessings.But then ,the parent's who should be blessing their kid's relationship are the one's who bring up this caste problems.

Come on lar ,caste don't find job for you ,but you education and you skill does.Caste don't feed you and your family ,you gotta go earn money to feed them.Caste don't do anything for anyone.It doesn't bring happiness for everyone ,it might for some but how about the rest of peoples who are involved?.

If you are a strict caste follower ,you shouldnt just bring up caste in marriages ,you should see caste in the food you eat ,the clothes you wear ,the water you drink ,the house you live in ,the people who you shake hands with ,the money you use/hold ,the road you walk on ,the god you pray and even the toilet bowl that you use.But no ,you don't see caste in all that but why in marriages?.Every match is made in heaven with the blessings of god.So what's the problem with the caste?.

And where the hell your caste system went when you are doing your business?.You need customers for your business ,regardless of their caste ,why?cause you need to run you damn business to survive?.Why didn't you set your caste rules in it?.Why different rules in different situation?.If you see caste in marriage then you should consider about caste in your work place and in everything as i said above ,that's when i will respect you.You don't care about caste in anything else but only in marriages?Why?.Think.

There are people who sees caste when enrolling in schools ,in education system and in everything.There is a riot happening in India now ,just because of this idiotic CASTE.And so many people dying.Why can't we just treat everyone same?

Yah ,there were some brainless people who created caste like 1000 years ago ,but that was according to their job.No offence people ,there are so many many of the uses this word to discriminate other ,it's a commony used word - PARIAH ,do you guys know the real meaning of this word?Have you ever thought of the real history of this word?I know most of you guys will shake your head up and down ,but no.The real meaning of this word is not what you think.The history of this word ,it was not known as pariah ,it was parachi that carries the meaning for prostitutes ,again i am telling it was a name for a female who does a prostitution.And male who goes to this prostitutes are the one's called pariah's.And they just don't care what caste guy you are ,if you go to a prostitute then you are a pariah.That how this pariah word got famous ,but nowadayspeople are using the words for different purpose.

So now ,do you know whom you should call pariah's?not the normal one's who lives a normal live but to males who goes to prostitues.I don't know who ,but you ,yourself and the man up knows the truth.So think wisely before you use a word to people.

Caste doesn't do anything to anyone othere than damaging people's life.Stop caste'ism and treat people as how they are ,everyone is unique in their own way ,treat them right not according to what caste they are in.

Hope this post really made some caste freak out there to think and change their way of thinking ,if not hope you guys GO TO HELL.

Caste'less.

Heee bloggy :) ,finally after long time had the chance to update you.Happy? :DD.

Was just thinking what to update and still i got no idea to talk about any topic ,i am running out of topics nowadays ,haaaiz how saddening.To my readers or followers just inbox me to my twitter or facebook about whatever topic you want me to post :).

Deepavali is like in two months and i am too excited ,very much EXCITED for everything ,shopping ,cleaning the house and thinking of changing my room colour and then the most awaited day will be eve of deepavalli where me and ash ,my sister will be doing kolam :D ,where my dad will screw us at first but after the final touch of the kolam he will be like ''Waaaaaah ,so beautiful and bla bla bla ,this happends all the time :p.Mom's mutton curry ,chicken curry tastes different on that day ,it will taste extra special ,wonder why and how :/.Then the sound of firecrackers and laughters of the visitor ,house full of people and etc etc.Wish to have deepavalli everyday :).

May all my wishes comes true one day,keeping finger crossed :).

Okaay bloggy ,times up for my work will come back to you soon ,loves.

he sure knew how to treat women with respect ,r.i.p tupac :).

goodbye august ,hello september :).

Haai bloggy ,how have you been am sorry for dumping you for FOUR days ,as you know went to thailand and reached home yesterday around 11pm something :).Trip was FUN will upload the pictures in FB and will story about the trip in my coming post okaay?.I am still sleepy lar bloggy :/.

Catch you soon ,baaaai :).

Forcing us to be polite to someone we hate is like asking a divorced couple to live together in the same house.

Hyee bloggy without delaying on introduction let's get straight to the story that i wanted to share with you,a very heart-wretching real story that a woman had gone through and now resting in peace in god's arms.

God if you can feel me ,my one and only request is please send her to heaven.

I have never seen her or met her before all i got to know about her is through my piano teacher.She is also a piano teacher but worked in a different centre.She is just 43 and passed away like few days ago.I just don't know why god gives so much suffering and pain to those good people and let the bad ones live a heavenly life?.

She was a single mother with her only son ,where is her only hero?the one should've made her happy,should've protect her?.DEAD ?? ,nope as every other woman's story and as every other guy - he went with another woman,leaving her and their only son who was 2 years old at that time.I can't be sharing her private life but then her story really did made me tear.I mean why??It's like everywhere i turn or every woman i meet all of their stories is making me to think twice to get married ,aren't there any good gentleman who is making his lady love happy?,is  mans getting selfish or are they just getting married for that one thing - SEX ?.

A question for all the husbands who cheated ,cheating on your wife :

What does other woman has that you can't find in your wife?.

Why is it so hard to be loyal to them?To your family?To your kids?To your wife?.Not really in the mood to continue blogging ,hope this post really opened your eyes guys ,when a woman getting married to you ,all she wants from you is being true and loyal to her.It's not expensive as diamonds right?.Think.

Pain is knowing you're right for each other ,just not right now.

Haiiz,i feel everything is running out of my hand bloggy,things that i wanted too badly.Not a perfect life or a perfect peoples around me but when i have the right ones its on the wrong time,why? :(.

The path of true love never did run smooth.

NEED YOUR HELP.

Well readers and followers this is not really urgent but i need it ASAP ,needing your help :),help me guys pleaaaaase.

Okay ,i need piano sheets for Marry Me by Train ,i love the song very very much ,and i need the piano notes for it so that i can play it on my piano ,i tried to find out on net but then we gotta purchase it online itseems ,what a saddening situation right? :'(,can anyone help me please.

Pleaaaaaaase :'(.

Loves.

awesomeee kan?

God will be kind to you but Karma will never be.

Sometimes people don't realize what are they talking/doing ,right bloggy?,they don't really think what will happend in the future.Selfish creature kan?.No matter how or what kinda life you living now there is always a new chapter waiting for you ,which means you will face whatever wrong/good deeds you did in your previous chapter.

Nowadays Karma doing it's job faster than expected,but sometime it finds a perfect time to hit us on our face.That's when we realise.

I really don't believe in the saying ''they will realise soon'' ,they will regret one day'' ,cause as for me regretting and realising is late.It's like you do whatever you wanna do and regret after few years and what's the point of regretting it later??,You can't take back the words that you threw to a person ,you can't rewind back all your wrong doing and correct it in the future.Then what's the point of regretting?.

Instead of living a life with full of regrets ,don't you think it's better to think wisely before you continue with your plans?.You will live your life as you wanted ,without regrets and be happy,right?.

Think before you do anything ,this is life and not a video game to pause and restart the game all over again.God gave us brains to think ,we eat food and not shit.

God will be kind to you but Karma will never be.

guys with clingy girlfriends.

Hyee bloggy how have you been?just got back from exam ,well all went well the only thing is i screwed up my first pieces because of too much of nervousness ,till my hands all started shaking :p ,but i feel i will pass the exam ,CONFIDENCE !! ;).

Exam is done ,next plan - tattoo :D,i have always wanted a sun tattoo and that too on my wrist ,i dont know why ,but i want it that's what matters and i don't know how am i gonna bare the pain :/.then Thailand trip ,i just can't wait to go to the beach :D,yaaap i love beaches especially those white sandy beaches.So far august has been awesome to me and i will make sure it will be till the end.God ,bless me and everyone okaay?.

Okaay now let's skip to the topic :).

So the story goes like this ,there were a time were girls used to brag about them having boyfies who controls each and every action of them,who stalk them on friendster ,who check their text messages and being too too strict but now everything has gone upside down.It's the gilfie's turn to take control of their boyfriends.

Note : not all the girls :).

My first question ,why are you being in relationship?.Love is nothing if you start controlling the one you love.I know as a girl i can understand how you feel.When you are in love ,the guy that you're in love is your first priority ,he is your lucky charm ,your bestest friend than your best friend and there will be this self-fishness feeling to have all of him with/for you.Well it's a normal feeling for a girl who is in relationship but that doesn't means you gotta be all over them and be with them or always want to text,call or talk to them 24/7 and wanting to know whatever they do.

You know what kinda guy you choosed,if not then somethings wrong with you.Your job as a girlfriend is to understand him ,trust him and let him to be him.What you get by controlling him?Stop acting like you're their mom. 

As a girl ,i hate to be treated so.It's like you don't get a space for yourself.How'd you feel if someone asks you to update each and everything you do to them every second.Won't you feel like smacking their face on a wall?and yaah may be that's how your boyfriend would feel if you treat them like a five year old kid.

The reason why you bf's not texting you and be with you for 24/7 is because you are too much to handle.Ofcourse they want to be with you ,but they do need some time alone too,to think ,to be themselves and to do things they like.They are not always cheating on you ,unless if they are a jerkish playboy's.

It's always healthy to have some distance in your relationships.Atleast you get to do new things and then having a story to tell them,it's better than having nothing to talk about because you're always sticking to each other like Siamese twins and then things will get boring.That's when things start to get bad and rocky.

So ladies,you don't need your man to be with you 24/7.Do your thing and give them their own space and fun.And you'll see,they're the ones who's gonna want to be with you more :D.

Have fun loving :).

Missing someone too dearly is the best feeling :),i miss you boyfie.

Hello bloggy ,Mr.August is here already ,the month that i have been waiting for :D.Exam,Philharmonic Concert with my piano teacher and theory mates (havent checked the schedule),Thailand trip and tattoo'ing :),a very very great month ahead ;).Let's hope for the awesomest :).

And thought of sharing this with you peepz.this happend one week ago.

Was commenting on one of my pet brother's tweet ,it was about this guy who devoted his whole life emo'ing for his girlfie who dumped him and married another guy.It's non other than ,*drum roll please* our great DEVDAS.

Yeah ,for some he might have been a great guy/lover who devoted his life for Paro.I don't deny the fact that he was so in love with Paro,he was but then he just wasted it.Love is to be lived together and strive hard to-get-her.What's life if you can't live with the one that you love and keep on emo'ing and drinking?.It's better to call your self a loser than a guy with broken heart/love failure.right?.

I really don't agree with the term :Situation made him/her to be so.It's us who create drama's and situation's were created by us.

God gave us brains to solve whatever problem we face,running away from a problem is not the only solution,problems will chase us even after we ran away from it .right?.Then the only way is to solve it.

That was the first mistake that Devdas did,and if i were him ,i'd have kidnapped Paro in the first place :D,or else be firm with my decision to marry Paro with both sides parents blessings.Your decision is what matters ,it's you and your hero/heroin who is gonna live together kan?.you know about your gilfie/boyfie better than anyone else,it's your choice and instead fighting for it why wanna run away and end up in a screwed up life like Devdas?.

And i hate his best friend the most,he should be the one who gives idea to Devdas so that he could marry the girl he loved the most ,but then he brought him to a prostitute and damaged his life.Thats where all the fugly habits started.

And guys,please don't ever make Devdas as you role model,if the girl you're dating is worth keeping ,then just don't waste your time,go and marry her :).

Okaay bloggy that's all for now :),will come with a better post,this time it will be for guys :).

Snakes are sexy ;).

no one will ever know :).

No one knows how far a girl will go for something she really wants.

two rules of life :

1 - never to regret.
2 - never to look back.

One way to know wheather your partner is cheating on you or not is - take his/her phone and walk out of the room,if they follow you,they are cheating on you.

find the mistake ;D.

why music?

There were so many of them Questioned me on my majoring :),why did i choosed music and not engineering,accountancy,business studies and etc etc and why MUSIC?.And my reply to them is i love music :),and they will be like ,''uwwh but there are so many options too but why music?''.

Well why music ,i really don't know why i choosed music ,i just love music ,i wanted to be a professional pianist that was my dreams since 15 years old and i can feel that i am reaching my dreams.

There is no such thing where you can only survive if you work as a doctor,engineer,lawyer,accountant,school teacher and etc etc.As long as you are talented ,you can survive even if you are a beggar :).

I am talented ,not  self boasting ,i am being confidednt and yeah i am talented and i want to use all my talent in this birth regardless of my age ,after all ,age is just a number :).

So ,from now on when people ask me WHY MUSIC ,imma gonna say proudly and confidently  cuz i am TALENTED ;D.

Can't wait for my practical exam over bloggy ,i wanna get a tattoo ASAP and can't wait for Thailand trip :D.

All i can do is wait ,wait patiently.

Hope the day runs fast after my exam :).

It's his birthday tommorrow.i have a surprise for him ,hope he likes it .

Baaaai bloggy :).

Know her, trust her, love her, respect her, honor her, support her, want her, appreciate her.

Call me old fashioned,but i actually take relationship seriously !.

after

After a long struggle changed my blog song ,i am too addicted with t his song bloggy ;D,feel like dancing to this song.SOON SOON !.

Luv ya.

Off to yoga class !

yesterday :).

It started with a sweet and beautiful dream :).

I were eating lotsa indian sweets ,my most favourites was laddu and gulab jamun and just imagine how'd it be if laddu and gulab jamun got mixed together?.Awesome kan?.I were eating laddu mixed gulabjamun and that too in my dreams ;).And it continues with my boyfie ,he was riding a white horse wearing a shorts and t-shirt :p.That was it ,my mom came and woke me up for class.

We dind't go to class and ended up going to Midvalley to watch Transformers *finally* :) ,movie was awesome and as usual BUMBLEBEE was hot as ever ;).Had an awesome day with ash and kakak sarah :).

And the day ended in an adventerous way ;p.

Luv ya guys.

Baaai.

Heyy bloggy baby :) ,how you doing?having an awesome life?.There's nothing much to update about my life ,it's going as usual only.

I wonder why there is a need to get married in young age? ,your age is just in between 23 to 25 ,and your parents already started to plan about your wedding ,for an example ,you should get engaged by the age of 23 and get married by the age of 24 and have kids at the age of 25.This is so ridiculous.

Yeah i do understand that our parent's can't wait to see us being happy having a family of our own but they should understand that this is not a right time for us to get commited right?.We know when we should get married and start having our own family.

What are we gonna do getting married too early?.It's not an easy thing as eating :).It's a life-long commitment.Even a small mistake can bring bigger problems to a married life.

Lemme tell you from my point of view ,what a woman gotta go through after getting married.

Getting married isn't with that one person ,it's about getting married to the whole family of the person you're marrying ,you will be the centre of attraction ,every one's eye will be looking at you even after you get married :).Everyone will be expecting you to be P-E-R-F-E-C-T ,altough they are not.Pressure from your family side ,your parents.It's like you can't be your ownself.

First year of married life ,is a honey-moon year ,both will be in good terms,everyday ,every hour ,every minute ,every second and every mili-second will be a lovey-dovey moments and the real married life disaster starts on the second anniversary and it get's worser if you already have a child :).

You divert all your attention from your man to your baby ,you give all attention to you newborn's ,till you forget about your old-grown-up-baby ,and you get tired of doing your house chores ,till you can't spend much time with your grown-up-baby and atleast your man would understand your situation untill you have 3 kids :) ,he will be little supportive to raise up the kids with a good behavior and education.

And while you're experiencing this phase in your life ,you tend to forget to take care of yourself.You look old ,with big tummy and un-fashionable ,you stop to take care about you ,all you care is about your family and not yourself.

And sometimes ,your old-grown-up baby will go seek someone else attention ,that's where the big disaster arrives *jeng jeng*.

Well not all mens being so :) ,only some.

And finally ,your life and your family will be screwed up.

What a disasterous married life of a woman??.

To tell you the truth i am not a strong girl to face all of this alone :) ,no one knows how your life could be in the future.But then what if you face all of this disasters? ,it's more worser than earthquakes and tsunamis :).

So be stable before you step futher in family life ,first in financial ,be strong than him ,think wisely and maturedly ,don't depend too much on him ,have something strong to back you up when he tries to push you down and more of it ,please look after yourself often :).

Well ,i have lotsa to share with you guys ,but then i do need time for myself too right?So off to Midvalley :D.

Baaaai.

i wanna go here ,like seriously :D

I have lost weight bloggy ,and i realised about it when my god mother ,my piano teacher told me today :(.From 50 kg to 48 kg ,i mean why that fast in just 2 weeks time?.It's not a easy job for me to put on weight ,it took 3 years for me to reach 50 kg and now i drop 2 kg's just like that and i don't even have themood to eat although i do take my meal on time by forced ;(.Haiiz ,but the happy news is my tummy is a little flatter now ;).

Okaay bloggy off to take my dinner and piano'ing ,catch you soon.

All my love is just for you.

Okaay bloggy ,this is how i look when i eat my mom's chicken briyani :pp

Nyam nyam :DD.

dying to get this :'(

Heyya bloggy ,damn i feel so lazy ,i mean very very and idk why.Had enough sleep but then don't know why ,i don' fell like doing anything so thought to share my thought :)

You know what bloggy ,we tend to apreciate things when we got it in a harder way with much struggles and we will be afraid to lose it easily ,no matter how hard the situation ,we will still fight for it :),agree?.I do agree on it fully ,cause imma person with experience :).

Kisses.

Heyya bloggy and my lovely readers :) ,how ya'll and how's things with you?.God bless all of us okaay?.It has been a week since i really updated my blog.Having problem upon problems lar and i don't have the mood to share my thought and any interesting stories.

Sorry.

And guys ,please behave your self when you are in public.If you wanna be friend with a girl ,just come and talk to her in a nicer way.Please don't go and hit them okaay?.Please have some respect ,don't be an uneducated jerks :/.I do respect guys but not those who behave like the uneducateds.

Okaay ,i am off now ,blog soon.

Heyy ,Mr Owl i miss you :)

simple yet perfect explanation :)

Think of what you want and stop thinking about what you don't want.Good things will happend. Quote by Kakak Sarah.

This is why everyone should need a person who thinks wisely and someone who can be a great advisor.A perfect quote on a half damaged situation.

Weeeee !,guess what bloggy?i am blogging through my mobile :D,and from now on i can update you whenever i can ,this is really awesome ;) ,i love love love this.

Having headache since morning ,idk why.Not in the mood to sleep also.Hmmm.Might go and watch movie.Let's YouTube'ing.

Love you's. :).

I just don't care ,i will surely make my fated dreams to come true.

It's a promise.

AAAAAAAAARRRRGGGHHH ! i feel like screaming bloggy ,screaaaaaaaaaaaming loud till everyone's ears bleed ! ,when everything seems to be perfect ,there will be some shitty shit to spoil the perfecto'ness.Why does this happends?.

God ,please can you like stop sitting up there and continue watching all the idiotic drama's happening down here?.Why can't you just come down here and try helping those who need your help?.You know whats good and bad right? and you could help those who need good stuff to happend in their life lar kan?why can't you just help those who thinks about good stuff ,how long you want good people to suffer?.

Okaay i am sorry bloggy ,i crapped nonsense here as usual.I am so lost and wishing that the world will end soon.

Gonna tumblr'ing.

Well ,uh am having headache bloggy ,idk why ,come to find something on the net and thought of blogging :).Had two days full of rest and lazing around home ,gonna start back the same old routine from 2mrw ,hope everything goes well.went and check-out laptops yesterday ,i guess i will get a lappy for myself by end of this month.Weeee !.

Guy's who can cook are big #turnons ;).

Tata.

I am so in love with my blog song *love love*.It's monday and i didn't go to Seremban class cuz am having piano class and i din practice a thing ,i mean my exam pieces :p and m gonna be so dead and i am not in the mood to practice ;D.Nvm ,still got nearly 2 months more to go :).Well.i love last minute preparations.

And from now on i have decided not to screw people in my blog ,i do feel bad screwing them but then someone need to tell them whatever they do is wrong right?.It's ones job to advice the other when they do wrong la kan?.It's okaay ,i guess the way that i am advicing them might be wrong kot ,well next time i won't screw them but will try to advice them in a polite manner.Is it okay if i advice them in a polite manner boyfie?.Hope you won't hack my blog and terminate the operation k?. :DDD.Will try not to screw people in my blog.

Might be going out for makan with Kakak sarah ,later after my class ,gonna eat something delicious ,yummy ,crunchy and something different ,and still no one knows what are we gonna have for lunch ;).Awesome uh.

Okaay ,bloggy time for me to go and get ready to class.

Much Love,
xoxo :)

just eh !

I gt this from Sarini's blog ,but i will die for this ! Seriously !!

weekends.

Heeee ! ,afternoon bloggy ,as usual woke up around 7 am ,lazied on the bed for 30 minutes ,dreaming about my future.It was a beautiful one.Jeng ! ,i would be lucky if i could make my dreams to come true.Well,it will.One day.

Got up around 7.30 and got ready for theory class ,haiz Grade 6 theory is like making me nerd and giving me little headache and lotsa explanation.The only reason i took up music is one ,it's different than any other subject ,its a language where not everyone knows ,two ,you dun need to crack your head but theory especially the history part  makes me go *-*.hope i can score well in theory exam and my practical exam is in August ,in a hotel but this time it's in a different hotel ,near to my place ,might go there alone else with sister ,gonna go whack the food's there after exam :DD ,thats what we always do after each practical exam :pp.

It's weekends already ,doing nothing for this Saturday ,might go jusco later to buy some stuffs and Mcd for lunch :pp.Then have some rest and go for yoga class.What a boring weekend !.Haaaiz.

Times ,days and everything moving so slowly bloggy ,the thing i don't like the most.I want busy days and pocket full of money ,so that i can't spend all the money to travel ,for foods and drink ,clothes ,gadgets and party :p.but guess ,i gotta work damn hard to be so.I will.

What a boringful post i am posting ,okaay blog ,i am going now will post a nice post soon k?hugs.

I wanna play waterbaloons ,Anyone wanna join? :D

i wish ,i could buy this place :)

come baby ,come

Bloggy bloggy :D ,after nearly 3 weeks ,touched my piano today ,i really missed my piano ,and know what !, i felt as though my soul is getting into my lifeless body *weird duh*.and finally chopped of my nail ,it was long ,and had to cut it off.One of the biggest sacrifice a pianist should do is not to have a long fingernails.I am not a fan of having long fingernail thought ,but sometimes i do feel like having long fingernail with bright colour nail polish ,but haaaiz ;'(.

Started with my normal life routine this week ,classes ,classes and classes.That same old KTM stations ,and that same old indian stall food ;'/.And we are getting bored of that food.Must go and try nearby stalls.

Currently craving for Mcd ,but no cash in my pocket now.What a pitiful situation :O !.Gonna eat everything except for indian food.this will be my mission untill next month ,i guess. ;).

Having fun in the train ,there a some interesting stories to share with you guys ,waiting till i get my lappy.Then ,hehehe ,will be online'ing till late night ;) *jing chak*.

I missed tumblr'ing ,blogging and twittering so much la.Lappy here i come.

Reminder to self - don't forget to buy snacks to eat :).My stomach making sound all the time bloggy ,my eating pattern changed ,eating alot and as usual i lost weight after coming back from India.Should start controlling my eating from now on.

Okaay bloggy ,will catch you soon ,gonna have my lunch and off to piano class ,gonna meet my teacher after 3 weeks. :).Got lotsa stories to share with her.

And it has been months since i met him :'(.

Nu ,i am seriously missing you.

Tata.

;'(

I want beats by Dr Dre headphones and it's damn expensive !.whhhhhy whhhhhhy whhhhhy .Heartbroken duuuh :/.

you don't have any rights to talk about LOVE .

Again it's time to screw about a person in my blog !.Most of you guys might know the person who am i gonna screw this time.

Well ,my first question ,what kinda girl you are? ,do you really have dignity ,self respect and do you respect your parents feeling?.Being in love doesn't mean it's only about you ,it includes your family and friends too.

You came to us when he screwed you with bad words ,when he didn't treat you right.And you want all of us when you were down ,just to F'ing cheer you up?.Do you know one thing ? ,dogs are far more way better than you la.They will be gratefull even if you feed them food just once ,but you?.

I would have been happy for you ,if you coupled up with a guy who respect girls ,but not a jerk ,player who always screw girls with bad words.What kinda life you gonna live with that kinda person?.Once ,he dumped you for another girl ,and you still went back to him? ,Where will you go if he dump you again ,since you ignored those who cared for you?.Come back to us again? ,do we look like idiots ,consoling you all the time you have problem?.Girl ,we have life and problems too ,don't expect us to cry with you whenever you have problem with your jerkish boyfie.

You inboxed me telling that when you had us ,you lost him and now when you having him ,you lost us.Remember one thing dae ,You had good things ,when you lost him and now ,you are having and u lost all the good things you had.I really wanted to help you but then since you are not gonna move on and keep going back to the rubbish ,i can't help ,no matter what explanation you give a jerk will still be a jerk.

If your guy really loved you ,he won't be screwing the person who you really cared and think her as your so-called-own-sister.And you won't be keeping your mouth shut if someone screw your own loved ones if you really loved them right?.All you did was just kept quite and unfriend her?.Cheap love eh?.

And after questioning you ,you blocked me?.

Hmmm ,your boyfie once told me that you're not the kinda girl that i am thinking ,and i will know it when you show the true colour and i guess what he told was right ,like he said to you once ,you are a UNGRATEFUL b****.You showed everyone the true colour.

God will never bless you dae ,don't get peoples cursing ,especially your parents.

You will know who were true to you ,who really loved you dae.

Be thankful and live with some self respect. :).

finally ;)

Yeaaaaaay ! ,i am back at last :D.

How you doing bloggy? ,i missed you alot ,that freaking SEVENTEEN days was like ,urrrm hell + heaven.It was a okaay okaay kinda vacation.Nothing to get excited about.I had fun but then theres nothing having fun like in your own place kan?.I missed Malaysia ,my house and my room so damn much.My bolster ,my hidden chocolates ,my besties teddy bear ,late night fb convo with Pavinaa,Vinod and Ruby ,missed Dashin ,Sarini and Dila like HELL ! ,tumblr-ing and last but not least once in a while phone conversation with him.Despite all this missing i had good news for myself ;DD.Awesomeee ka? Yeay yeay !.But i am thinking of keeping it secret untill ,the good news worked out.

Jeng jeng ,now lemme story you about my days in INDIA !.

Actually i am too tired and sleepy ,and not really in the mood to story ,somehow i will try to update things that made me smile okaay?.

First ,visit to village.Although the weather was hot and i were hating the heat ,this village made me smile and ended in laughing ;).Ofcourse the foooooood ! :DD ,had chicken ,mutton ,chicken ,mutton ,chicken ,mutton then fish ,prawn ,prawn then mutton !.

I guess people will never let me to be vegetarian kot.Well food was awesome ,the thing is i have been eating idli ,thosai ,puri ,chappati ,briyani and rice everyday ;'(.I missed Malaysian food very badly.So had nasi lemak sotong for breakfast today ,and seafood for dinner.Food is one of the reason why i love Malaysia.

Back to village ,had fun with the kids ,loved the way the speak ,their high pitched voice ,and their freedom.Even we ,people who live in big cities don't have that much of freedom.Those granny's wearing saree without blouse ,hot old chick's :p.Uncles climbing coconut tree's.The way the wife call her man ,YO !.It's deffinitely different ;DD.

And one of my granny's friend told that we look like Western chicka's and another one told her to leave one of us in their village :pp.Thank god ,i didn't stay there for a long time ,else sure they would have kidnapped one of us :pp.Perasaan sungguh aku ;).

Then the second place that made me smile :).Auroville in Pondicherry.It's a place for people who is not a fanatic of religion ,caste ,status ,education ,skin colour and everything.A place where every human is treated as humans !!.Awesome place right?.Auroville doesn't belong to someone in particular ,it belongs to the whole humanity.In the middle of a plan to join this charity ,well not now.Still got time ,lemme save something for my future ,i will join auroville if i am stable ,i will use half of my earning each month for those who needed.Pity them ,they need a good life too right ?.For futher info visit : www.auroville.org

The third place ,Vivekanandha's ashramam in Kanyakumari.Well Kanyakumari itself one awesome place.The ashramam ,is a WOW factor.Amazing.It's a best place to meditate ,the cool breeze ,the quite place ,thie sound of the wave.If they wanted to sell the ashramam ,i will be the first one to buy it :pp.It's a best place to find for inspiration for your songs :).Then saw sun rise in Kanyakumari itself :).It's a blessing.

Then the fourth , Mr.Anand's studio.He is a sound engineer for one India music director ,went to his studio to master our song :).Nice ,kind man and very talented too.I admired and adored the way he played guitar.This is how i would like to explain the way he played the guitar : His fingers were seducing the guitar.Yepp ,that's how he played the guitar.I melted.And the good news is ,he will be in Malaysia soon ,for some project i guess ,gonna torture him to teach me to play guitar :).I know ,i can't be him ,but atleast i can try right?.

Then the last place that made me smile :) .Olai chuvadi astrology.Yepp ,it's about your fate written thousands years ago by a Saint ,that's what we Indian's believe.Well ,i believe in two things 1 - dreams and 2 - fate.But how'd you feel if your dreams were fated ?.Yepp ,my dreams were fated.The olai chuvadi reading were exactly as how i wanted to live ,my dreams ,my guy and every single thing.It's like my dreams gonna come true.The high life that i wanted to live ,the freedom that i want were already fated by a saint that don't even know i will exist on this earth. :).Gonna live a happy life ;).

I have rounded the whole of Tamil Nadu ,and only this FIVE places made me smile :))) ,the places that i didn't mention here made me teared ,well i did teared for one temple ,i couldnt stand the way the manage the temple ,the way they treat the devotees :/ ,will story about it in my next post.The other face of india :).

India is unique but not the peoples !.

Tata.

This is awesome ,i seriously need this on my birthday :DD ,anyone??
p/s : carved with my stage name : kimii ;DD..

Haaaai bloggy :).This will be my last post for this month ,going for vacation :).
Well actually i am not too excited to go for holidays ,idk why ,althought it's just for 17 days ,i feel like i am going for very long time.Gonna miss my loved ones here.My blog ,twitter and tumblr :'(.Hope i can log in twitter through my phone.

Done packing and everything ,but feel like i am leaving something behind :/ ,*weird feeling*.Hope everything will be good.Will have much fun :).
And you guys ,do take care of yourself okaay?.Eat well ,sleep well and smile more often.

Gonna miss all of you so damn much.Well it will be better if i log off now ,else will start tearing.

Luv ya'll much

Bye.

requested post - pavinaa anjali.

Suggested topic - Akka ! i wana choose a topic for your bloggie ;).

We always blog bout love, feelings, god, music, etc.. i've learnt alot from ur blog and words. This time i wana read bout parents, family and how you share personal stuff with your parents.. as in how do you come up to them and have serious talks.. if you dont mind sharing ;) ily ka !.

Interesting topic Pavinaa ,iloveyoutoo :).

Well ,let's get straight to the topic ,as for me i am more closer to my mom than to my dad.I don't even ask anything from him.I talk almost about anything with my mom ,other than my relationship :) ,cause for me ,i don't love short term relationships.If i wanna tell my mom about my relationship , 1 - we should be together for atleast 3 years , 2 - a decent guy.So far ,my relationship have never lasted more than a year :).Idk where and what went wrong.Leave it and let's get back to the topic.

As i told you ,I have discussed with her about Love ,Relationship ,People ,Fashion ,God ,Food ,Boys to Men ,Marriage ,Family ,People ,Attitude ,Politics and Bullshits :).

How to have a serious talk with your parents?? ,as in my experience ,i would usually grab the moments/chance.Before having such talks ,i would advice you ,it will be better to know what's their opinion about the stuff you wanted to discuss with them.Try asking them indirectly.

Try asking them what they think ,their opinion ,what they would do if that paticular situation happend to themself or their loved ones.Observe their points carefully.

But before having a serious talk ,get close to your parents ,be close as in make them as your best friends ,hang out with them more ,let them know what kinda person you're ,not by telling them but with your behaviours.

As for my mom ,i am her best friend :) ,whatever problem or confussion she has ,she will always come to me :).I am not a good advisor but then i listen to her ,i give my opinions ,i will place myself in her shoes before giving opinions.And that's how it goes.At first i find it hard to talk to my mom ,but later as time passes ,i found out that she is the bestest bestie i could ever have :).

Spend more time alone with your mom ,it shouldn't be always in the kitchen cooking ,go makan with her ,go shopping and try new outfits together.Be truly open to her.

The reason why i am telting you to spend time with mom is because ,she knows and understand your feeling more than your dad.And they do everything by listening to what their heart says :).So ,it will be easy for them to understand your feeling.Remember ,feelings is all about your heart :).

Well ,that's all i could share with you and others.The only way is make them as your bestie ,do whatever you like to do with them.

They are your parents ,they will be there with you when the whole world ignores you :).

Hope this post really helped you :).

Everything is based on my Life experience. :).

I want to be in a relationship with Chocolates bloggy :DD.So now ,theres no one to control me from eating chocolate at night ,awesome right ;).Yeaaay !.Gonna buy lotsa chocolates and hide it in my wardrobe ;DD.

I were just lazy'ing around for the whole day today and went out alone at night !.Speeding on highway and blasting music loudly is like i-really-couldn't-tell-how-it-feels.I think i have Alexithymia ,difficulty in describing feeling to others.Well who cares ;).I just love driving ,especially ,when it comes to speed driving ;).Yaaah ! ,i love speeeeeeed ! ,the maximum speed i reached is 140 km/h.Trying for 160.Soon soon ,when i can freely roam on the roads ;DD.Just can't wait for that moment bloggy.

And to my blog viewers : You guys were asking me to post about my theme right?Well ,i didn't get my theme from a website or what ,i just editted in blogger design section.It's not that hard to create a theme for yourself.Just think of how you want you themes to be.Select background colour ,then edit the font size ,header and title font and colour ,and arrange your gadgets as how you want it to be.And you can edit your themes as how you want it ,everytime :).Easy as ABC right?Give a try people.

Anything ,buzz me :).

You guys are amazing.

from tumblr :).

Being in relationship.

It’s not about the labels or becoming official. It’s about getting to know someone well enough to develop genuine feelings for them. It’s about being understanding and forgiving when situations are at their worst. It’s about loving someone, not for what they have to offer but who they are. It’s never about blaming your significant other for not treating you like how you want to be treated, it’s about how hard they try to keep you around.

Kissed by an Angel.

by Me ,Sarini and Pavinaa :).

Heyy bloggy bloggy :) ,Hugs ! ,It's confirmed that i am gonna get out of Malaysia for two weeks :DD.Gonna be in India for that whole two weeks !!. *yeay yeay*.Gonna have awesome fun ,cuz for the first time ,going for a long vacation without my Dad.Gonna have full independent ;).

So ,had some FUN moments with Kakak Sarah yesterday ,again she brought Nasi Briyani and two cup cakes :) ,i had one.And i got addicted with cup cakes !! ;).Her briyani was too AWESOME !! ,i suker i suker but sadly it was Vege Briyani ,couldnt taste Non-Veg dishes ;(.So saddie.Then after lunch went out for a small shopping.Came back after one and half hours and started with facial ;).Aaaaww ,akka ,need facial again :DDD ,i look bright and [[ehheem]]-preety :pp. p/s : i know i am conceiting ,ignore it okaay !.And she went back home around 6pm ,we had awesome conversation ,hell of a laughter and everything ;).I Love her !!.

And bloggy ,what happend to you for the past two days?I know i told that i am addicted to tumblr ,but did i say that i hate you? ,No right?Why were you temprorily unavailable for the whole day of Thursday and Friday ,you really don't know how much i missed you and i went crazy cuz i couldn't update you ,i were with so much of Feelings yesterday.And the feeling already disapeared today.

Do you know how does it feel when that someone who you love the most ,calls you with the nick name you wanted to hear coming from his lips for almost 4 months??.I am going through that feeling bloggy .the awesomest feeling ,it's uncompareable.Hope to hear more from him :).

Bored post ,i am sorry people will come with a topic soon :).

With love,
BU !!.

dear scientists ,please tell me weder this is true or not !.

FACT: Scientists have proven that human minds are linked with each other through neuron activities. So if you’re thinking of someone all day long, that person is probably thinking of you too.

tumblr :)

Hyee bloggy ,i am back again :) ,thought of posting about tumblr in blogger ;).Well ,currently i am too addicted to tumblr ,not to say that i don't love my bloggy ,i still have the same feeling for my bloggy but addicted to tumblr.Tumblr is being my drug ,it exactly tells the feelings that i had and going through.The exact thing that happend in my daily life ,it not like in Facebook ,where when you post something there will be someone from somewhere condemn about it.Tumblr ,let you express yourself freely ,without caring who condemn who :) ,cause every tumblrian had felt and feels the same way how you feel.You can know it when you view the times of the picture or text had been re-blogged :).

Every tumblr blog has it's own story.You wanna know about a person secretly?It will be the best decision if you visit their tumblr blog.It's all about feeling.If you're person who don't give priority to feelings ,you will never understand the feeling in that particular person's tumblr.

I started my tumblr blog around March and it has been nearly 2 and half month since i started to blog in there :) ,and currently i have 2,826 post and 82 followers !.And i love all of my followers ,and my post will reach 3000 by this week :DD.

Okaay bloggy ,gotta move ,gonna go out with mom ,will blog later okaay?.

And to those who want to view my tumblr ,you can find my tumblr link at my Linkesphere section :).

Tata.

the person that i look up to.

Heyy bloggy :) ,i know you won't miss me cuz i have been updating you almost everyday kaan?.Well Sir,went to India for some big project ,so there will be no classes for 10 days !.Gonna take full rest and update you everyday :DD..

Well ,let me speak to you about the title.There's this Kakak ,who i got to know from one of my cousin sister.Let's not talk about my cousin sister ,cause i love the Kakak that she introduced more than herself.Heeee !.

Her name is Kakak Sarah ,Chindian ,married to Indian :) ,and her husbands name is Gunarethnam ,and i call him Guna anne :).And although i am close to her and seek advice from her but i don't share secrets with her ,i just don't feel like sharing secrets with her now ,but i know one day i will.

Okaay ,let me tell about her more ,as what i think ,my admiration towards her and them being as couples :).She is not like any others Kakak's i have ,she is different in so many ways.The way she thinks ,speaks and the way she handles her problem.She is a person who has this Don't Care attitude.And this is the attitude that i liked in her the most :).She don't care about the person who don't care about her.

The advice she gives me ,sometimes i needed such advices in my life :) ,and right now i am following her advices ;) ,need to change myself to a matured woman ,but yet my immatured'ness is still being there :/ ,but being immatured is the only thing that make me happy and forget all the heartache i had/have and going through.My character will be the same ,and i think i should slightly change the way i think ;).Better than nothing.

She's  been married with Guna ne idk for how long :) ,but they are awesomest couple i have ever seen.They are married but they don't seem to be like husband wife ,they are like more to bestie's who are still dating.For a long time ,i really wanted that kinda relationship ,where no matter how worse you tease them they will still be there with you and vise versa.You date like couples who are newly get into relationship ,you talk like besties ,you fight like cats and dogs but at the end of the day you are still together.

Cute right?.Guna ne ,is a matured guy but Sarah ka ,not matured at all ,the way she thinks yeaah ,she is but the way she behaves - NOT AT ALL.And their advice is ,if there's trust there will be no problem with the relationship.Trust and Faith is really important :D.

They talk about everything to each other ,just about everything without any filtering ,with no hurt feeling ,i would say they have this mutual kinda thinking.

And they have this strange thing that i have with my boyfie ,he talks whatever she thinks.And i had that with him too :) ,and this happened for about Five times so far.It'll be like i will start thinking/typing the text and he will call me and start talking what ever i wanted to tell him.So there were less serious conversation between us ,whenever i think about a serious talk i want to have with him ,he will call me on that same time and reply all my Questions without me questioning him and because of this all the time there will be one way conversation.I ask him these Question through my mind and he will be answering about it through the conversations.Strange but True.And even the last conversation we had ,i really thought about it and he did answered it through the conversation.

Beautiful kan?

I supposed to be telling about Sarah ka and Guna ne ,but ended up telling about me and him. LOL.

I am not being jealous with both of them ,i just admire their relationship and the way they handle it :) ,a very beautiful one.It's hard to see such relationship nowadays.

I know ,i crapped alot in this post and i really don't know what i wrote.Sorry guys ,i am getting cuckoo day by day :pp.

Nites.

what normally girls think/wish for after a break - up?

Heyya bloggy bloggy ,i am flying high now ,right at this moment :) ,well it has nothing to do with the Title ,it's about my dreams ,my childhood wish ,dream ,it's nearing and let's hope it will happend in two weeks time okaay?And this wish and dream got nothing to do with our album release or music making ,well it gotta do with music but it's not about releasing our stuffs :) ,will surely share the moments with you if it comes true okaay?Loves.

Now ,back to the title ,well ,it's like very easy for some people to just call it off their relationship ,just like that ,without thinking how'd their gf/bf feel.And since imma girl who have been thru in this kinda situation ,i would like to share what a girl would wish/think after a break-up. ,in point form :).

1 - What am i gonna do with that imaginary life i am having with him now?
2 - The dreams ??
3 - To whom should i run ,if there's any problem?
4 - How am i gonna tell him that i miss him and i don't want him to love someone else?
5 - How about the Family that i am having with him in my Imaginary life.
6 - Why did he broke-up for a lame reason?
7 - Wishing that he was joking about the break-up and come back to me telling that it was just a Aprilfool Joke.
8 - What if i couldnt move on
9 - Will he ever forget me?
10 - What if he asked back those things that he gave to me !
11 - Will he ever think of coming back to me?
12 - Will he still remember things that we did together? ,the late night conversation ,teasing and tearing?
13 - How about the pre-planned things i wanted to do to/with him?
14 - How to make him understand that i need him in my life forever?
15 - I usually feel like ,slapping ,punching and Killing you ,but i won't show it.
16 - I hate everyone who is close to you cuz i couldn't.
17 - Was his promises were all lies?
18 - Why? ,why? ,why?
19 - Can i have him back?
20 - We start to hate couples and think that Love is all about Lies !

Errm ,i know this post is like tooo ,i mean very kiddish ,but who cares ,just felt like posting :).

No one knows the real reason of this post.Anyway guys ,please answer all this Questions before breaking-up with your girlfriend.It will be easy to ask for a break-up ,but it's not easy to go through it.It's like a dying slowly while feeling the pain of dying.It hurts extrimely you know. :'(

Last but not least ,

21 - Why is it that to start a relationship both the person should agree to it but to end the relationship only one person's decision is enough??

Bye !