Hai bloggy ,i am having a problem.A very big problem.I don't feel good ,depressed ,tensed and asdfghjkl kinda feeling with people.I just can't get along with them.I just wish how i was before getting into this new kinda character changing.Pretending not to hurt other's feelings but hurting yourself.Keeping idea's to yourself that will make yourself comfortable just because you don't want to hurt other's by saying NO.

Feeling insecure i guess.I can't live my life by my own in here by just giving priority to myself and feeling.I have everyone around me who is with their own dreams.How am i to get out from t his kinda feeling bloggy ?

How nice if there is a small place just for your own self.With a piano ,a puppy ,and plenty of foods ?Just that.So that you won't have the reason to hurt yourself and other's at the same time.

In need of time for me to understand LIFE and more chocolates.

Uff.

I want to bury my face in his chest ,taking in his familiar fragrance ,forgetting the cruel world for a little while.

I miss him being beside me :(.

Sometimes it's nobody's fault.Sometimes it's meant to happen.Sometimes it isn't.Sometimes you wake up tired.Sometimes you go to sleep wanting it all to be over.Sometimes you want to hold on to something that was never be there.Sometimes you want to give up on everything that was.Sometimes you are angry or hungry.Sometimes you are just happy.Sometimes it makes you cry.Sometimes giving up is the easier way out.Sometimes ita ll worth or not worth at all.

Okaay bloggy ,i crapped again as usual.I love you and i need to get a life with full freedom with whatever shit i want to do.Bye.