Think of what you want and stop thinking about what you don't want.Good things will happend. Quote by Kakak Sarah.
This is why everyone should need a person who thinks wisely and someone who can be a great advisor.A perfect quote on a half damaged situation.
20110627
AAAAAAAAARRRRGGGHHH ! i feel like screaming bloggy ,screaaaaaaaaaaaming loud till everyone's ears bleed ! ,when everything seems to be perfect ,there will be some shitty shit to spoil the perfecto'ness.Why does this happends?.
God ,please can you like stop sitting up there and continue watching all the idiotic drama's happening down here?.Why can't you just come down here and try helping those who need your help?.You know whats good and bad right? and you could help those who need good stuff to happend in their life lar kan?why can't you just help those who thinks about good stuff ,how long you want good people to suffer?.
Okaay i am sorry bloggy ,i crapped nonsense here as usual.I am so lost and wishing that the world will end soon.
Gonna tumblr'ing.
God ,please can you like stop sitting up there and continue watching all the idiotic drama's happening down here?.Why can't you just come down here and try helping those who need your help?.You know whats good and bad right? and you could help those who need good stuff to happend in their life lar kan?why can't you just help those who thinks about good stuff ,how long you want good people to suffer?.
Okaay i am sorry bloggy ,i crapped nonsense here as usual.I am so lost and wishing that the world will end soon.
Gonna tumblr'ing.
20110621
Well ,uh am having headache bloggy ,idk why ,come to find something on the net and thought of blogging :).Had two days full of rest and lazing around home ,gonna start back the same old routine from 2mrw ,hope everything goes well.went and check-out laptops yesterday ,i guess i will get a lappy for myself by end of this month.Weeee !.
Guy's who can cook are big #turnons ;).
Tata.
Guy's who can cook are big #turnons ;).
Tata.
20110620
I am so in love with my blog song *love love*.It's monday and i didn't go to Seremban class cuz am having piano class and i din practice a thing ,i mean my exam pieces :p and m gonna be so dead and i am not in the mood to practice ;D.Nvm ,still got nearly 2 months more to go :).Well.i love last minute preparations.
And from now on i have decided not to screw people in my blog ,i do feel bad screwing them but then someone need to tell them whatever they do is wrong right?.It's ones job to advice the other when they do wrong la kan?.It's okaay ,i guess the way that i am advicing them might be wrong kot ,well next time i won't screw them but will try to advice them in a polite manner.Is it okay if i advice them in a polite manner boyfie?.Hope you won't hack my blog and terminate the operation k?. :DDD.Will try not to screw people in my blog.
Might be going out for makan with Kakak sarah ,later after my class ,gonna eat something delicious ,yummy ,crunchy and something different ,and still no one knows what are we gonna have for lunch ;).Awesome uh.
Okaay ,bloggy time for me to go and get ready to class.
Much Love,
xoxo :)
And from now on i have decided not to screw people in my blog ,i do feel bad screwing them but then someone need to tell them whatever they do is wrong right?.It's ones job to advice the other when they do wrong la kan?.It's okaay ,i guess the way that i am advicing them might be wrong kot ,well next time i won't screw them but will try to advice them in a polite manner.Is it okay if i advice them in a polite manner boyfie?.Hope you won't hack my blog and terminate the operation k?. :DDD.Will try not to screw people in my blog.
Might be going out for makan with Kakak sarah ,later after my class ,gonna eat something delicious ,yummy ,crunchy and something different ,and still no one knows what are we gonna have for lunch ;).Awesome uh.
Okaay ,bloggy time for me to go and get ready to class.
Much Love,
xoxo :)
20110619
20110618
weekends.
Heeee ! ,afternoon bloggy ,as usual woke up around 7 am ,lazied on the bed for 30 minutes ,dreaming about my future.It was a beautiful one.Jeng ! ,i would be lucky if i could make my dreams to come true.Well,it will.One day.
Got up around 7.30 and got ready for theory class ,haiz Grade 6 theory is like making me nerd and giving me little headache and lotsa explanation.The only reason i took up music is one ,it's different than any other subject ,its a language where not everyone knows ,two ,you dun need to crack your head but theory especially the history part makes me go *-*.hope i can score well in theory exam and my practical exam is in August ,in a hotel but this time it's in a different hotel ,near to my place ,might go there alone else with sister ,gonna go whack the food's there after exam :DD ,thats what we always do after each practical exam :pp.
It's weekends already ,doing nothing for this Saturday ,might go jusco later to buy some stuffs and Mcd for lunch :pp.Then have some rest and go for yoga class.What a boring weekend !.Haaaiz.
Times ,days and everything moving so slowly bloggy ,the thing i don't like the most.I want busy days and pocket full of money ,so that i can't spend all the money to travel ,for foods and drink ,clothes ,gadgets and party :p.but guess ,i gotta work damn hard to be so.I will.
What a boringful post i am posting ,okaay blog ,i am going now will post a nice post soon k?hugs.
I wanna play waterbaloons ,Anyone wanna join? :D
Got up around 7.30 and got ready for theory class ,haiz Grade 6 theory is like making me nerd and giving me little headache and lotsa explanation.The only reason i took up music is one ,it's different than any other subject ,its a language where not everyone knows ,two ,you dun need to crack your head but theory especially the history part makes me go *-*.hope i can score well in theory exam and my practical exam is in August ,in a hotel but this time it's in a different hotel ,near to my place ,might go there alone else with sister ,gonna go whack the food's there after exam :DD ,thats what we always do after each practical exam :pp.
It's weekends already ,doing nothing for this Saturday ,might go jusco later to buy some stuffs and Mcd for lunch :pp.Then have some rest and go for yoga class.What a boring weekend !.Haaaiz.
Times ,days and everything moving so slowly bloggy ,the thing i don't like the most.I want busy days and pocket full of money ,so that i can't spend all the money to travel ,for foods and drink ,clothes ,gadgets and party :p.but guess ,i gotta work damn hard to be so.I will.
What a boringful post i am posting ,okaay blog ,i am going now will post a nice post soon k?hugs.
I wanna play waterbaloons ,Anyone wanna join? :D
20110616
Bloggy bloggy :D ,after nearly 3 weeks ,touched my piano today ,i really missed my piano ,and know what !, i felt as though my soul is getting into my lifeless body *weird duh*.and finally chopped of my nail ,it was long ,and had to cut it off.One of the biggest sacrifice a pianist should do is not to have a long fingernails.I am not a fan of having long fingernail thought ,but sometimes i do feel like having long fingernail with bright colour nail polish ,but haaaiz ;'(.
Started with my normal life routine this week ,classes ,classes and classes.That same old KTM stations ,and that same old indian stall food ;'/.And we are getting bored of that food.Must go and try nearby stalls.
Currently craving for Mcd ,but no cash in my pocket now.What a pitiful situation :O !.Gonna eat everything except for indian food.this will be my mission untill next month ,i guess. ;).
Having fun in the train ,there a some interesting stories to share with you guys ,waiting till i get my lappy.Then ,hehehe ,will be online'ing till late night ;) *jing chak*.
I missed tumblr'ing ,blogging and twittering so much la.Lappy here i come.
Reminder to self - don't forget to buy snacks to eat :).My stomach making sound all the time bloggy ,my eating pattern changed ,eating alot and as usual i lost weight after coming back from India.Should start controlling my eating from now on.
Okaay bloggy ,will catch you soon ,gonna have my lunch and off to piano class ,gonna meet my teacher after 3 weeks. :).Got lotsa stories to share with her.
And it has been months since i met him :'(.
Nu ,i am seriously missing you.
Tata.
Started with my normal life routine this week ,classes ,classes and classes.That same old KTM stations ,and that same old indian stall food ;'/.And we are getting bored of that food.Must go and try nearby stalls.
Currently craving for Mcd ,but no cash in my pocket now.What a pitiful situation :O !.Gonna eat everything except for indian food.this will be my mission untill next month ,i guess. ;).
Having fun in the train ,there a some interesting stories to share with you guys ,waiting till i get my lappy.Then ,hehehe ,will be online'ing till late night ;) *jing chak*.
I missed tumblr'ing ,blogging and twittering so much la.Lappy here i come.
Reminder to self - don't forget to buy snacks to eat :).My stomach making sound all the time bloggy ,my eating pattern changed ,eating alot and as usual i lost weight after coming back from India.Should start controlling my eating from now on.
Okaay bloggy ,will catch you soon ,gonna have my lunch and off to piano class ,gonna meet my teacher after 3 weeks. :).Got lotsa stories to share with her.
And it has been months since i met him :'(.
Nu ,i am seriously missing you.
Tata.
20110614
;'(
I want beats by Dr Dre headphones and it's damn expensive !.whhhhhy whhhhhhy whhhhhy .Heartbroken duuuh :/.
you don't have any rights to talk about LOVE .
Again it's time to screw about a person in my blog !.Most of you guys might know the person who am i gonna screw this time.
Well ,my first question ,what kinda girl you are? ,do you really have dignity ,self respect and do you respect your parents feeling?.Being in love doesn't mean it's only about you ,it includes your family and friends too.
You came to us when he screwed you with bad words ,when he didn't treat you right.And you want all of us when you were down ,just to F'ing cheer you up?.Do you know one thing ? ,dogs are far more way better than you la.They will be gratefull even if you feed them food just once ,but you?.
I would have been happy for you ,if you coupled up with a guy who respect girls ,but not a jerk ,player who always screw girls with bad words.What kinda life you gonna live with that kinda person?.Once ,he dumped you for another girl ,and you still went back to him? ,Where will you go if he dump you again ,since you ignored those who cared for you?.Come back to us again? ,do we look like idiots ,consoling you all the time you have problem?.Girl ,we have life and problems too ,don't expect us to cry with you whenever you have problem with your jerkish boyfie.
You inboxed me telling that when you had us ,you lost him and now when you having him ,you lost us.Remember one thing dae ,You had good things ,when you lost him and now ,you are having and u lost all the good things you had.I really wanted to help you but then since you are not gonna move on and keep going back to the rubbish ,i can't help ,no matter what explanation you give a jerk will still be a jerk.
If your guy really loved you ,he won't be screwing the person who you really cared and think her as your so-called-own-sister.And you won't be keeping your mouth shut if someone screw your own loved ones if you really loved them right?.All you did was just kept quite and unfriend her?.Cheap love eh?.
And after questioning you ,you blocked me?.
Hmmm ,your boyfie once told me that you're not the kinda girl that i am thinking ,and i will know it when you show the true colour and i guess what he told was right ,like he said to you once ,you are a UNGRATEFUL b****.You showed everyone the true colour.
God will never bless you dae ,don't get peoples cursing ,especially your parents.
You will know who were true to you ,who really loved you dae.
Be thankful and live with some self respect. :).
Well ,my first question ,what kinda girl you are? ,do you really have dignity ,self respect and do you respect your parents feeling?.Being in love doesn't mean it's only about you ,it includes your family and friends too.
You came to us when he screwed you with bad words ,when he didn't treat you right.And you want all of us when you were down ,just to F'ing cheer you up?.Do you know one thing ? ,dogs are far more way better than you la.They will be gratefull even if you feed them food just once ,but you?.
I would have been happy for you ,if you coupled up with a guy who respect girls ,but not a jerk ,player who always screw girls with bad words.What kinda life you gonna live with that kinda person?.Once ,he dumped you for another girl ,and you still went back to him? ,Where will you go if he dump you again ,since you ignored those who cared for you?.Come back to us again? ,do we look like idiots ,consoling you all the time you have problem?.Girl ,we have life and problems too ,don't expect us to cry with you whenever you have problem with your jerkish boyfie.
You inboxed me telling that when you had us ,you lost him and now when you having him ,you lost us.Remember one thing dae ,You had good things ,when you lost him and now ,you are having and u lost all the good things you had.I really wanted to help you but then since you are not gonna move on and keep going back to the rubbish ,i can't help ,no matter what explanation you give a jerk will still be a jerk.
If your guy really loved you ,he won't be screwing the person who you really cared and think her as your so-called-own-sister.And you won't be keeping your mouth shut if someone screw your own loved ones if you really loved them right?.All you did was just kept quite and unfriend her?.Cheap love eh?.
And after questioning you ,you blocked me?.
Hmmm ,your boyfie once told me that you're not the kinda girl that i am thinking ,and i will know it when you show the true colour and i guess what he told was right ,like he said to you once ,you are a UNGRATEFUL b****.You showed everyone the true colour.
God will never bless you dae ,don't get peoples cursing ,especially your parents.
You will know who were true to you ,who really loved you dae.
Be thankful and live with some self respect. :).
20110607
finally ;)
Yeaaaaaay ! ,i am back at last :D.
How you doing bloggy? ,i missed you alot ,that freaking SEVENTEEN days was like ,urrrm hell + heaven.It was a okaay okaay kinda vacation.Nothing to get excited about.I had fun but then theres nothing having fun like in your own place kan?.I missed Malaysia ,my house and my room so damn much.My bolster ,my hidden chocolates ,my besties teddy bear ,late night fb convo with Pavinaa,Vinod and Ruby ,missed Dashin ,Sarini and Dila like HELL ! ,tumblr-ing and last but not least once in a while phone conversation with him.Despite all this missing i had good news for myself ;DD.Awesomeee ka? Yeay yeay !.But i am thinking of keeping it secret untill ,the good news worked out.
Jeng jeng ,now lemme story you about my days in INDIA !.
Actually i am too tired and sleepy ,and not really in the mood to story ,somehow i will try to update things that made me smile okaay?.
First ,visit to village.Although the weather was hot and i were hating the heat ,this village made me smile and ended in laughing ;).Ofcourse the foooooood ! :DD ,had chicken ,mutton ,chicken ,mutton ,chicken ,mutton then fish ,prawn ,prawn then mutton !.
I guess people will never let me to be vegetarian kot.Well food was awesome ,the thing is i have been eating idli ,thosai ,puri ,chappati ,briyani and rice everyday ;'(.I missed Malaysian food very badly.So had nasi lemak sotong for breakfast today ,and seafood for dinner.Food is one of the reason why i love Malaysia.
Back to village ,had fun with the kids ,loved the way the speak ,their high pitched voice ,and their freedom.Even we ,people who live in big cities don't have that much of freedom.Those granny's wearing saree without blouse ,hot old chick's :p.Uncles climbing coconut tree's.The way the wife call her man ,YO !.It's deffinitely different ;DD.
And one of my granny's friend told that we look like Western chicka's and another one told her to leave one of us in their village :pp.Thank god ,i didn't stay there for a long time ,else sure they would have kidnapped one of us :pp.Perasaan sungguh aku ;).
Then the second place that made me smile :).Auroville in Pondicherry.It's a place for people who is not a fanatic of religion ,caste ,status ,education ,skin colour and everything.A place where every human is treated as humans !!.Awesome place right?.Auroville doesn't belong to someone in particular ,it belongs to the whole humanity.In the middle of a plan to join this charity ,well not now.Still got time ,lemme save something for my future ,i will join auroville if i am stable ,i will use half of my earning each month for those who needed.Pity them ,they need a good life too right ?.For futher info visit : www.auroville.org
The third place ,Vivekanandha's ashramam in Kanyakumari.Well Kanyakumari itself one awesome place.The ashramam ,is a WOW factor.Amazing.It's a best place to meditate ,the cool breeze ,the quite place ,thie sound of the wave.If they wanted to sell the ashramam ,i will be the first one to buy it :pp.It's a best place to find for inspiration for your songs :).Then saw sun rise in Kanyakumari itself :).It's a blessing.
Then the fourth , Mr.Anand's studio.He is a sound engineer for one India music director ,went to his studio to master our song :).Nice ,kind man and very talented too.I admired and adored the way he played guitar.This is how i would like to explain the way he played the guitar : His fingers were seducing the guitar.Yepp ,that's how he played the guitar.I melted.And the good news is ,he will be in Malaysia soon ,for some project i guess ,gonna torture him to teach me to play guitar :).I know ,i can't be him ,but atleast i can try right?.
Then the last place that made me smile :) .Olai chuvadi astrology.Yepp ,it's about your fate written thousands years ago by a Saint ,that's what we Indian's believe.Well ,i believe in two things 1 - dreams and 2 - fate.But how'd you feel if your dreams were fated ?.Yepp ,my dreams were fated.The olai chuvadi reading were exactly as how i wanted to live ,my dreams ,my guy and every single thing.It's like my dreams gonna come true.The high life that i wanted to live ,the freedom that i want were already fated by a saint that don't even know i will exist on this earth. :).Gonna live a happy life ;).
I have rounded the whole of Tamil Nadu ,and only this FIVE places made me smile :))) ,the places that i didn't mention here made me teared ,well i did teared for one temple ,i couldnt stand the way the manage the temple ,the way they treat the devotees :/ ,will story about it in my next post.The other face of india :).
India is unique but not the peoples !.
Tata.
How you doing bloggy? ,i missed you alot ,that freaking SEVENTEEN days was like ,urrrm hell + heaven.It was a okaay okaay kinda vacation.Nothing to get excited about.I had fun but then theres nothing having fun like in your own place kan?.I missed Malaysia ,my house and my room so damn much.My bolster ,my hidden chocolates ,my besties teddy bear ,late night fb convo with Pavinaa,Vinod and Ruby ,missed Dashin ,Sarini and Dila like HELL ! ,tumblr-ing and last but not least once in a while phone conversation with him.Despite all this missing i had good news for myself ;DD.Awesomeee ka? Yeay yeay !.But i am thinking of keeping it secret untill ,the good news worked out.
Jeng jeng ,now lemme story you about my days in INDIA !.
Actually i am too tired and sleepy ,and not really in the mood to story ,somehow i will try to update things that made me smile okaay?.
First ,visit to village.Although the weather was hot and i were hating the heat ,this village made me smile and ended in laughing ;).Ofcourse the foooooood ! :DD ,had chicken ,mutton ,chicken ,mutton ,chicken ,mutton then fish ,prawn ,prawn then mutton !.
I guess people will never let me to be vegetarian kot.Well food was awesome ,the thing is i have been eating idli ,thosai ,puri ,chappati ,briyani and rice everyday ;'(.I missed Malaysian food very badly.So had nasi lemak sotong for breakfast today ,and seafood for dinner.Food is one of the reason why i love Malaysia.
Back to village ,had fun with the kids ,loved the way the speak ,their high pitched voice ,and their freedom.Even we ,people who live in big cities don't have that much of freedom.Those granny's wearing saree without blouse ,hot old chick's :p.Uncles climbing coconut tree's.The way the wife call her man ,YO !.It's deffinitely different ;DD.
And one of my granny's friend told that we look like Western chicka's and another one told her to leave one of us in their village :pp.Thank god ,i didn't stay there for a long time ,else sure they would have kidnapped one of us :pp.Perasaan sungguh aku ;).
Then the second place that made me smile :).Auroville in Pondicherry.It's a place for people who is not a fanatic of religion ,caste ,status ,education ,skin colour and everything.A place where every human is treated as humans !!.Awesome place right?.Auroville doesn't belong to someone in particular ,it belongs to the whole humanity.In the middle of a plan to join this charity ,well not now.Still got time ,lemme save something for my future ,i will join auroville if i am stable ,i will use half of my earning each month for those who needed.Pity them ,they need a good life too right ?.For futher info visit : www.auroville.org
The third place ,Vivekanandha's ashramam in Kanyakumari.Well Kanyakumari itself one awesome place.The ashramam ,is a WOW factor.Amazing.It's a best place to meditate ,the cool breeze ,the quite place ,thie sound of the wave.If they wanted to sell the ashramam ,i will be the first one to buy it :pp.It's a best place to find for inspiration for your songs :).Then saw sun rise in Kanyakumari itself :).It's a blessing.
Then the fourth , Mr.Anand's studio.He is a sound engineer for one India music director ,went to his studio to master our song :).Nice ,kind man and very talented too.I admired and adored the way he played guitar.This is how i would like to explain the way he played the guitar : His fingers were seducing the guitar.Yepp ,that's how he played the guitar.I melted.And the good news is ,he will be in Malaysia soon ,for some project i guess ,gonna torture him to teach me to play guitar :).I know ,i can't be him ,but atleast i can try right?.
Then the last place that made me smile :) .Olai chuvadi astrology.Yepp ,it's about your fate written thousands years ago by a Saint ,that's what we Indian's believe.Well ,i believe in two things 1 - dreams and 2 - fate.But how'd you feel if your dreams were fated ?.Yepp ,my dreams were fated.The olai chuvadi reading were exactly as how i wanted to live ,my dreams ,my guy and every single thing.It's like my dreams gonna come true.The high life that i wanted to live ,the freedom that i want were already fated by a saint that don't even know i will exist on this earth. :).Gonna live a happy life ;).
I have rounded the whole of Tamil Nadu ,and only this FIVE places made me smile :))) ,the places that i didn't mention here made me teared ,well i did teared for one temple ,i couldnt stand the way the manage the temple ,the way they treat the devotees :/ ,will story about it in my next post.The other face of india :).
India is unique but not the peoples !.
Tata.
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