20110322

ninth day c h a l l e n g e.

Two smiley's that describe my Life right now !!

1 . :DDDDDD
2 . :'(

Equally happy and sad.Being sad in the sense of : Frustrated ,Worrying ,Angry ,Dissapointed !.And happy cuz i am Happy  ;).

Luv ya'll

Tata.

20110321

eighth day c h a l l e n g e

Three turn-on's :D.

1 .Guys who plays guitar and who knows how to cook.
2 .Foods.
3 .Music.

20110320

sevent day c h a l l e n g e.

Four turn-off's ;)

1 .People who smells bad.
2 .People who don't know hoew to behave in public.
3 .People who discriminate others.
4 .People who don't appreciate Love.

Totally ,i hate humans.How awesome is that :).

guys ,open your eyes like goldfish and read this :)).

20110319

Let's be super bad ,cuz when yourself be good ,people will always take you for granted.All the good things that you did for them will always be Forgotten !!.

Let's be bad.

sixth day c h a l l e n g e.

Five person who meant alot to me [in no orded or whatsoever].

-boyfie- : Yeeep ,i know and understand that everyone has someone very special to them ,not a friend or best friend ,but someone more than a friend ,it's like soulmates !.And i know that you guys ,my lovely stalkers know that i have that special someone too.He is like a full package guy that every girl need ,you know?.A good friend ,great advisor ,a caring person ,sometimes he can behave like a strict daddy ;) ,and advices you like a mommy ,and yeah i do run to him always.Altough ,he can't be there on the right time i need him ,but he has  always been there.You know girls you need to go through few Mr Wrongs to find that one Mr Right.Hoping that i already found my Mr Right.

p/s : i know i have been talking about mi amore alot.

-muthu kumar- : My bestest friend ,i didn't mention him in my first challenge ,so that i can mention him here .I knew him from Friendster ,first day chat itself was like i have known him decades.We fought on the first chat itself ,you know friendly fight? ,he is like my twin bro ,he born exactly 10 day's before me :).A lovely ugly buffalo of mine.He is too too busy till can't even reply my text.I hate you for that pig ,but yet i love you.Miss fighting with you.He used to play keyboard for me every night before letting me to sleep.All A.R.Rahman song's :) ,and we use to hang on the phone late at night.I still remember ,i went and asked him to write a poem for my dad on his birthday ;).A twin brother from another Mother !!.I Love You dumbo :).

-my grandfather- : He is an awesome man ,i have told about him in my previous post ! ,i still look up on him :).A person who don't care about anything.A person who let life go with the flow  ,a person who don't worry much.I learned about Life through him ;).I miss you tata.Bless me from Heaven.

-GOD- : Thanks for everything ,without you i am nowhere.Be with me always.

-my unseen guardian angel- :Sometimes ,without you realizing ,the things that you thought wanted to happend will happen with out you working hard on it kaan?And there are times ,where you will get saved from some troublesome.Idk ,who help us to do it ,make our dream to come true and save us but all i think is that there's a guardian angel for us ,who protects ,helps and help us to make our dreams come true.If there's no guardian angel then life is nothing.It's totalie a ZERO !!.And i wish my guardian angel will always be with me now and forever.

Well ,this people are really meant alot in my Life ,now and in the future.

I have an imaginary Life too ;).

Will story about it in my next post ,may be later at night.

Luv ya'll.

fifth day c h a l l e n g e.

Aiyoo aiyoo ,i know i have been skipping my days to complete my challenge ,since i am too busy ,i really gotta rush bloggy ,i can elaborate my points and will it in point forms okaay? ily.

Six things ,i wish i'd never done.

There are lotsa things i wish i'd never done but then ,i will choose the most important ones.

1 .Cared for people too much.
2 .Broken promises.
3 .Believed people's word.
4 .Didn't saved enough money when i were young. ;(
5 .Should have stopped being Lazy.
6 .This is the thing that i regret the most in my Life ; Shouldn't have told about my ex to my dad ,before knowing the jerky things he was doing behind my back.

Sixth day challenge on board ;).

sooo true.with experience ;)

20110317

Hahahahaha !!.

aaaww !!.

fourth day c h a l l e n g e.

Seven things that always cross my mind.

Well i am not in the mood to elaborate ,i will leave it in point form.

1 .Why people being so FUCKED UP !!.
2 .What i should do ,if there's tsunami and earthquake attack in my place and i lost all my LOVED ONE's.
3 .My future.
4 .Money.
5 .Life.
6 .Why do people love to judge others?.
7 .Why do we need to worry about sooooo many things when we die ,we are not gonna bring them with us??

20110316

Fucked Up people !!.

You needed me ,when you had problem with your boyfriend ,you needed me whenever you had problem.And now when things are going perfectly ,you are blaming myself being Selfish and Heartless?

Even last week you told me that you're not having a peaceful relationship life and you wanna go for a break-up.Why did you told that to me?.Because i have been supportive all this while right?.You told me everything that happend between you and your boyfriend ,the words that he threw at you.The way he treated you and you cried infront of me each and everyday !!.How can i not to hate him when he did all this to you?.And suddenly forgive him and accept him back?

I won't have fake love and likings towards people.How can you change your mind and like that particular person just like that??.

We are not monkey's ,to jump from tree to another tree.We are civilized.We should make our mind ,we can't just like that one person ,just like that.My instinct didn't give me the right opinion about him and i don't know why.But then i didn't ruin your relationship what?.

If i am being so heartless and selfish i wouldnt have brought you out to meet him.

So does that mean you used me up all this while?.

Wei ,you are someone i love ,i care alot about you ,i hate it when people talk bad about you.I still remember what ever he said to you ,and ask me about one of your ex.He called you a bitch.

And i am doubting ,how on earth ,a girl with dignity will continue her relationship with a guy ,no matter how deep her love is with him when her guy ,who should be respecting her all this while called her ''BITCH''.

One ,you are agree'ing that you're a bitch.
Two ,you don't have self respect and dignity.

So ,what you're?.

You told me i am being selfish. Do you know that ,my ex told something bad about you ,and the main reason of our break-up is ,cuz he talked bad about you.If i were a selfish ,i should've choosed him over you right?.On the spot ,i asked for a break-up.

And what you did when your boyfriend told you that i am being rude??.You came and screwed me ,for not respecting him??.

Now ,who is selfish?.

And don't think i have forgotten everything that you've said to me when we had a big fight last year on the same time.I do remember ,things that you've said to me.

And ,please ,next time if you had any problems with your boyfriend ,don't come to me .Cuz you know :

I am a Selfish and Heartless person. ;).

Fuck you !!.

20110314

You need to get through a few Mr Wrongs to find Mr Right.

third day c h a l l e n g e !!

Eight ways to win my heart.

Take note of this post people ;)

1. Think differently - Well i am a person who loves to think differently ,cuz when people think differently ,we tend to get more different idea's from them ,till now i haven't find anyone so.

2.Being good and not the other way round - Someone who is good ,who can be true to themselves and to the people around them.The one who don't bring any harm to others.

3.Talented - I admire and adore those talented people ,not as in smart ,educated ,having good job and earn lotsa money.I don't consider it as talented.Talented as in ,you have something that not everyone can do. ;).

4.Laughter is the best medicine - A person with good sense of humor ,the one who can make anyone laugh like a mad person without hurting anyone's feeling.Sometime's joke's might hurt people's feeling.

5.Talkative - Can you talk to me for hours without getting myself bored?.Buzz me on my MSN : komlash@hotmail.com .

6.Love me alot - Love me like it's no body's business.I love it if people say they Love Me :)) !!

7.Surprises - I Love surprises ,but till now ,i didn't had any surprises.Surprise me if you wanna win my heart.

8.Hate Sacarsm - Being sacrastic hurts people feeling ,so do mine.So , if sacarsm is your language then just
kindly GTFO !!.

Ready to win my heart?? ;).

20110313

second day c h a l l e n g e .

Nine things about myself.

This will be the hardest part of this 10 day challenge. *jeng jeng*.

1.Music as my bestie.

Music has been my best friend since eerrrm ,the day i started to listen to songs??.And since the day i enrolled into learning Piano and planned my future by doing something in Music.I believe that God is in the form of Music.You know ,you will some kinda satisfied feeling when you listen to a music/songs.You wont even get the feeling by getting advice from others.Agree?.So ,there's no life ,if theres no Music.You need music everywhere ,even when your in the toilet man. ;)

2.Respect.

Well ,in this case ,since young I have been taught to R E S P E C T people for their age.But as i grow up and saw while analysing human behaviour.Some people don't act according to their age.So ,i started to respect people not by their age but according to their behaviour.Being matured and immatured is no included. :).

3.In love with L O V E.

I really love - love.No matter it's between family and friends or with that special someone.Love is really beautiful ,the pain that it gives you ,the missings and everything ,the care you have for them ,being over protective over them.Love everyone ,don't regret when things changed.Love till you die. (:.

4.Food.

The most common topic ,when i am talking to anyone.I love food ,i just can whack anything that is given.As i told you ,i am slowly changing myself into a vegetarian ,less chicken's and less mutton's already.Living a healthy lifestyle.A person who loves food ,suddenly changing herself into a vegetarian.It's really haaaaaard duh !! -.- .

5.Hardworking (according to my mom).

Well ,as i know about myself ,i am not that much of a hardworker.I do and finish up the given task on time ,but the thing is i do it slowly and patiently.But idk why my mom said so.Sometimes other's know more about us. :).

6.Allergic to jerk's.

You turn everywhere ,the are always jerk's who loves to play with people's feeling.Duh ,Lifeless dumb's.I respect decent guy's. ;).

7.Religious.

I pray and i do believe in God.He gives us the best. :).He the only Guy i respect. (:.

8.Books.

I Love reading ,i read everywhere ,when on the bed ,after waking up ,in the toilet ,while travelling and even while Facebook'ing ,Blogging and Tumblr'ing.I am jus too addicted in reading.Reading is a good habit kaan. :).

Lastly ,

9.Learn new things.

Yepp ,i do love to learn new things ,like a new language or new skill.You don't have to be young to learn something new.As ,i have told all of you before ,i don't plan stuff's ,i will just let it go with the flow.

Done with the Second day challenge !!.

Moving to Third day challenge. (:

20110312

first day c h a l l e n g e !!

First day challenge was to write ten things i would like to say to ten different people ,so here it goes.

First on my list is ,

Nanthini Muniappan - bestie since primary school.

Dae machi ,as long as i could remember we have been friend for 15 years.Waaaah ,we have come thru a long journey of friendship kan dae?an awesome one ;) !.I couldn't recollect all those moment and memories that we shared ,but i do still remember some and one of it is a conversation when we were in Form 4 ,if i am not mistaken.We were talking about how our friendship will be after Form 5 ,and you were telling me about your sister's friends ,where they lost touch after SPM ,and you were worried if the same thing will happen between us ,remember??.But see now ,nothing has changed ,but something has changed dae ,like ,not meeting up every morning when we were in school ,recess time ,whenever there's no teacher  and our hang-out-at-the-toilet time..But that doesn't mean the love that we had between us has decreased dae ,it's growing little day by day with our our realization.Haiz ,i am missing you and those moments we shared together dae ,seriously.And don't worry machi ,i will be chitti for your kids and you will be perimma for my kids ,and let our kids share the friendship that we're sharing. :) .imy piggo.

Secondly ,

Eshwaar Muniyandy - one of my bestest pet brother.

Dae piggyfied brother ,in very less time we became too close ,it's like i have known you for a long period kaan?.You are not my blood brother but you already know that i have accepted you as my another blood brother.It's still a miracle of how i accepted you so ,cuz there's a big secreto story behind the miracle of accepting you as my pet bro.LOL.I don't think so i have told you about this before ,but let me reveal it publically today ;).The first time i saw was not last year ,it was 4 years ago ,when we had house warming ceremony .When i saw you first i didn't knew that you were Muniyandy uncle's son ,but the next day ,whey you guys came to our house for breakfast ,your daddy introduced your family to us and that's how i knew that you were Muniyandy uncles son.You were a little taler than me that time.When i first saw you ,i hated you ,cuz you were touching my piano and left some scratches on it ,i have told about it to ash ,but not to my parents ,lucky you ;p.Then after few year ,which was last year ,dad told us that Muniyandy uncle's son  is coming to our place to stay and work here ,to earn some money to pay for his studies.And my dad was like being so kepochi ,always talking about good things about you dae ,like you are smart ,brilliant ,and bla bla ,but when the next day dad intro'ed you ,you didn't impressed me at all ,the only thing that remind me about you is the piano scratches.And i know ,i didn't bother you at all ,even my way of  smiling at you also was like ''duh -why - on - earth - should - i - smile - to - him'' ,and i know you realized it kaan?.But as time passed ,things changed ,the one who hated you started to like you and it grew into siblingsly love ,an unlimited siblingsly love ,i turn up to you whenever i have problems ,you know when i am down and when i am in extrimely happy mood ,you are such an awesomazing brother.Don't worry about what other's have said about our relationship da,we know about us ,god knows about us ,and all of us know about the person who talked bad about our siblingsly relationship kan adiik? ,why care about others when we're being strong in our relationship?.No matter what happend ,i will be there for you as a sister ,and a mcflurry eating partner ;). ily adiik.

Third ,

Mrs.Cheah Peck Ying - my god mother ,my wonderful piano teacher.

It has been nearly a year since i get to know you and since i started to learn piano with you.You are an awesome teacher ,a great advisor and an amazing food provider.We have exchanged alot of stories and life expriences.Esp ; about MALE species.The reason of myself stating you as my god mother is because ,i am more closer to you than being close to my mom ,i don't share my experiences and interesting stories that i have told you to my mom ,you know about my boyfie ,my interest and everything that i can't and couldn't tell my mom ,so you're a god - sent - mom ,my god mother.Don't worry teacher ,i will practice my piano exam pieces well and will make you proud with the results ,and don't forget the outing planning ,we gotta go to so many places and behave like cuckoo's ;).ily teacher.

Fourth ,

Kaneshwaran Paramalingam - my busiest boyfie.

I am just waiting for your four months project work to end ,i miss you so much ,like hell + hell ,heaven + heaven and heaven + hell ,which means this feeling of missing you is undescribable.Haiz .I couldn't say anything publically lar Nu.But all i could say is ,you are the bestest boyfie that every girl should own ,but sorry chicka's i owned him ;).A love which don't have the exact anniversary date :) ,how awesome !! ,who cares with the date ,i have you ,you have me and we have the Love and nothing matters if there's Love <3.I have tortured you alot before accepting your proposal ,i have always wanted to say sorry for it ,but always forgets.I guess this will be the right time to ask for appologies.Sorry sayang :)).The thing that i admire most in you is when we fight for who - love - who - more ,but hey ,you know what i love you more :pp ,and don't fight back okaay.Just can't wait to meet you lar Nu ,wanna so many things together.Faster come back !! :)You ar my Lion King. iloveyoumore amore.

Next in line is ,

Dashinthiran Kunasegaran - my first ever -.-'fied piggy pet brother.

Dashin ,you still my first ever pet bro ,but then ,there are something that i don't like about ,i have told you about it before ,but still you are not listening ,people advice you for your own good dae.I hate it whenever i fight with you dae ,i think we had lotsa arguments ,but still you are not realizing of you bad deeds.SPM this year ,study well ,it's not about studying hard ,it's too late for you to study hard ,now it's all about studying smart.So ,study smart :). i sayang you.

Sixth ,

Anand Zero Defect - my pet bro who will be my next birth Johnny Depp ;).

Hyeee Anand sayang ,thanks for being my pet brother ,emo'ing partner and the person who shares every emotions with me and the one who has the equal interest in music as mine :).Nuwadays ,lotsa things has changed betweens us dae kaan?Less chat ,no phone calls and texts ,i miss your voice bunny :).i miss you.

Seventh  ,

Sarini Vijayan - cutest and adorable pet sister :DD.

Sarini sarini ,most of our memories are shared thru FB and MSN ,so we have never had any heart to heart conversation ,you're cute ,your voice is cute ,and everything about you is CUTE.So for now as a pet sister all i could tell you is ,study smart cuz your time of stying hard is already gone ,SPM will be in 9 months time ,all you can do is stdy smart ,I know you can do it.And i gotta new nick for you dae .Smart Sarini ,sounds chun? .Hope to meet you asap dae ,imy and ily alot.Waiting for your exam to finish ,so that we can spend more time by online'ing and meeting up.God bless you dae. i sayang you.

Next ,

Dilashine Chelvan - another cuckoo'est ,cutest and adorable pet sister.

I love you Dila ,that's all i can tell you now ,cuz till now ,we have never had any serious talk.So idk what i should tell you in here.So more serious talk should be in the list between us. :). i sayang you.

Ninth ,

Shalini Sherlin - clone of myself with different look and height :pp.

We knew each other last year ,and found our we have everything similar ,our love towards food ,our thinking ,our cracko'ness and everything dae.We had lotsa heart to heart conversation ,but i am not gonna reveal it in here ,cuz this is very very public.So shalini ,don't worry about the things that happening to you now.It's for your own experience.We will only know about life when we face difficulty ,hurting and etc etc.There is no life without any struggle.Getting hurt will make yourself to be strong dae.And i will be there for you no matter what okaay?. i sayang you.

The last but not the least ,

Pavina Anjali - the cutie pie.

Pavina ,we get close to each other few weeks ago and you know why and how.And i really don't have any words to console you dae .The same advice i told Shalini goes to you.Keep moving on ,don't let others to treat you like a dog dae.Don;t have the habit of begging.You're the boss no matter what okaay?Just let go those scums that's not worth for you.They don't deserve to be with you and in your life.Treat everything as life experience dae okaay. :). i sayang you.

Finally ,i have done with my First day challenge ,now waiting for Secong day challenge.Nine things about myself?Uhuh ,the thoughest part of the challenge i guess.Gotta think about 9 things of myself. ;)

End of day one !!.

20110308

taking the challenge.

This will be my first time taking a Blogging challenge ,well let's see how long i can stay with the challenge.Dear Komlashni  ,don't give up !!

Day One:Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

Will be starting from 2mrw.

20110305

Heeeeeeeeeeey bloggy ,i know you're like totalie pist with me ,for not entertaining you like how i used to ,i am really really sorry yaah.Forgive me !!.It had been damn hectic week for me ,so delayed in updating.Please understand me.Lover's need more understanding betwen them than Love ,so please understand me.And let's get to my weekday's update.

It's already third month of the year ,Haish.Why does time need to run too fast?.Grrrr.But i just can't wait to see how the future gonna be with me :).Hope it's awesomazing ;).

Well let me update you with my daily routine from the beginning of this month till today 04.03.2011.

1st March

I would consider this day as one of the most important day of my life.It was exactly last year where something good started and something bad ended.This was the exact date my boyfie inbox'ed me to my Facebook ,and this was the exact date i found my ex's dirty little secret's ;).It's was a turning point situation at that time ;D.Was going through hell lotsa problem ,well for a girl ,the biggest problem is HER BOYFRIEND !! ,but thank god ,NOT ANYMORE :).Bless us God.Adding into the list ,i owned a new phone on this exact date this year ,it's Nokia E72 ,awesome phone but with stupid game -.-.Gotta download games.Jing chak ,asap !.

2nd March

It was shivarathri day ,so woke up early around 6 am like that ,and helped mom to clean the prayer room and prayed as usual.Was fasting for the first time ever in my life.It was like ,urrrm an undescribeable situation ,was in fainting mode in the evening ,luckly mommy let me to eat ,if not sure i would have faint.And after dinner ,went to temple and stayed back there till the next morning ,which was yesterday (03.03.2011).

3rd March

Did nothing ,i occupied my whole day by eating ,sleeping ,eating ,sleeping and eating ,sleeping.

Today

It was such an awesome day bloggy.Remember i have told you about a man from India ,teaching keyboard in one of my previous post?.And today went to his place ,to learn carnatic Keyboard ,as usual went with ash ,practiced few songs and at last he told us to teach song for new students ,i mean they enrolled earlier than us ,but still weaker ;).We are more chunner than them !!.Weeeeeee.It's fun teaching ,it's like i am obsessed in teaching .LOL.Dedicate teacher duh !!.The most chunnest part is ,i taught them Chinna chinna aasai.First lesson itself A.R.Rahman's ,heeeeeee ,how nice.Reached home at 8pm ,damn exhausted but  it's a worthy day :).Actually i am not in the mood to blog today ,but somehow i tried to.

I guess this is all for now.

Bye bloggy.
:)